You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

Jon Mclaughlin
So Close lyrics

:RANT WARNING:

I haven't been active because I'm going to be kicked out of my own home, been trying to finish school, and have been preparing to finish RPG updates, chapters, and other things.

When I finished my RPG update, I found the thread locked. PM'ed the editor. He said he won't unlock it. For a while, apparently. I tried being respectful; succeeded, but I freakin hate being respectful to people who won't even consider something. Sixteen year old's can suck. I should know; I was one (still a teen, but whatever).

To top it all off, my father said I'm no longer wanted, and both my parents called me evil to my face for accidentally (no joke) falling on my sister's balloon and popping it. The freaking ten year old cried and screamed to the top of her lungs (and she's always been the "angel" of the family and the most loved). So naturally, I'm the horrible big sister who is now pegged as "cold-hearted", "evil", "bully" and a number of other things I tried to ignore.

It's not the fact that they called me evil, it's the fact they called me that KNOWING I'm not. When my father said I didn't care that my sister was crying over that stupid balloon, I simply shot back: "You're not any different, you know." He merely answered: "You know what, I don't care how you feel. And why should I?" I was caught off guard and yelled back: "Because I'm your daughter too!"

He didn't care.

I guess I could learn from the best, huh?

Sink down to his pathetic level.

I had to buy her a whole big bag of balloons with my own money.

But I'm sure people go through much more horrible things than me.

So I'll shut up now.

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end,
It would just begin.
If I had one wish, you would be my boo,
Promise to love you,
Trust me I'll trust you.
If I had one wish, we would run away,
Making love all day,
Have us a baby,
If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life,
And you'd be my wife?
Make it right this time.

If I had one wish,
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish

Well. I think it's a cute and angst-y song. But...y'know...whatever. The song is by Ray J and it's called "One Wish".

Just a little note: my father is driving NUTS. No joke. He's making it hard to be around him now. It used to be tolerated, no it's unbearable. Jeez. I wish he knew what it's like.

So...

I found this fic, and if you like the show Naruto and love the character Sakura---along with the Akatsuki---please read this fic: "Child's Play" by Sora Inu-chan. There's nothing inappropriate in it---as far as I can see---it's basically about what would it be like if Sakura was taken in as a child by the Atkatsuki (more like Sasori and Deidara). There's not any romance, maybe hints if you look closely. No yaoi or anything---yet...so I don't know. But it's a good storyline. And when you read it---review it!

[found on photobucket...]

So, I keep hearing that Avatar episodes will finally being airing---but when? And what of Storm Hawks these days? I know there's, like, only fifty-two episodes to the whole thing, but could we just see some more?

[found on photobucket...]

Something to talk about: what's your favorite sport and why? Did your dad introduce it to you? Did you see it and just think "I'll be good at that"? Why?

All right, see ya.

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

I like this song. It's by Rihanna. Very interesting.

Maybe not as great as shika squishy, but it'll do.

But I really like this one. I don't care if it's pink...sorta.

So my brother gave me this huge speech last night. Apparently, he hates it when I talk bad about myself. He kinda...yelled at me. But what surprised me is that he said all these nice things about me. Who knew? I'm a pretty girl. (whatever...)

Oh, I'm just starting to get into Bleach (that how you spell it? ). Favorite character? Isn't it obvious: Rukia.

O_o Um, all right.

I'm bored. Again.

Hey baby girl, I've been watching you all day
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing
You make me want to take you out and let it rain
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on the G5 G5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again
So go on shawty and tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly, the one that keep you high
Have me singing all night night night
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she got me singin
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

:eye twitch: That's the song that won't leave me alone.
Yes, avrura, rub it in. I'm the drama queen. Jeez.

Soooo.

I haven't really been around the forums. Much. Haven't even bothered with the Avatar forums. That forum is a lost cause now. Run over by noobs and a few people still willing to hang around. Which is incredibily brave.

Hmmm.

My last blog was turned into another chat room. Not that I mind. It's fun seeing people chat about stuff I have no idea about. Some what. Interesting, I guess.

Let's see.

I just got into this really weird show. Gossip girl. Anyone watch it? I kinda like Chuck and Blaire's interaction. Dude, she kicked him on his dad's wedding day. That girl is awesome...

Oh, yeah. And I'm freakin bored. And a (the) drama queen. That song is still in my head... :whimpers: ...darn it.

Anyone heard of the song "Bust it Baby"? by piles feat ne yo. A cute song. To me, anyway... Or "What you got" is a good song... Yep.

I'm bored.

No pics. Maybe later.

So...bored.

All right. I got a song in my head THAT WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE!

I'm such a drama queen...

Anyhow, first, if you're gonna comment, tell me how you're doing.

I have recently realized that searching for icons is one awesome and fun experince...very fun.

Behold:

Final Fantasy:

Kingdom Hearts:

Avatar, The Last Airbender:

Naruto:

Other crap:

All found on photobuket. If one of these are yours, fine, it's yours. I don't claim making them at all.

Well.

I claim for making one or two...because I did.

Which one is your favorite? just wonderin'

Still bored.