me. justin (the_code). and fatty. went to coltons. eddie gave me and justin both X. which was simply amazing. and we bought a nick of purp for $5 it was a steal. we smoked out of a hookah. it was amazing. as hell.

justin is passed out on my living room and im still insanely high and rolling.

i love you all on GS. cept Omni-Slash

Prolly gonna hang out with Jason and Fatty today and just chill out. I havent hung with them in a while so this will give us some time to catch up on stuff.

Been pretty bored today. Nothing interesting at all has happened. Everything around me is getting more annoying by the hours. So Im going to go home soon and probably just chill out. Theres a show this weekend and Im going with Fatty and Jason to it. I hope its pretty good. I havent been to a local show here in atlanta yet. Thats about it today folks.

AgentSparks

I just recently came back from Coral Springs Florida to visit my girlfriend. It was simply amazing. I had waited so long to see her and I finally did. We saw a few movies, but mainly we just did naughty stuff. Her step dad did his interrogation on me and after that we went to eat Chinese and I puked all over the place from nervousness and lack of sleep. Yeah it was pretty messed up to throw up so much in front of the girl I love.

Best friend Justin (The_Code) had some issues with her step dad as well, but his were more severe than mine. He was a smartass and he got screamed at for about 10 minutes. I tell you what that was uncomfortable as hell. No one could stop him until he was done. Oh well, whats done is done. Although her step dad like loves me now, he thinks Im cool as fudge for some one my age. Anyway, Janelle (my girlfriend), her mom and I drove from Coral Springs to where I live in Atlanta. It was a pretty awsome way to end the vacation. I got some new shoes, a few shirts and an awsome hat. The hat that Synyster Gates wears. (the lead guitar of A7X)

Recently Justin and his lil hoe have been having a little trouble. They call it love but in reality its only infatuation. Both of them are so emotionally immature and inexperienced they dont know what love is. So they are taking this crap as if hes askin her to marry him and its so not even that serious. He is uber "infatuated" with her and she is not so much with him. Only because of this douchebag **** named Travis who lives in Texas. Thing is Justin will see this when he reads my blog but what I want him to know is that Kt is now attempting to go see Travis. So you might wanna pull some magic out of your ass and fix that. Not trying to put more gas on the flame but just becareful and know what to expect. I hate being the middle man for this kinda stupid crap. Retarded teen "love" is the cause of some of the most unneccessary depression ever.

Justin, stop thinking that letting people in is the problem. Its not. Its how you let them in. Just because she talks to you alot doesnt mean you love her and that she loves you. Just because she laughs at your tarded sense of humor (which is the same of mine lol), doesnt mean shes in love with you. And on top of that, for relationship problems, dont ask people their advice and take it. Its bound to fail, do what you feel is right. If ive learned anything about relationships its that you have to go off your instinct. Other people arent in your shoes and arent you, make your own choices.

Das All. Goodbye.
AgentSparks.

I'm drinking Sparkling Punch Soda. Anyways, Im going to Florida soon to visit my girlfriend with my best friend Justin (The_Code). Its gonna be pretty awsome except for the long ass bus ride there. Luckily everyones parents agreed to this so it all worked out.

Only 6 more days till I leave.

BTW ive also got about a quarter of grass left. and ive been smokin atleast twice a day. munchies are gonna kill me, ive eaten about 5 boxes of mozzerella sticks and im lactose intolerant, and ive taken a 12 pack of soda in about 6 hours. =/   stomach pains are on the way.

 I sit on my bed.
Singing the Beautiful People.
My buzz is going, gotta keep it coming.
I lean and inhale the line of snow white happiness.
My eyes are widened.
My heart is faster.
I'm biting my lips.
Some one is screaming my name.
Theres a bang on my door.
I run to get it and no one is there.
I take a razor and slash up my chest.
I take another line of conformity.
At this split second, I am accepted.
I am cool.
I am loved by everyone and everything.
Nothing can stand in my way.
No one is judging me.
No one is yelling at me.
It's just me and Manson.
The sound of my heart is a death metal drum.
I start to panic.
Expecting to die.
My nose starts to bleed.
I wipe my face with my arm and smile big.
Knowing death is near.
I close my eyes and try to chill.
I take another inspirational speech off of my bible.
I said it was my last but, I said that like a bible ago.
I get light headed and fall on my face.
I can't stand, everything is white.
Energy strikes me and I jump to my feet.
Turn up the volume.
Coma White.

Its my favorite song.







Ok. Well thats a free form poem that I wrote about a couple months ago and it's basically how my life was for about a year. But yeah, Ive overcame that and Im better. Anyway...If anyone likes it then I will continue to post more poems in my blog..