Ok well I knew this blog was going to come eventually ever since they first changed the tv.com layout.. but now they have the nerve to change it again? ok well I kept trying to stay here and convince myself that it wasnt really that different.. but its too different i think. Tv.com used to be my favorite website but now i grimace every time i come here. I try to get the image of how it used to look back in my mind but this new layout is ruining everything i used to love.. I guess its fitting that i chose to write this blog on new years eve it makes sense i suppose. I never thought i would be the one writing a goodbye blog but i cant honestly say that ill come back here like normal. I guess this is just a goodbye besides rare occasions. Ill still get on sometimes but only to see how everyone is and maybe ill go back and read old threads sometimes lol but yeah im not gonna be on very much. You could find me on my anime list though if you wanna keep in touch. my username is the same as it is here GIVElove.

I hope you all had good holidays and i hope your year of 2009 is a good one (:

ANY AANGGANGERS if any of you read this know that you're amazing and I miss you unless were still in touch on aim. You guys were great and I hope that youre doing well. and if none of you come back and see this i wont blame you tv.com is in a rather hard to look at right about now.. but yeah hope you all have a good new years and hope life is treating you well.

I hate the feeling of the end of something you were attached to..

Which was a wednesday by the way.

Goodness I forgot how much I love Dane Cook I watched him on youtube for like an hour the other day. Whatever kind of day you could be having Dane Cook would make it better.

I think its really funny that the time that I find to get on and blog is time that I really should be spending doing significantly more important. Like hw... or sleeping.

I finished twilight yesterday It was really good and then at the end of the book there a preveiw of the first chapter of new moon and i read it and now i reallyyy need to read the next one. I dont know if you could call me obsessed I feel quite feeble compared to my friend sarah who all she talks about is edward cullen and twilight. But it was really good. Edward and bella are ridiculously adorable. Jacob kind of makes me really mad.. hes interfering with them which is not ok. I saw the movie before i read the book and after reading the book i think they did an astonishingly good job casting it. The characters are like perfect. but please no spoilers I havnt been spoiled yet and thats happened to me before with anime and i dont want to ruin this lol.

It snowed a lot on tuesday and the roads got pretty bad and they were still bad the next morning. I was so mad when my mom woke me up.

sorry random stuff I know. just thought i should blog for once. I would seriously die if winter break were not about to start next week. i dont know what i would do. school is becoming too much. I just need a break. Well i need to go do my english. as always there is some form of hw that i should be doing while writing blogs.. Talk to you guys later! Hope everythings goin good (:

Haha The all-american rejects finally came out with a new song and its super addicting. Despite the title its a really fun song. The video made my day. Go watch it. 10 bucks it will make you smile.

Sarah and I went to sonic earliar today and she asked. "What if one time we ordered 42 mints and that was all. 42.. well 67 would be ideal but 42 might be all they can handle" XDDD I'm seriously considering doing that some day. Just to see what would happen.. with a total straight face too omg it would be hilarious xD

Sadly this is another one of my pathetic excuses to not do my history hw. I need to go finish that right now.. im hoping to be done by midnight so i dont completely die tomorrow. haha we'll just see about that...

peace all! I'm sorry I dont get on too much. The complete insanity that is my life doesnt allow me to... but ill still be around =]

It's so sad when they lose their glow... It's just like what do I do now? anyone else know what I mean?

anyway. I feel like I'm veryyy anime deprived. I havnt been keeping up with code geass since like ep 11, I havnt watched naruto in weeks, I have no idea whats up in gurren lagann and overall I juat really feel like Im lacking desperately on my intake of anime... that shall be my project this week.

That is after sarah and I watch the rediculously expensive rented movies we got from blockbuster... we paid $13 for THREE movies... ridiculous no? none of them were even new releases. They were so expensive we ARE going to watch them. (sadly we fell asleep before we could.. usually staying up is never a problem for us.. but at the end of a school week we were pooped) There used to be this grocery store like down the street and it had a movie rental that cost like $1 to rent a movie for 5 days AND it had a starbucks it was like my favorite store ever... but then it closed. and now the only place we can rent movies is blockbuster which is hella expensive which isnt fair... ugh sorry ranting..

