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My topic name...well. My mom's gone to visit her friends in ireland for a month and my Dad (becasue not only is he a plumber he does those racetrack things) has gone to scotland for 2 weeks, something about races, so it's just me and my brothers at home. We're being good, promise Anyway because my folks are away my gran came round this morning.(This is the one i DON'T get along with) Anyway she let herself in because whoever left the house last didn't lock the door so she just walked on in. Although i saw her car pull up, so... i stayed in my room hoping she wouldn't notice i was here, and wa.la it worked, (she's too lazy to walk up the stairs she just called and when no one answered she didn't bother looking to see if anyone was here. So i've been sat here for the last two and a half hours watching 'The Wire' online using my earphones. I hoped she'd be gone by now but no, she's still here whats wrong with her place? I hate talking to her, like i said we don't get along, none of my brothers like her either. She's like one of those annoying relatives who thinks they're perfect and you should be more like her *Shakes head* No way in hell is that gonna happen!! I'm now praying that she'll go pretty soon cuz i need the toilet which is downstairs and if i flush the chain she's gonna know im here

Anyway whilst im here not doing anything at all i may as well write a bit more! I ended up going to the works social thing the other nite, I was working till half nine which is when everyone was ment to meet at the pub ready to go, but because i finished at that time, they all went ahead to the bowling alley and Sam,21, brought me home, waited downstairs with my brothers, they're friends so it didnt matter, but i got ready in record time!! Woo Hoo then we went to meet everyone else. It was such a good night! We left the bowling alley around midnight then they all went to a bar in town. A couple of the others around my age didn't bother cuz they're not old enough to get in but i thought it was worth a try, if not sam said he'd drive me home then go back after. And with fingers crossed, i didn't get asked for I.D *sighs with relief* So the rest of the night got even better. And i know i wasn't gonna drink for a while after last time, but it was the staff social so i had too And i only had to pay for one drink the whole night!! Got them all brought for me off phil who works with us, 17 so he got in too, but he does look quite a bit older, and unbelievably good looking (sorry getting sidetracked there). Good thing the folks are away actually because i didn't get home til 4:30am. I don't think any of my brothers even noticed, the youngest was round a mates, the older one had his girlfriend round, and the other older one and his mates had spent the night at ours drinking so by the time i got home they were passed out Ahhh the love and care we share for one another

OOoooo the next episode of the wire has finally downloaded! YAY see u soon!

Okay so i've been away for the weekend, by weekend i mean yesterday and today, in wales visiting the Great Grandparents, hence me not being around and posting on your blogs, i will do tomorrow night!! Promise. I wanna say i've been MIA all weekend because i've seen other people post it but i dunno what it means, so help me out there will ya!

Back to school in four weeks: Meaning new school wardrobe Going shopping with christie tomorrow to birmingham, my dad just gave me another £100 so i should be well away! I have so many items of clothes i want, im into jackets and jeans at the moment. I love shopping i just hate the trying things on part and it drives me crazy when you have to cue for a changing room. So i'm defo looking forward to that!!

I've also been a busy little beaver this week, it's been parties and work all week!! I was working last friday, satday and sunday nite, so plently more cash coming in. Last wednesday nite was a huge party which i went to, it was held in a barn and i ended up staying there all nite, lots of alcohol may i add, got no sleep at all but my mom picked me and christie up on the thursday morning and brought us home. Then she made us breakfast, and we slept from 10:30am till 4:30pm, woke up both had a shower and had a snadwich, then my dad came home from work and took us to thursdays party. This one wasn't pretty at all!! I had a few too many drinks, you know the shots and the 'who can down a bottle the fastest' kinda things. But by about 1am i was totally slaughtered. threw up on the garden. My brother came and picked me and christie up at 2:30am and took her home. On the way i threw up again out of the window and then again down myself in his car. And he needed it early the friday morning. So yes, still pissed he made me go back out at 3am and clean the inside of his car

Anyway i was meant to be going out with my bf on the friday, we were going to meet a couple of friends. he drove to mine that morning around tenish and i was still in bed, so he came and woke me up. NOT a pretty site! I had to have a shower and get cleaned up and everything before he came near me A little too drunk to care about cleaning myself up when i got home And then he wouldn't let me near his car after my other brother told him what happened to andy's car HaHa so we went no where, we ended up spending the day together at mine and then he took me to work on friday nite, came back just before i finished and had a drink with the guys i work with beofre we came home that nite I haven't seen him since saturday morning though He said he was gonna come round tonite after he finished his shift but still no sign

But ah well i've been happy enough around you guys! WooHoo less then 12 hours till shopping! Talk tomorrow night!!

Okay so i finally managed to go and get a life this week! Me and my mates went to go and see the new batman film! And it was great i can't believe it topped imdb.com so quickly, it was rather good though i have to admit, wans't to keen on that guys face after a while, but batman's good looks make up for it! You should totally go and see it if you haven't already!

