Ok, heres a new but probably pointless blog since I haven't done one in a long time. So let's discuss the week. I had a crappy week last week. My mom looked at my report card and saw that I failed math and gave me this really horrible version of "you got to do better" talk. Like it was a really horrible talk and actually I ignored it cause it made you want to kill yourself rather than motivate you. During that whole week also I had to wake up pretty to go to school, but that's not the bad part, the bad part is that the first period of my day is math and I end up starting the day pissed. Everyday in that math class the teacher teaches these things that don't make sense, like I've never seen so many letters on math, kind of makes me wonder if it is math. And because of that I end dozing off or ignoring the lesson, even whn I pay attetion it doesn't work. And the rest of the day would be ok and when i finally get home I'm really freaking tired (mostly from waking up early) and I have this homework I got to do but put off until the last minute and that further makes the day worse. I see going to school as work and I don't come home to work more. So overall my week was pretty crappy.

 Feel free to discuss yours or w/e else you want, this was pretty much to let out some steam in the least violent way (screaming, punching stuff, or having major headaches thinking about it and then punching some more).

Lately, I haven't been at gamespot. I've been busying myself with a manga I'm trying to make. In case you don't know what a manga is, it is just a japanese comic. Well anyway I'm trying to make one, not for school, it's my own personal project that I do on my own time. It's really tough to make a single picture, with all the details to make it look good. Then i thought about having to draw it over and over again and it just overwhelmed me. I draw a few pictures every chance I get. I'm not making as much progress as I wanted, but someday I will have at least created 5 or so pages. And yea I'll probably want to become a manga artist as my permanent future job. But for now I'm just gonna try my best at making at least 1 page today =P.
 

Just something to write about. School gonna start soon. For me it's gonna be on the 5 of September. I'm gonna miss the warm sunny days and school free days. Another year of school and another year of youth lost in the past.

I'm not asking if I'm getting old by the years that have passed (cause of course I'm aging no matter what), but I was wondering if I'm starting to lose interset in gaming. For example I didn't get Kingdom Hearts 2, Oblivion, etc (all other very popular games). I remember I use to buy games that interested me in a second, but now I've noticed that I've kind of stopped that habit. And I still haven't gotten those titles yet. I plan to yet I never see it coming. I was wondering if I'm sick or starting to get old for gaming. I do still play games a lot, but I buy games a lot less. I don't wanna get old T.T

I got games like Fear and Condemned and with all the new pc games coming I'm gonna need some heavy duty graphic card. I was thinking of a ati x1900xt, but it's quite pricey. I'm hoping to find a grahic card that will last me and is reasonable in price. If there is anyone who has any suggestions please tell me.

Dang it all. Summer vacation is coming to a closed and I still haven't finished my god d#$% homework. Why the he@# does my school have to give homework? It's wastes the whole point of having a vacation. And you would think I would have time for it, well nope. I've been busy at work and even if I had time I would just enjoy my vacation. I hate homework, just looking it at it makes me sick. *sigh* Can someone wake me up when school ends?