Ok so funny story about wnedys! A few weeks ago sarah and I went to mcdonalds and ate after school and then like a week later we went to wendys. So I got my change right? and one of the dollars had like a little heart hanging on a string drawn on it in pen and this random stick guy was reaching towards it. So I laugh and show it to sarah and shes like I drew that. at first I was like no you didnt... youre joking... but she was serious. she drew it, it was the same dollar she had spent at mcdonalds like a week earliar xD CRAZINESS right? how the fvck did it end up at wendys? I have no clue but i thought it was hilarious. Im keeping that dollar forever. Thats so cool.

K well I need to go do my hw that I've been procrastinating on all day.. so while I'm gone watch this. It's like so sweet. I gaurantee it will make you smile. This like made my day when I saw it.

k well I am off. See you all later!

Frankly my dear I dont give a damn =D

From a great song stay young by we the kings. ahh love them. That song defintely makes you wanna stay up all night.

I thought I should write a new blog cause the other one makes me sound like an angry person... but i think all the people that that has happened to understand the rage xD

omg have any of you seen nick and norahs infinte playlist? omg cutest movie ive seen in foreverr. So so good. I love michael cera he's just adorable lol. But if you havnt seen that movie you definitely should It's made by the same guy who made juno so... that kinda means its amazing.

You wanna know the definition of insane? my life. that my friends is the definition of insane. and sadly its only gonna get crazier from here on out. I wish i werent so busy all the time.. I like never have freetime anymore. It gets kinda tiresome a lot

I absolutly cannot wait until it snows. I love snow so muchh. I love love lovee the feeling of getting a snow day. Its like the best ever. and being inside by the fire with hot chocolate on an especially cold day. ahh its lovely. one of my favorite times is when its snowing at night and you go outside and your breath is in clouds and its so quiet you can almost hear the snow hiting the ground. and the sky is like glowing from the moon. ahh its amazing. I love winter. and all the holidays its just such a great time of year.

I also cannot wait until christmas. I dont care what else i get but that could potentially be the day that I will own a les paul! ahhh I love my accoustic dearly I have grown rather fond of it but I really cannot wait until I get to call this beauty mine =]

Well i need to go finish my history.. i got sidetracked and decided to write a blog xD I do that a lot.



only people who think about limits have them.

I just spent an hour typing a long ahss blog and I was going to copy it so in case it didnt work I could just paste it back... but I accidentally presed paste so it deleted everything i just wrote and replaced it with the img code of an icon i had copied a few minutes ago. I'm not even gonna try. You have no idea how pissed I am right now. and I was in such a good mood before.

FVCK MY LIFE.

Like my english teacher said last year- "Sleep is so overrated"

If I dont get written proof from my teachers that all my grades up by 3:00 on monday I will not be able to perform with my dance team at this performance on monday that we've been getting up at 6 am to practice and get ready for for so long. Which would completely svckk. Because getting up so early every morning is pertty much the reason my grades are low in the first place... I'm always sooo tired all the time that i fall asleep while atempting to get hw done.

I'm in the process of drinking a monster and I have a giant rockstar stashed in the fridge if i need to take desperate measures to keep conscious over the course of the night. omg my leg just twitched and nearly hit m desk.. which is impecibly wonderful for my health im sure -_-

So I have basically till any hour of the morning to finish reading this book that I was supposed to read about 2 weeks ago, make an essay outline and write a rough draft and final draft of the essay. and somehow make it damn good as if I was completey sane at the time. Right now I really feel a little crazy. I've been reading since 4pm this afternoon and in that time period I have consumed several diet cokes and a monster and I'm a little shakey.

Tomorrow around like 10am I need to start getting ready to go perform at this wizards soccer game. My dance team was invited to perform at pregame for it how cool is that? my dance team is kinda the sh!t xD

But lately my life has been seariously bleak. I wont go into huge detail cause it will make this blog even longer. but its just I have a bad time a school and then i come home and try to get caught up with hw without falling asleep and my grades are bad and I have to get them up by monday and i just feel like i never have any time when I get to enjoy myself.

I mean I'll get over it and I'll make things better but ever since I got back from denver I've basically had the worst few weeks of my life. and it would realy help everything if they would CHANGE THE LAYOUT BACK.

