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It's That Time of the Year Again *sigh*

Yup as some of you know today's my Birthday......Yeah i know...i should be all happy and ecstatic or whatever but i'm not like most people soo....it's not really something a look forward to...especially right now...

Yeah school hasn't shown me much love lately. I'm currently flunking most of cla-ss-es and most teachers have just decided to give up on me...or use me as an example of a student you don't want to become. Yeah i mean at school i'll just laugh it off or go along with it but deep inside it really does hurt...alot. I know i can do wayyy better but it's just i dunno i've never really liked doing schoolwork....yes i know what you're thinking...."claudia just do the work and it'll pay off" but you have no idea what situation i'm really in...and because of whats going on i really don't find a reason of why i should keep trying.

And i've been really confused about many things lately...School, friends, life, me, and it's just one huge rollercoaster ride of emotions. I've recently started writting in a diary cuz i don't really trust blogs that much, and it's kinda helped me relax a little but i still go to sleep with this feeling of lonelyness and confusion. I dunno why i'm going through all this. Like my friend said i have my "emo moments" and it's true i guess. aghhh i have to get everything straight or else i feel like i'm gonna burst and do something i'll regret....

Anyways.....

Have i mentioned how much i love Jenne and Lani and new buddy Eric?! They're too flippin' cool!! Last night or this morning i guess they sang Happy Birthday to me and i got a new banner from jenne that was soo hotttt my computer almost failed

thanks soo much sis!! and the song was just amazing from all of you. I also wanna give the BIGGEST HUG EVER to everyone who said Happy Birthday! I love ya ll tons!! You guys are some of the greatest people ever...especially when i'm feeling down you guys are there for me and i thank you guys for that. I don't know what i'd do witout the Hiphuggers Crew and everyone i've met here i know this is getting sappy but i just wanted you guys to know that. When i have the worst day at school or at home i know i can come here and wash away all the negative. well with that said

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!

-claudia out

Posted by 2muchtv_91, 04/05/2008 12:46pm
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virushunter981
Well... Maybe cool here, but at school? Well, let's just say I'm not the greatest socialite in the world if you haven't heard...
Posted 04/05/2008 2:11pm
2muchtv_91
really?? i think everyone here is pretty much flippin' awesome =D tv.com is like the best place to talk to other people but then you end up wondering why we can't all go to like the same school. i wish i could meet you all but you guys are too far away =(

anyways don't worry about not being too social, in high school is where EVERYTHING changes for the better or the worst (hopefully for the better) so don't worry
Posted 04/05/2008 3:29pm
Blk_rse88
I know a lot of people will say "I've been what you're going through but you just gotta push Claudia, you gotta push." Me, I actually have been through what you're going through (almost didn't graduate)So I know how much it sucks. I can honestly tell you that friends (real ones)will be there for you. Thick and thin m'dear. They'll inspire you, help you cheat on a test (guilty), let you copy homework (guilty again) etc. Ur friend will tell you to 'push' but in the end ya gotta do it for urself. Its much more rewarding...

Now that I've got the 'motherliness' out of my system...ur old!! I'm kidding, I'm kidding. Hope ur ears didn't bleed when I sang. There's pizza in Jenne's blog, so you might wanna get some before Eric eats it all.
Posted 04/05/2008 3:39pm
boom-moo
Hey hun

I'm not big at celebrating my birthday either. I don't like to be on the spot so the fuss kinda annoys me.

Well hun, homeschool is certainly a pain, but it's a necessary step. I would like to give a you a good advice but there's really nothing that anyone can do for you. Unfortunately, it's in your hands to try and fight and prove yourself that you can do it, even if you don't care.

Keep writing that diary. I have a really big issue opening up and trusting people too, and writing has always helped me loads. Yayyyyy for friends here making you smile. Just remember that you are never alone, hun. People in this site are wonderful like that.

Happy Birthday again!! Tons of hugs your way
Posted 04/05/2008 4:18pm
2muchtv_91
lani: thanks soo much sis that actually made me feel better. Yeah there are a lot of poeple who will just say what we wanna hear but never tell it to us straight. I'm really just in a stage where i'm questioning everything and confused about everything else.

hehe i ain't old!! wow i used noticed jenne's blog right now...*i'm off to see it* thank you soo much lani i'm happy to hvae met you.
Posted 04/05/2008 4:31pm
2muchtv_91
BM: yeah i hate the spotlight too..it's just too weird for me yeah i keep my telling myself that it's worth it to try and go on but sometimes it's really hard to find that motivation. I hear ya. Trust is just so hard. I mean i've trusted people before and just ended up getting hurt...so this is why i hide my feeling and am very picky on who to let in. Thanks you soo much for understanding and being here for me. Everyone here is pretty much AWESOMER than AWESOME!!! Love ya tons BM!!! *thanks for the hugs*
Posted 04/05/2008 4:36pm
HugeHouseMdFan
Happy Birthday Claudia! sorry to hear about school. that sucks. hope everything works out ok in the end haha, i find it interesting how we're all so different online than we are at school (at least a lot of people are). er, i wish i wasn't so shy!
Posted 04/05/2008 7:31pm
2muchtv_91
Christine: Hey there thanks for everything buddy. yeah you're right may of us aren't like this at school but i think it's because we feel safe with everyone here that were so open to one another. *huge hugs*
Posted 04/05/2008 9:18pm
Blk_rse88
Actually I'm pretty awesome all the time...
Posted 04/05/2008 10:01pm
virushunter981
Well, I'm not sure... Just kidding! But, yeah, I've really opened up to people here. No one, and I mean no one else besides you guys here know about my crush.
Posted 04/05/2008 10:23pm
jennidinorobot
HAPPY BIRFDAY! *drinks* Er...

djiushviufdhiud
I love you Claudzzzzz!! *hugs*
Posted 04/07/2008 4:39pm
HanHong
I put the ville valo piccies in my blog!! Just for you *hugs*
Posted 06/25/2008 1:59pm
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