Hey there =D It's been such a loooonnnggg tiimmeeee!! I'm sorry if i didn't blog lately or comment on any of your blogs it's just that i was soo busy you have no idea!

Well first things first, in August, I applied for Queen Rania Cambridge Student Award where you were supposed to write a 500 word essay about yourself and your ambitions and your perceptions of the UK and all that! SO, i did it and i sent it. I really to be honest didn't expect much, buuutt, the next thing i know after a month, they were calling my schools (the old one and the new one) and my cellphone (which i didn't bother to answer thinking that it would be my best friend Laith with some gossip about the girls in my old school as usual, haha) so they ended up calling my parents, telling them that they want me for an interview on Tuesday at 11 am (they called on Thursday) and how they were excited to meet me and all! I was like YYYAAAAYYYY but didn't really expect much either, i guess i was afraid to build up my thoughts and hopes on winning and not get it in the end. Imagine the bubble-bursting that would happen in my life at that moment! so i didn't expect much even though me and my best friend Aya got chosen for the interview, we were planning on going together really.

On Tuesday, we went by the school's bus to the British Council. We waited for like half an hour then they called for Aya as she had an appoitment before me. She went in , stayed for almost 40 min (I started to panic really) then they called for me. I was sleepy, tired, fasting and didn't have enough sleep the previous night so you can imagine what mess i was in! Anyway, I got in, waayy in. hehe. To find a woman waiting for me (who btw has perfect teeth, haha) in addition to the woman who escorted me in! They made me set infront of them, they weren't mean or anything, so... me being the usual Hiba, i didn't get the feeling of seriousness i am supposed to be having...NNNOOOOO .... i got the funny mood!!!!! :O and i don't mean funny-haha kind of funny.

They started asking me questions, not real serious kind of stuff, just normal personal stuff! Like what books im reading now, my hobbies, what things i do in my free time (i answered by eating and sleeping :S:S :lol and then the perceptions of the UK and all, and by the end of the interview, they said that i am a multitasking person! Persoanlly, when i heard that, i felt that i have scored more scores in the chances of winning then they asked me the trick question of why do you think we shoudl pick you, well i answered as if im the girl on top of the world, i told them that i ahve everything they're looking for, and i don't apply for anything just randomly, i apply for things that im 100% sure i am perfect for!!! they started laughing, the kind of laugh as in like ( haha, she passed, we're picking her) i felt it, didn't believe it! I thought i was just hilusinating!

SOOO, on Wednesday (after a week from the interview) i went to the bathroom, as usual checking for any msgs from my best friends on the other school (ex. Nura, the other Aya, Laith or Omar) but instead, i found 5 missed calls and like 7 msgs from EVERYBODY i know in my ols skl (New English) I was shocked, i opened Aya's msg to be written " CONGRATS YOU WON QUEEN RANIA'S CAMBRIDGE STUDENT AWARD " at that moment, i swear i could feel myself flying! I ran to the teacher's room to tell the English teacher that i won, they cheered and congratulated me!

There was something that pissed me off though, Aya didn't win i really wanted to go with her . But she was really happy for me! After school, i went to New English, they all congratulated me and hugged me and all! I hugged Nura the most ( she was so happy for me that she started crying when they first mentioned my name) i lvu her! haha! then i hung out with Laith abit and he made me laugh alot! I haven't seen him in like..... oh a week! nevermind then! hehe!

Went back home with Nura with me, we laughed and laughed, God i miss her even though i see her every weekend but i still do miss her! And we laughed even more when Laith and Omar called! They asked about the award and what do i get from it! Well, i get to go to England for 8 days on the British Council expence YAAYY! how cool is that?? hahaha! They were all soo jealous, and they started telling me what to get them and all! As if im getting any haha!

And now, my life seems perfect, hehe! On Thursday, we all went out and celeberated the award, Nura, Zeina and Laila got me a cake with candles and all I felt special! We went everywhere basicly! My dad kept on calling making sure that im having fun and all! I love my daddy! And then went home, soo tired! I slept like a baby, more like a dead baby actually! hehe!