Yes, i got dragged fishing today I don't mind see fishing, but i don't enjoy lake fishing at all!! I have a short attention span!I had to go with my dad and one of my brothers today Knew i should have slept at a friends last night! Yes so i went, against my will, and i spent from 9:30am till 6pm fishing, Never been so bored, well i probably have but still, Sitting with a pole and maggots is not my idea of fun! I did manage to catch some fish though in the first few hours then nothing for the last 4 and a half But i did almost get a big fish but it was too big for my rod and broke the line, ha ha lost one of my brothers floats. Ooo and i tried to stick maggots onto the hook by myself but you know how it goes with me, got the hook in my finger instead, had a little moan. I was so happy at about 4ish because i thought i was going home but no, my brother got another catch so they decided to stay a little while longer and then it poured down. So when i got home i was soaked, absolutley stunk and was covered in maggot juices on my jeans! Nice eh?? I promise you neevr again!!

And lastly the doctors, you asked to be kept updated so here goes. Basically the Doc put it basic terms for me aftert i asked wat a skin graft was?? What i've never had one before how am i meant to know?? He said they're gonna remove the cyst, but the skin in my ear is growing backwards compared to normal and it's eating away at the hearing bone, is that the masteroid or something?? So he'll drill away the diseased bone and in the words of my Doc 'to prevent it from spreading inside the head' Anyway he told me the risks of what would happen if i did or didn't have the op. He said if i don't then it will continue to eat away at the bone then spread to the skull, which would leave me at great risk of catching infections, which would eventually kill me (he put it so nicely). And if i do have it done, because the nerves in my ear will be in the way they'll be moved meaning i'll probably lose taste on the right side of my tongue for a while, which may not come back. And if he hits another one it will paralyse the right side of my face. And i don't know if you remember but i actually went to thebhospital in the first place because i was starting to loose a bit of my hearing, yeh well this wont improve my hearing. He said he'll make a cut upwards above my ear which he'll have to skin graft afterwards which will leave me with slight scarring This will be on the 7th October, look at that i haven't even started the new school year yet and i get a week off already

I can't wait to get it over with, he said this is a big operation but i just want it over with, to be honest i'm not scared about the op at all im more scared that he mite have to shave some of my hair off, does that make me sound vein??

Anyways thanks for the last comments xx

Sucky title i know but it's basically about what's happened over the past couple of weeks since i last blogged...Is blogged even a real word?? Anyhows..

I quit my saturday job in May..Thank the lord!! I had been intending to do it for a while but i never got round to it until now!! I did actually say that i wasn't even gonna look for another job until i finished all my exams.. But when do i ever stick to what i say?? Yep that right i got another job two weeks later in the local resturant with a boy mate of mine only two weeks later! And i love this one It's so fun! Everyone is fairly young, although i am the baby there But i've fit in really well and i know a few of them that went my school, few years older of course!! Although some of the customers are a bit annoying but i guess that comes with the job!

School.... Yes i finally finished i'm free!!! I think in total i have about 14 weeks off, but im down to 5 left They went really quickly. Anyway did all my exams they went erm.... Well i'll guess i'll find out on the 21st August ((Fingers crossed))

I also did my music exam last week. I went for my Clarinet Grade 5.... and i passed with a merit!! WooHoo!!

I spent a week in disney land paris two weeks ago!! Yes i met micky mouse and Belle from Beauty and the beast and the others!! Awesome!! Why do we have to grow up again??

And on a not so happy note I'm going into hospital for an operation. Since i got back from NZ last year my right ear hasn't been very good and i have had trouble hearing through it, so i went to the doc's months ago, then got sent to a hearing specialist 4 weeks later, another doc apointment, sent to hospital to see the specialist who said i had a polyp??? Not 100% what that is but anyway the knocked me out about 3 weeks ago did the op on my ear and i came out from my sleep!! I was happy at first because i though that was it and i thoguht i;d be able to hear properly again but then the surgeon came down to see me wheni had woken. He said they found a lump further in. And that he would need to do another operation, but this one would be a big operation. Aparently it doesn't help that my ear hole is so damn small. I think he said it was a cyst I don't really know what that is either But i have an apointment with the specialist monday morning. he wants to talk me through everything that's going to happen and then hopefully i'll find out when i'm going back under

It's weird though when my friends asked me how my first one went i told them i was perfectly fine ((Yes i lied to my friends)) I don't know why but i dont wanna tell them, but i feel fine telling you guys

Anyways..i heard csi is due to air in the USA around september right?? Which means i have to wait til like december in the uk ??? or will it be november ? Maybe jan? I dunno

Any hows must get back to doing completely nothing so.. Have a great week guys!!!

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Okay so i've been away for a long time, well maybe a really long time as you may have noticed!

But i'm trying to come back to this site! Im determined to be around here a lot more!

Why have i been away? Well the answer to that is that i'm not 100% sure. i've had a lot of school work, started my exams and done a couple, my drama exam took up loads of spare time. i left my old job but started another one straight after. but other then that i dont really have much of an excuse.

I hope you'll all really well and healthy!

And i intend to get back to the forums i used to daily be on like the csi:NY quote game and the D/L consequences if thats still going (fingers crossed)

Anyway, i'll try to comment on ur blogs over the next few days and hopefully u'll see me commenting a lot more around here!

LUV YOU LOADS !!!