But next week is a short week we get friday off and then the week after we get thursday and friday both off. but next thursday is all I have to make my grades as good as they can possibly be before end of the quarter gradecards. so wish me luck! I probably wont be on much till that long weekend.

but if I get good grades on my reportcard and keep my grades up my mom is gonna finally let me start guitar lessons! Oh yeah omg I totally never told you guys that I got a guitar for my birthday a few weeks ago. its a cheapo yamaha accoustic but I mean it sounds decent and it looks nice and im growing rather fond of it. I learned a whole bunch of chords from the book the first time i played it and I've been practicing them and learning all i can from the book but i really do need a teacher to help me get the right technique.

its funny though cause in the book they go through all the steps about how to read music and count rythmns and such. it reminds me that not all people have been reading music since the 3rd grade. my parents like forced us to take piano lesons xD and i mean I really like playing piano but i didnt like being forced to if you know what i mean.

ok i really need to get back to reading. still like 120 pages to go before i can write the essay -_-

Wish me luck! sorry my blog is so long.. I'll try to blog more frequently so that theyll be shorter xD i just havnt had too much extra time lately. Talk to you all later!

nightt.

Ok so there are supposed to be 5 changes I would like to make but I really only want one.

1. Change the layout back to the old one.

I know I speak for all the users that had had any contact with tv.com before the layout change, when I say that this new layout doesnt feel like home. I have been a long time user of this site, I joined summer 06. I met people and had such an amazing time. It introduced me to so many things that became a huge part of my life. I've known this site for so long how it used to be and this site means a lot to me. Not only me but so so so many other people. and this layout change has basically taken away everything I used to remember about tv.com. I know that Tv.com has new owners and they probably wanted to make some changes but really I dont think theres anything that could be done to this current layout to make it anything like how things used to be. I know that there are many other people who feel this way. All we really want is the old layout back. There was no real reason to change it and all it is causing is unsatisfaction among all the users. Everyone would be happy if the layout was changed back to the old one. I know that people reading this will agree with me and I'm sure that at least 95% of the users here would be enthusiastically greatful if the layout were restored to its former self.

Ok well all of you have obviously noticed the repulsively unattractive layout change that has occured here at tv.com.. ewwgrossdisgusting makes you wanna vomit right? I know all about it..

But! Luckily Glenn11523 found my blog and commented telling me about this whole Gone Dark thing. If you dont like the layout.. Which im sure none of you do.. then I'm sure you would want to help out with Gone Dark.

If you do want to help change your icon to

and go read Glenns blog for all the details.

http://www.tv.com/users/Glenn11523/profile.php?tag=comments;author

But basically what were doing is trying to get the mods attention and hopefully they will change the layout back.. If we get enough people to do it it could work. Glenn11523 has already been getting pms from mods so already its being noticed. The more people we can get to do this the better.

Go read her blog! She explains it better than I could. But pleasee do this we need all the help we can get. I know none of you want this layout to stay... lets get the old one back!

haha protests are great.

I'm contemplating ways in which I could obtain a sword so that I could disembowel my computer with the hate i have for this new layout.

Is this seriously what tv.com is gonna look like from now on? They ruined it. I CANT take it when sites do this. This isnt tv.com at all.. "my feed" umm? I mean really where the fvck am I? facebook? I really dont know anymore.

It took me ten minutes to figure out how to write a fvkcing new blog. Are you sh!tting me? im sorry but this is really making me mad. It doesnt look like tv.com, it doesnt feel like tv.com, and I think my eyes are gonna start bleeding from how sickeningly white everything is.

If you havnt noticed im not too much a fan of the new layout.. if they were trying to get a "sleeker" more modern look the other one worked soo much better than this. This seriously makes me think of a bad xanga layout that someone made because they didnt know how to get the good kind.

They should have left it alone. it was fine and unique before. but now they've gone and turned it into a white and blue, "im gonna jump on the bandwagon that was trailing behind myspace and facebook", blocky, squareish frenzy of straight lines and it kinda makes me think about throwing up.

I sound like a very bitter person right now but I dont handle changes like these very well and when they happen I flip sh!t. and basically im gonna be mad about this till they change it back. The other layout was the way I remember tv.com and this is certainly NOTHING like the old layout. So it gives me this vibe that tv.com is not what I used to know and im not ok with that vibe therefore making me not ok with this layout. it sickens me.

I dont know how to do anything anymore, it looks ridiculous, its not how it used to be, its not how it's supposed to be, it kinda ruined the end of my day, and if you peer over yonder there goes all my faith in the good old tv.com flipping us off as it disappears into the thicket.

