All in all, i have to say year 10 was my most fun year. Although i've had loads of coursework and stress and i know there is more to come, it's been good. The school i'm at now is so much much better, and as for my friends i doubt i've ever met better people. I've also changed so much too i can see by going through all my photos- i've really channged. Also, i feel great . I'm so glad it's summer there will be lots of parties no doubt, at which i won't be drinking as i learn't at the end of year one that it's just no fun and neither are the hangovers.

In other news, i got my conch pierced which is meant to be one of the most painful ones you can get, the woman who did is was surprised that i found it painless- lucky me .

Today was the last day for the year 11's. It was sooo sad. Even i was crying, good thing most of them are staying on next year for 6th form- but they'll still be in for their exams, but only then after it's all holiday. I have to wait 8 weeks 'til then =/ stupid mainstream education.

School will be so boring as in our group their are about 18 people; 4 girls in year 10 (including me), 3 boys in year 10 and 11 boys in year 11. So now i'm going to have to put up with the girls moaning all the time, great -_- i really prefer boys.

Guess i'll just skip school and hang with the boys =p ahaha, well atleast i have a week off school now .

So yeah, as i was saying...I got just a bit drink, being an understatement, i was clinging to the loo for about two hours apparently, being sick, and that was a tad worrying.

It seems to of lost it's fun, i don't gain anything from it really- only a lack of what happened.

I'm glad i've realised this now so i can get on with other stuff. Damn my Britishness and want to act like an annoying yobo on friday nights.

Ah well- it's a waste of money anyway.

Well it was fun while it lasted, i guess.

Odd thing though- i don't have a headache.

*awww she's grown up enough to realise this* lol

Peace.

xx

So tomorrow night is the night of my 15th BIRTHDAY PARTEEEE . I'm not 15 until sunday but sunday is the worst day of the week and i can't have a party then because i'll need a day or two to recover. My reasons for this- my friends have planned big parties in the past- some which got stopped by the police, wow that was scary i thought he was going to arrest us but i was very drunk and that made the fear worse at the time- but this party is the party that is going to have the most alcohol consumption out of them all. Now some my say that's a good thing, or a bad thing. All i know is on saturday, i will have one massive headache, and one messy house.

I'm both nervous and excited- who knows what might happen.

I'll post a blog on saturday so you know i'm alive .

Peace.

xx