Well, I decided I'd come back, thought it would be interesting to come back. I'ts been over a year since my last blog, and looking back I kinda feel embarassed. Thinking I was in love with someone I barely knew, trying some ragtag peaceful protest, makes me feel sorta humbled now. Anyways, expect to see me around the forums more often.

I have been having some trouble recently. As I said in my last blog, Ive fallen for a girl. But its going to be a long time before there can be anything serious between us. Its all really complicated and I can't explain it all to you right now. Ive always wanted to get back into dating, but I feel like this girl is really the one. Im afraid if I get into a relationship right now, Im going to have to dump her to pursue a future with the woman Ive actually fallen for. But if I keep myself away from dating entirely and I dont end up with this girl, Ive spent all this time alone for nothing. I don't really know what Im supposed to do. Im leaning twords dating again soon, but Im not entirely sure. I just hope I can win over this girl. I would really appreciate any support or words of advice you have to give.

Interesting title, huh? Its actualy describing something I try to avoid talking about, my dating life.I met this one girl about a month ago and I imediatly felt a spark. Shes fits everything I want in a woman. Shes strong and truthful, yet is caring. She is self-confident but not self-righteous. She is the most beautiful woman I have ever met. Basically, I think shes the one. Anyway. Ive been writing songs for her for the past month. I unfortunately may be driving her away. I havent been thinking before I talk and have said some really idiotic stuff. I cant see myself with anyone else right now. Its gotten to a point where Im starting to feel something spiritual. Its as if everything points to her. I dont know if this is meant to be or if Im just obsessed. Its really complicated. Just thought I would express this to the public. I hope this blog actually gets some comments.

I came to visit a few days ago learning this place was going to get a remodel. I was very enthusiastic at first, hoping that this could begin more changes for the better. When the changes finally came, I was gravely disapointed.It was much harder to navigate, the page was painfully bright, and everything was overconfined. Even after all that I wanted people to give it a chance. Then I started hearing people complaining about technical diffculties. I thought it would change in time, so I tried to write a blog. I then faced technical dificulties that prevented me from entering my blog. I decided that would soon be fixed as well, and posted my opinion in the Off Topic Lounge. Again,I was not allowed to post. I decided I would leave and come back later. Now I can post again, but the PMs are broken. When the people said they wanted a change,they did not want a new layout.They wanted a new system of moderating. This just proves to me that we are being ignored by the mods. Please,if you are reading this, stand tall for what you beleive in and never give up your will. One day we will be heard.

Ive been gone for a while at another site.The chatroom there haas broken down,so I decided to come visit back here.Im sorry if I havent been commenting on your blogs,Ive just been distracted.Ill try to be here a little more often.Ive noticed a lot of things have changed here.The Off topic louge has really been dead.So Ill be visiting here for now.And some of you have to have missed me,right ^_^?Anyway,I hope youve all been keeping good care of TV.com while I was away.Im going to check out how things are going now.