You have no idea how mad I am about this. I know its just a layout but this is too much of a change for me to be able to keep coming to this site and actually believe that I'm at tv.com. If they dont change it back i dont know if imgoing to be able to keep coming here. this is seriiously disturbing and NOT tv.com. I mean when they said new layout i thought that they meant they were gonna alter just a couple things here or there but they went and transformed it into like nick.com or something. and for all I know I could be there right now. cause this is definitely not tv.com.

how fvcking surreal my weekend was.

I am terribly sorry for how long this blog turned out XD

I was in denver colorado at the NDK anime con and it was the most amazing thing of my life. like sometimes I say things like that as an overstatement but this seriously was the probably the best thing that I have ever gotten to do.

We left on thursday to go drive down there Sarah, Spencer, my mom, and I. and we skipped school on friday to finish driving there xD so we drive up to this huge marriott/convention center and we park at the front and already we see all sorts of cosplayers walking around and we finally start to freak out a bit. after we get all registered and everything we go get ready in the room and are spazzing and yelling things in the process. The first thing we go to is the risembool ranger panel and not too many people were at the hotel yet so there was room right up front. This guy was talking about the rangers and stuff and he had told us that vic might maybe be able to show up but he couldnt promise that he would. We suddenly hear screams and cheering of joy and I turn and see him in the doorway. I have no inclination of how I kept consciousness at this point but basically what I think happened was my heart skipped probably about 6 beats before setting a tempo that would give any band a run for its money.

I dont know if any of you have ever been 3 feet away from your most favorite person ever but I just could not believe that he was standing in front of me. like right there. in the same room. at the same time. on the same day. very magical experience. after he talked for a while about some things that im sure I could have told you 2 days ago but after the shock of it all it has vacated my mind. Then he brandished his box of cds that he was gonna give people a chance to buy. and we lined up. I bought all three of them and he asked my name then gave me a hug. he gives the best hugs ever. period. after we left the room cause there was quite a line and we didnt want to hold things up. We kind of walked around in a daze like trying to grasp the fact that we just hugged vic mignogna and had even been in the same room with him.

Then we went to the opening ceremonies and each of the voice actors got on stage and talked about anime they had been in or will be in and things as such. And after that we didn't see them till Sunday.

Sunday was the most amazing day of my life pretty much. So we got up early and went downstairs to the main events room where we were going to start the line for vic's concert for which we were determined to get the best seats. On the program it said that there would be an hour of "vocal musings" and then an hour for sound check for the concert. We had no idea that vocal musings was gonna be a panel with ALL the voice actors up there. Vic, Chris Patton, Monica Rial, Caitlin Glass, Wendy Powel, and Kara Edwards. So we were gonna start this line but then we heard vic talking on a mic in there and so we of course went to go see. There were empty seats up front and they just so happened to be next to Michele who if you are not informed of is his girlfriend! She is so so nice. And freaking gorgeous goodness. But lol we had made these shirts that say "Gao." On them (period and all) it's a joke about what sound a stegosaurus makes from the show air. And they say gao (: Vic and Monica are the lead voices in it so we decided to make shirts that say it. And we also made them shirts as well xD but anyway when we came in and sat down next to Michele. Monica basically stopped the panel and freaked out about our shirts xDD she was like I love you guys! Fans of air? And we were like yess! And vic was like gao gao gao and she was like gao I love it. But then they were like oh yeah we need to get back to the question…

But the panel was really fun. Wendy Powel who played Envy in Fullmetal Alchemist she is crazy lol I love her. Chris and Monica have been best friends for like ever and they are absolutely hysterical. Oh my goodness lol. And you of course know my opinions about vic (: and he and Michele were texting the whole time and being ridiculously adorable as always.

Then we rushed out and 2 people had started the line for vics concert and we got right behind them and it quickly grew after that. I went to go get batteries and red bull from this starbucks that was in the atrium of the hotel. And the atrium was crazy huge. The side walls of it were the balconies of all the rooms and people had decorated them with Christmas lights and wall scrolls and all manor festive anime merchandise. But on the way back to my spot in line wendy walked past and she was like "you made monicas day!" ahaha I love her. When we finally got to get into vics concert we had such good seats lol. We were in the second row and in front of us to our left was Chris Patton and Caitlin glass ahhh we were stoked. And so vic starts singing he sang the English version of true light (otherwise known as the DNAngel opening) and he sang the third one piece opening. And they sang soldier a! which is basically a song about the random anime characters who say one line and then they die xD it's a great song lol. And in the original recording of it Chris Patton (he and vic are good friends) sang the fourth verse and since they were both at this con together and chris had never gotten to sing soldier a with him live so he got up and sang with him. Vic sang the first verse then Caitlin sang the second one I think and some ranger guy sang the third and then chris sang the last! It was wonderful. Then oh my gosh the sweetest thing of my life! Vic wrote this song called Je n'ie pas de mots which in French means I have no words. And he brought her up on stage and sang to her! She cried ahhh sweetest thing ever. Like they are such a beautiful couple its adorable. Then he finished with nothing I wont give which is a song based on fullmetal alchemist. Ah he is such an amazing singer.

