So I'm going away in January for 6 months, travelling with a friend. I'm soooo excited (and completely terrified at the same time) but I cannot WAIT!!! If anyone's interested im going to be going to India, Thailand, Australia, New Zealand, Fiji and North America (LA-->NY). I don't know where I'm most excited about going. There are soo many things I can't wait to do....where do I begin? Is it really sad that I'm really going to miss Grey's and One Tree Hill?! I mean seriously, they're just TV shows and I'm going to be doing all these fantastic friends. I'm going to be missing everything....will MerDer get engaged? What will happen with the whole Izzie/Denny brain problem? Will TR leave the show??? (I hope not, I LOVE George) How will McSexie turn out? What about Hunt and Cristina?? What will happen with Lucas' film? Will Leyton take the big step? Brooke and Owen or maybe Chase will come back (doubtful)? Maybe she'll be able to get a baby?

So many questions and I'm going to have to wait 6 months for some answers. At least I'll be able to watch everything in bulk; that will be a great week lol.

Just wanted to say I probably won't be able to get on the site while I'm away so if anyone PM's me and I don't reply that's why.

Anyway its nearly Christmas so HAPPY HOLIDAYS everyone and have a Great New Year. Just remember the way you spend your New Year reflects how the year will continue...so party or just be around the people you love!!!

So its a New Year, a New start a New beginning or whatever, however there is only one New Grey's Anatomy episode and this upsets me because I don't know how long I can last with not seeing another New episode; especially after the drama that ensued on that episode! I haven't written any reviews for a LONG time but tonight I changed that and ranted for a long time about how I felt about that episode. So now I'm going to halt and think about other things as the thing I'm not thinking about is upsetting me as I'm not going to see a New thing for a long time. So... I turn 18 on Tuesday (15th) and that means that in 3 days and 18 minutes I am going to officially be an adult in jolly, thundering England. That means that I can drink and smoke if I choose, I can vote but then again I have to pay for things like the dentist andother adulty things.

Its very latehere and you can probably tell that my boring ramblings are getting worse so Iam going to stop. Just one last thing...Happy New Year!

It is so strange how Grey's Anatomy can link so closely to your life, ok, so McDreamy hasn't yet swept me off my feet BUT some storylines, usually the bad unromantic ones, do link. On the 5th of April 2007 I was on a college cruise trip around the Greek Islands. We were having a great time until we arrived at Santorini, long story short, our ship hit a rock and started to sink- without seeming too dramatic i honestly thought this is it, i am going to die! i thought of my family, friends, pets and life for the 3 hours that me and hundreds others were stuck on the ship with no hope and full of fear. We all lost everything as it sank completely and 2 people sadly died in the disaster; by some kind of miracle (ooo look what I did there!) only 2 people died, it could have been hundreds more. My point is this is much like the ferry boat disaster and it has changed my outlook on everything. I can sympathise with characters more when they lose someone they love as i now consciously realise that these disasters happen around the world all the time. Enough of me going on and feeling sorry for myself...Grey's Anatomy season finale was a crazy ending and i just can't wait until season 4. Sorry if this depressed you.

So it is the 13th of March and we havn't been able to watch Grey's for weeks! I don't know about you but for me it has been excrutiating! I have to wait until saturday for some kind person to upload it as I'm obviously in England. These George and Izzie rumours have been worrying me and I really want to see how Meredith recovers and gets back to work. Not long now, I'll try and be patient!!!

It's 7.58pm here in snowy England and I just saw the promo for Season 3 episode 16 "Drowning on Dry Land", bear in mind season 2 just ended here. I developed this obsession which means i have to know what is happening on Grey's Anatomy even half way across the world in America; sad i know. I know Meredith can't die, right?! They can't kill her cause she's the main character, right?Gotta go...over and out.