I will be editing the site, and pending upon if I create the first active link or not, the sites next update should be next month...thanks again guys

To all who still need the URL, feel free to message me, or leave a comment...

-SD

^Catchy title isn't it?...NOT...

First order of business, an inactive home page of my website has been posted! LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF IT! Any criticisms or compliments are accepted!

I began construction of the site about 3 months ago and what you see on the site is pretty much the end result. Supposedly from here on out, it's 'smooth sailing' but I con't really believe that...at all.

Anyway, on to the title of this blog; while I was working the site the other day I was watching FMA. Honestly, I couln't help but relate this ridiculous work on the site to Ed and Al's journey. Whenever i get close to accomplishing the d*** thing there is always an obstacle the rises up to prevent me from attaining my goal. With that said, I recently recieved a shot of realism in my life, and it's that I'm one busy mother f*****!

Not long ago I was informed that I can make it into my college of choice with ease, so I've been working on filing transcripts and getting ready to apply which in turn will make me extremely busy. I'll have to find a new appartment and a new job; all on top of working, work on the site and school. With all this in mind I think I've set myself the most realistic goals thus far, HA! I've decided to shoot for having the site operational by the end of December, which would be right as i'm moving and transferring to my new school. Then I would place the launch date of book 1 to the end of summer 2009 [9/19/09??? heh heh].

Anyways, that's where things stand for now; as I said in one of my previous blogs, I will return to blogging once i'm satisfied with the sites working order, and with my return I'll bring plenty of content and teasers on the book for you guys to oggle, criticize, or just ignore.

It was great hearing from you guys again in my last blog, and I hope you guys haven't lost faith in me. I'll come back one day, I swear it.

EDIT: Just a quick note, the site will more than likely be down in two to three days, I noticed something about the home page that has to be changed, and hopefully ill be making my first link...

-SD

Post Script- feel free to PM if you lost the sites URL...

I figured I would post another update blog to let you guys know what the **** is up...

So, first and foremost, it was good hearing from you guys in my last blog, thanks for the comments, and as usual thanks for the support...

Getting down to business, my life is busy. I find that it is near impossible for me to say "I'm Bored" anymore. What with school work, work on the site and book, and other items that need to be taken care of I (obviously) find little time to attend on this site and others; which is why I haven't been around.

Site construction is going well though, and I'm not rushing it which is key. When I half-a** things, is when I get pissed off and refuse to follow through with them...anywho, all that aside, I'll probably have an inactive home page up between weeks end and next week. So those of you I gave the domain name to, look forward to it i guess?

The Force Unleashed comes out tomorrow, and though I won't be buying it this week, I am well aware that it will be providing one incredible distraction in the near future...

Anywho, honestly I overestimated my own abilities to accomplish these tasks and underestimated the mountain that would have to be climbed in doing this...whatever, things are still going well and when the site is complete it will be much smoother sailing and I shoud be going viral on these sites again...i hope hahaha...

Talk to you guys soon...

-SD

As the title says, I'm not dead yet! hahaha

I've been away for sometime and much more time than I intended. However I haven't been goofing off as much as I'd like to say I am...this past week and a half I ended my summer vacation, which was a great time, and got back to work. This is not a full return though (as I said, I would delete the blog posted below and have many goodies to post when I return). So as of right now, I'm not really back, and I probably won't be completely back til the end of the month...

I feel like I'm rambling

Anywho, site construction is going better with less and less bumps, but it will still take some time and many changes are being made.

That's about it for now...gotta get back to work! Guess I'll post more later...

Honestly, I'm sick of all this ********...I've been putting up with it for so long, and there gets to be a point where it's too much. All too often lately I feel like I'm being ****** by everything and it's mother; not just people either. It's everything and I'm just sick of it. I'm sorry to all of you, who I've had waiting so patiently, thank you so much, but if I don't take a break from this work I'm either going to break my computer, or just go nuts...Unfortunately it's not just stupid software either, it's people and the things they do...

I'm not going into any detail on any of this, the sooner i let all of this go, the better. I don't need any words of encouragement, or anything like that, I'm just really really ****** pissed right now and need to just let my head clear for awhile. I can only find this crap funny for so long...Once again, I appologize to all of you who were waiting patiently but I need a break; from work, from work on the book, from people, from life. I'm just too pissed to think straight. When I return, which I have no clue when that will be, i will have loads of stuff if you guys are still interested, but until then, it's just too much and i need some time to actually say I relaxed this summer...

You might find me floating around the forums on here or commenting on blogs, maybe even throwing up a game blog or two, whatever. I probably will dwell on Giantbomb too...

-SD

Post Script- This blog will be deleted whenever i return to normal business...

Secondary Post Script- Worthy, if your gathering the troop on saturday Im game...

EDIT: For anyone keeping watch over my blog, I'm still alive, and ill be returning in due time...theres just some things that need to be taken care of first...