Then we went to his autograph signings! After waiting in line for like 2 hours (the line went outside) we finally got to get Kara Edwards, Caitlin Glass, and Vic's autographs! And we gave vic his shirt lol. Sara videotaped his reaction and he was like ahh now I can be one of you! Then he got up and gave us hugs and thanked us a lot. I love his hugs! Ahhh. Then we got in line for chris, monica, and wendy's signing. We gave monica her shirt and she freaked out. Ahh she is so sweet. And chris is the funniest man alive omgg.

Then we went to vic's Q and A panel and even though there was a long line we somehow got our way up to the front and sat on the floor. That little room was so packed lol. But we had damn good seats I thought. Then after that there was another signing like a special one time thing. And we just really wanted to talk to him one last time in case we didn't get to the next day. And so we got through the line and he was like "do oyu guys want a picture?" and so we took a picture and then told him how much it meant to us that we got to meet him and I cant even remember what else I said but he told we were so sweet and gave us hugs again. That hug though was the best. I really feel like we made at least some sort of a connection. Like I think he knew how much we respect him and he didn't think we were just weirdo annoying fans. Like the girl before us spazzed and kept telling him how all her friends think hes so hot and all this other sh!t and she made him do a line from some game and even if he wont say it out lout I know he doesn't like it when fans do that. So I hope if we are to see him at another con sometime he'll remember us in a good kind of way.

Then later we snuck into Chris's panel (which was for 18 and older and for good reasons xD) But his panel it was 2 hours and it was the funniest sh!t of my life omggg. Like he pretty much pwned dane cook. Which is damn hard to do. He is soo funny. He told these like epic hilarious stories and oh wow. It was great. We were sitting up front again on the floor like right next to wendy xD and the whole time she was like Im so glad I came to this. But wow maybe I'll srah tell you the chris patton stories cause I'm writing my blog on ms word and I'm nearly halfway through my third page xD

The next day we went to autograph signings with chris and monica and kara. And we told chris how hilarious he was and monica thanked us again for the shirt and then we got in line for vic, caitlin and wendy but they cut of the line cause there wasn't enough time so we went and got in line for the preview of the ouran English dub. And we got seats right up front for that as well xD there technical difficulties so vic and Caitlin answered questions while they did that and then we watched it. And it was hysterical! The English dub is so so so good lol. Its gonna be a blast. Then we had leave as soon as it was over. We did wave bye to Vic and Michele and Brittany Dvorak (who is good friends with aaron and vic and comes to lots of their cons. Shes really nice.)

Long story short My first con was incredible.

Vic is the most amazing person ever.

Chris is the funniest person I've ever met.

Monica is adorably sweet all the time.

Caitlin has some damn good voice differentiation.

Wendy has some pretty rad boots.

And best weekend of my life!

I really need to stop typing cause if there is a limit to how big blogs can be I'm sure Ive found it.

And today is the 2 year anniversary of the aanggang! So I need to get my ahss over to aim before they think I forgot about it!

Talk to you all later!

Loveeee.

Long one today (:

Well I've been wanting to learn how to play guitar for forever now. And today I realized that I've never wanted anything more in my entire life. Sarah also came to that same realization. Neither of us were exactly sure what we wanted to do with our lives, but now I think I know. We want to learn guitar, get damn good at it, then get some other people together and start a band. I just know thats what I want to do. If I can get a cheap accoustic by around christmas time then I'll have at least pwned the basics by summer and during the summer I can play every day and master it. I'll have a job by then and once I get super good I'll save up for a Les Paul. It would have to be an Epiphone though.. an authentic Gibson is at least 500 more.

