But just in case, I'm on livejournal.A place where I can curse all I want and talk about what I want without being censored or thrown rocks at (not that it happened here).

http://engel82.livejournal.com

It's friends only, so comment so I know who you are.

It's been snowing for two days straight. It looks all pretty!! Freaking cold, but whatever, it's not like I hang outside much.

I'll be working on Xmas cards this weekend, if you'd like to get one, PM me your adress! I promise not to stalk you! (Unless you nicely ask for it!)

I'm the sadness brought by joy

The tears awaiting the smile

All the extremes in one piece of flesh

A constant battle to be the winning edge

I'm the killer who will save your life

The savior that will murder your soul

I'm pure evil when it comes it mind games

The sweetest angel if I need to play them

There's a madness fighting inside my head

Against the concept of sanity

Reminds me that I can feel

Something else than nothing

And there's an anger in me

That just keeps growing

To let me know that I exist

Someplace, somewhere, somehow

I'm the other side of everything

The sun hidden in darkness

The temporary peace war left behind

I'm everything I shouldnt be

Everything I have to be

Because we're drunk and cant tell enough peopl!!

KIMMY AND I GOT TATTOOED!!

Mine:

KIMJMNY'S

(i am frunk, so fck the tyos)

I have something that hurts in my mouth!!

Like, somewhere between my gums and teeth and it hurts up to the middle of my throat.

I can like, barely swallow

I have to go to the dentist tomorrow. I miss work for that. I just hope that whatever I have will be fixed tomorrow after that.

*hopes this wont requiere sugery or something that crappy*

I mean, my body got over the messed up weekend we had. I can drink again

I know I've promised reports, and they will be coming, but Ive just been feeling so.... blah.

I miss my friends.

Im not much on tv.com either lately, or internet at all really, because there's only 2 epi left of SPN and I SO do not want to get more spoiled than I am

*wishes to sleep*

OK, so I know some of you are still waiting for those reports. I have just tried spending less time on the computer last weekend because my back is hurting me

I would scan my notes but I sincerely doubt anyone can make out anything out of it beside me

I saw there was another convention in Sept. I don't think I can attend it But it's for a good reasons, going to Kimmy's at the end of August and once again after Creation Con in November. Asking for more is just... too much. Esp since I havent even ben working here for a year

I need to check with the girls, but I might post pictures of us in Orlando for you It really really was the best time of our lives.

I don't know if there are Steve Carlson's fan on tv.com, but if so, go on stevecarlson.com He's got his new CD up to listen to and ITS INCREDIBLE!!! *acts like a fangirl*

Allright, I'm gonna go back to work.

Take care everyone. Let me know if anyone is going to the con in Sept.

Love,
Engel

Make some kind of recap of the convention here.

I still owe a biga$$ email to some people 1st.

But the week after the convention was just 1. crazy at work, 2nd, so depressing.

Leaving my friends behind on Monday morning was harder than any breakup I ever went tru

These girls are so awesome and we had such a great time together, a big three days party. Even Lizzie manage to make me all teary-eyed last Monday reminding me how much harder it gets.

So you've been warned for November, you'll have at least 4 crying babies waiting for their cab in front of the hotel, looking like they've been ripped of their heart. Which totally won't fit with the people you'll hang with during that convention.

Then, I have been sooooo tired. Apparently I am not 18 anymore and my body doesn't agree with 3 5hours sleep night and days living on coffee, alcohol and a small sandwich for the sake of eating.

And I'm working on a very very very detailed recap of Ten Inch Hero. Which I need to warn you NOW, cause apparently no one thought it was necessary in every review I read about it, you totally see Daneel naked. A whole lot more than we bargained for if you ask me, but eh. Can't blame Jensen for doing her though

But yeah, recap of TIH, quite hard, cause there's a lot of storylines all mixed into one, but we cried. Cause it's that good.

So, as soon as I updated everyone I promised I would, I will post here with some pictures. Most picture we have are us drunk. Good times. I believe we can now drink Dean under a table. *has dirty thoughts about Dean under the table* (stupid brain)

*points to icon*

That's Gabe (Andy) on our photo ops (of Kimmy and I).