That's so far for now! I miss you all! *kisses*

P.S.: sorry for any misspellings its just that im really tired and im typing fast because i got to sleep =) fav part of the day! hehe!

xoxo.

Jmac's Grl!

On Sunday, it was my first day in the new school, my friends were really there for me as it was hell because the whole atmosphere is just different and i missed my friends ALOT especially that everything reminded me of them

However, today was great! The timetable was sucky though, we had doubles of everything, like double Advansed Biology, then double Core Math, then double AS Chemistry, and finally double Mechanics! But for some reason, i enjoyed every second of the day, i laughed my butt off especially that my teachers are soo funny and they like me soo much becuase i always have my hand up knowing the answer call me a nerd or whatever, but trust me, it felt good!!

My best friend Reema and I kept on laughing during the lessons that we almost got kicked out! I never thought i would say this but i finally got the feeling of adapting in the new school! But i miss my other friends like HELL!!! i mean it! Redda you're one of them babe like DUH! haha!

Blog later,

xoxoxo

Jmac's Girl

Today I have absorbed the actual idea that i am moving from my school when i finally took my file and registered in the new school! When my dad was signing the cheque, i teared and he tried to hug me but i pushed him away because if he did hug me then i would have even burst into more tears and make a total scene and a fool of myself!

I didn't choose to move, my dad decided and i just had to follow! It sucks when your parents make decisions that you're supposed to make! Maybe it's for the best even though i cant seem to realise that! They absolutely gave me no reason for moving me! I tried everything, all what they said was "we just don't like the school!"!! I mean i get it, my school doesn't have what you would call the best reputation but it's not bad, actually it's not even close to bad, but i guess my parents would disagree!

Thank God im moving to a school where i already have best freinds there! That's a big comfort! and the way they started talking about how much fun it will be and how excited they are, i got abit exctied too to be hoenst!

I can't believe summer is already over!!

Oh and i got my Arabic mark, i got an A yaay me! lol!

One more news... one of my best friends is coming from England this Wednesday I missed him so much, even though he practically calls me everyday!!

xoxo

Jmac's Grl

Yesterday, I received very bad news!

Remember the boy i told you who is in a coma due to a tragic accident?? Well yesterday he passed away!

I still can't beleive it!! Just a few months ago he was right infront of me and now.......hes nowhere near! He's so far far away!

My friends are trying to make it easy on me! But the more i think about it, the more insane i go!! But i guess time heals everything! Atleast that's what i would like to beleive!!

I GOT 5 A*s and 1 A in my IGCSEs

ok i can't beleive it, i got A*s in all three sciences you wont beleive how happy i am right now!! Even my mum was speechless when i first told her, my dad thought i was kidding and didnt beleive me until i showed him the information paper thingie, and my bro groaned about why the A is not an A*!! whatever, dont mind him, hes just jealous!! hehehe.

Btw, the A is in economics, and since its a VERY hard subject, im so proud of myself that i got it!!

I'm also proud of my friends, i mean they all did great and i was sooo happy for them!!

Then i went with bunch of girls and sat in starbucks chatting and sharing our life experiences, lol! Then we kept on walking, laughing, making fun of ppl and taking LOTS and LOTS of pics!! Oh and we even bought really big and cheap rings just to celeberate and have something to remind us of this great day!! And what made this day even more special, is that one of my best friends, confronted her ex, and discovered that he was feeling sooo miserable without her, and he was actaully infront of her begging her and expressing his feelings aloud!! It was like a scene from some kind of a cheesy romantic movie!! hehe!!

Then i went home, my paretns couldn't stop talking about it! So instead of having a headache, i am writing this now!! To share this great news with you guys!! Tom we are planning to go to this fancy resturant (we haven't chosen yet but as always we end up somewhere,lol) and celeberate!! Can't wait!!

Oh and my friends just sent me those bumper stickers that i like to share with you:

Hope you like 'em!!

xoxoxo

Jmac's Grl