I'm still gonna have to go to college but I'd play on weekends and whenever I could. But I just know this is what I wanna do. I thought I wanted to go into marine biology but I'm not good enough at math to do that. I feel like having to do it because It's my job would take the fun out of it. But doing something in music for a living? I've always considered that. and this is just perfect. I really feel that this is what I wanna do. it may sound rediculous seeing as I dont even know how to play yet, but I want to learn more than anthing and I will. It's gonna happen. We even know what our band is gonna be named lol. Skyline. I'm pretty excited. This isnt gonna be one of those things you dream about doing but never actually do. It's gonna happen.

But anyhow. Tomorrow sarah and I are gonna go hang out in a guitar store for like an hour. I'm pretty pumped. It should be pretty invigorating.

oh yeah and any of you play guitar hero 3? I've beaten like 80 percent of expert on quick play. but on career I cant get past the slash battle. if any of you have any tips that would be helpful =] but our wammy bar broke today! D: it has no spring in it anymore. it just kinda gave out. I can still use it but I have to actually grab hold of it to make it wave. The only reason the wammy bar would ever break is because of guitar battles. its that damn wammy shot. when you get hit with it you end up pounding on the wammy to make it let you play notes again. cause other than that theres never a time when I did anythig that would break the wammy. pfft

But anyway school is going fine. not good just fine. I'm definitely sleep deprived though. as always.

BUT! sarah, my brother, and I are officially going to Nan Desu Kan in denver! in TWO weeks thats monster close! I'm so fvcking excited you donttt even know the half of it! Vic Mignogna is gonna be there as well as Chris Patton, Monica Rial, and Caitlin Glass! kdfljgdklfjgdkflgj excitement!!

Well I hope you all are doing well. I'll come back and comment people later tomorrow (: *hopefully*

Les Paul.

I really should be doing my hw... procastination is a curse i tell you!

Well I just finished my beck theme! even the quote in my about me is beck (: im proud of it.

I HATE SCHOOL. Its not even like the actual school part that kills... its the sleep deprivation. I just about fall asleep every day in 2nd hour. Like I literally begin to fall out of my desk and then i jerk awake. ahh worst feeling in the world. all you want in the entire world is just to sleep. but you cant and its horrible lol. and at the rate im going tomorrow is going to be no different.

I wouldnt be so tired if i didnt have to wake up at 6 am to go to drillteam (dance team) practice -_- we practice out on the soccer feild with the band. Were getting ready for halftime shows during football season. We use flags and everything. Its not that bad till when we get 15 minutes to run up to the school, speed walk at a calf burning pace way across the school to the locker room, get changed, and I have to speed walk back the opposite way to a way far away room for european history and somehow do that with out being late and looking semi presentable to the world. Its very distressfull. Though thursday is the holy day of the week on which we do not have morning practice. I cant wait till after tomorrow.

But besides that the only thing is hw.. ugh i need to go do that right now.

I've been away for much too long. I'll probably blog again tomorrow and try to catch up with people (:

Talk to you all laterr.

Yes. outrageous xD

Ive gotten about 5 hours of sleep in the past 2 days. The first night i was just up reading till all hours and then i slept for like maybe an hour before school. the FIRST day of school. After that i got coffee on the way home and read more and worked more. till about 12 when i fell asleep. Luckilly my brother came and woke me up around 3 before he went to bed and i got up and worked till about 6ish. I got 2 parts of the 3 part assignent done. I slept for then like 30 minutes before i got up for school this morning.

I cant believe im still awake? I'm about to go crashhh.

our english teacher let me turn in the 2 i had done and just turn in the other one on monday. I'm not excited for monday. omgg. not excited.

but anyways ill talk to you all later. im gonna go get some sleeeeeeep.

I'll be back like maybe on friday I suppose. I have to magically read and do an entire summer project on this book in about 2 and a half days. Fun stuff. summer must officially be over cause the next couple days are just gonna be schoolwork. Hopefully the book will end up being good and it wont be too hard to get into it? hopefully. Wish me luck.

I'll miss summer.

Dogs love to put their head out he window when you drive them places.

But they HATEEE it if you blow on their face?

I'm super glad band camp is over. On friday night when it was over I went to a lock in with my church's youth group and stayed up till 7. Not sure if that was the best idea? lol. We went to this place were you could bowl, laser tag, go cart, DDR, or pretty much anything. We were there for FOUR hours. Till 2 am. I pwned some air hockey and had a pretty eventful game of pool with my brother. fun stuff.

Then we went back to the church and some of the older guys in the youth group who basically all play or used to play in bands rocked it out in the main room. One of the guys during his guitar solo played behind his HEAD. It was pretty badahss. Then we went to the gym (theres a gym in a seperate building) and basically did whatever till sunise. Guys played random basketball and all the noobs actually slept (hah who sleeps at lock ins? lol) There was some rock band going on in the corner but mostly people just sat and talked. And there was this totally cuteee guy. He basically looks like the hot guy from a random band. You know the guy thats way hotter than the rest of them? thats what he looks like xD He has flawless hair, wears converse, and obviously has good taste in music cause I saw him wearing a zeppelin shirt once. I must get to know this kid xD

But yeah afterwards I got home and crashed just about when my head hit the pillow. I slept from like 7am till 6pm. It was intense.

hmm today I feel like i should do something about this coconut phone level that I'm on. Even though if im not mistaken the next level is bow flex which has a super awkward icon -_- but nevertheless I think im gonna write a few reviews and maybe do some contributing hopefully that will bump it up a bit.

I also think im gonna do some writing tonight. I havnt written anything on my story since like july. I need to fix that. Cause if im not mistaken something pretty good is about to happen xD

Peace baby.

I kinda have a love hate relationship with camp. I mean of course the moments when you're at attention and holding a flag in the air and cant move even though sweat just dripped in your eye are not the most enjoyable. But there are other things about camp that are just amazing. Like when the drillteam (in AC in the gym of course xD) is having a good hard practice and it just feels really fulfilling. We have a greattt totally amazing coach who puts so much into the team and she always incorporates little fun things into the day. Like today we had a water gun fight out in the football feild after we practiced for a couple hours. It was good stuff xD and she is always so supportive and if we are doing well she is really encouraging and lets us know we're doing a good job. but its just like when you look back on it it's not the horrible moments that you remember. You remember the fun times and the accomplished feeling of working as a team. I know ive made it sound reallyyy horrible before but its also really great in cerain ways. Love hate lol.

I'm not excited about waking up early tomorrow to go back and work again but it's not all totally bad.

We're making brownies right now! Tripple chunk =] They will be glorious definitely. I'm pretty pumped. we got this betty crocker brownie mix like a week ago and we hadnt made it for so long. now we are =]

I'm realyyy sorry that i havnt been responding to people. I promise that after friday I will! Thats when camp will finally be over. Thank god.

Dark. Hes kinda like the deifinition of beautiful.

I just found this video of Brittany's solo that she did at the Dance Hall of fame competition. It's so cool because I know her! lol shes really good friends with my sister and she's super nice. She's such an incredible dancer. omg. The type of dance she's doing in the vid is modern so its very different and kind of weird if you've never seen that genre of dance before. But she pulls it off so well. She could do 20 turns in a row but she doesnt have to do that to show how good she is. Few people could pull off doing what she does. It's incredible just look. Breathtaking. It takes so much control to be able to do that. She's amazing.

Well band camp is pretty much hell xD I dont know if ive ever been hotter in my life. It's so hot out there on that football field and you have to keep marching and you sweat so much its disgusting. ahh. and then after 4 hours of that we break for lunch for an hour and then the drillteam practices for 4 MORE hours in the gym to get feild show together. It consists of four routines that we will somehow do back to back while on the field with the band. craziness. All the routines are really upbeat (which in other words means crazy fast) but Im sure once we get the memory down they'll be really fun cause the choreography is really cute.

Well I just got on to blog. I was really excited when I found that video so I thought I'd share it lol. Please watch it though its amazing.

I'm super tired though. Band camp takes a lott out of you. I'm gonna go eat dinner and practice for a little bit then go to sleeeppp. Sleep. What a nice word. Too bad I never get much of it.

Tsubasa! hehe. Love that showw.

Well i need to go practice and then go to bed. In the process i need to drink lots of water to prepare for tomorrow. Tomorrow is not gonna be too great.. maybe it wont be too bad.. ill just have to see.

I might not be on too much till friday cause that will be the day of freedom!

Night all.

Death Note. Is. Brilliance.

I have to get up to episode 15 on geass, cause I only got to 10 last night. Then I have to perfect my dances cause were being evaluated on them on monday. Like they have to be perfect. Then later there is a pool party/BBQ for the drillteam. That should be pretty fun.

I'm not looking forward to tomorrow very much. Marching in the sun -_- greatt.

Sorry pretty short blog. I might not be on much over the course of the week cause of band camp and I'll probably be tired and everything. So if im not on for a while that will be why.

Howl's moving castle. Love it.