Miss you all.

The Con-girls: WHY are we from FOUR different countries.

Allrighty... work awaits me.

Because I have WAY too many things to do tonight to get online (it kind of is scary). And then tomorrow I am going at Milla's right after work and then OMFK ORLANDO BABY!! **needs the sun badly**

Last chance to ask to be in the "mailing list". If you asked me before you should have gotten a Test Email this week. Expect you Jo because I just realised I forgot you (I s*ck sorry).

I also wanna thank DG for the GREAT recap of the LA con she did! If you havent read it yet you're all silly, because it seriously is the best detailed report I have read. Of course now, to have mine be that good I'll have to carry a note pad with me!! Which I will!!

I'm all set with my camera and video camera. I'll try to get the girl from the SFU to say a quick hi to you all, but I cant promise anything, we've got a lot of shy ones

JO: Please confirm to me that your email starts with yo_ti...

Take care y'all!!

APRIL FOOL!!!!

Sorry dudes, Milla and I couldn't resist.

Hahahaha, Milla is gonna need a "I blame Engel" icon!!

I should have become a politician!!

*cough* Anyway. I'll let her say it, I know she's blogging about it right now :

3 DAYS!!!!!

Holy crap, it's like next week!! I cant believe that in 8 days I'm meeting with Milla and in 9 days I'm finally gonna see Kimmy, Lizzie and Laz again!! I already started packing (before you say anything, Kimmy started like 2 weeks ago).

Anyway, I can only talk about Kimmy and I here, but I know we won't do our updates on TV.com

If you want to know where our update will be (or to get them lol), PM me your email.

Suze, Belle, Pixie, Milla, Callie, Jenna : PM me if you DONT want them.

I will post on TV.com once I am back though

I just found this and wanted to share it all with you.

Fandom
Fandom is focus. Fandom is obsession. Fandom is insatiable consumption. Fandom is sitting for hours in front of a TV screen a movie screen a computer screen with a comic book a novel on your lap. Fandom is eyestrain and carpal tunnel syndrome and not enough exercise and staying up way, way past your bedtime.

Fandom is people you don't tell your mother you're meeting. Fandom is people in the closet, people out and proud, people in costumes, people in T-shirts with slogans only fifty others would understand. Fandom is a loud dinner conversation scaring the waiter and every table nearby.

Fandom is you in Germany and me in the US and him in Australia and her in Japan. Fandom is a sofabed in New York, a roadtrip to Oxnard, a friend behind a face in London. Fandom talks past timezones and accents and backgrounds. Fandom is conversation. Communication. Contact.

Fandom is drama. Fandom is melodrama. Fandom is high school. Fandom is Snacky's law and Godwin's law and Murphy's law. Fandom is smarter than you. Fandom is stupider than you. Fandom is five arguments over and over and over again. Fandom is the first time you've ever had them.

Fandom is female. Fandom is male. Fandom lets female play at being male. Fandom bends gender, straight, gay prude, promiscuous. Fandom is fantasy. Fandom doesn't care about norms or taboos or boundaries. Fandom cares too much about norms and taboos and boundaries. Fandom is not real life. Fandom is closer than real life. Fandom knows what you're really like in the bedroom. Fandom is how you would never, could never be in the bedroom.

Fandom is shipping, never shipping, het, slash, gen, none of the above, more than the above. Fandom is love for characters you didn't create. Fandom is recreating the characters you didn't create. Fandom is appropriation, subversion, dissention. Fandom is adoration, extrapolation, imitation. Fandom is dissection, criticism, interpretation. Fandom is changing, experimenting, attempting.

Fandom is creating. Fandom is drawing, painting, vidding: nine seasons in four minutes of love. Fandom is words, language, authoring. Fandom is essays, stories, betas, parodies, filks, zines, usenet posts, blog posts, message board posts, emails, chats, petitions, wank concrit, feedback, recs. Fandom is writing for the first time since you were twelve. Fandom is finally calling yourself a writer.

Fandom is signal and response. Fandom is a stranger moving you to tears, anger, laughter. Fandom is you moving a stranger to speak.

Fandom is distraction. Fandom is endangering your job, your grades, your relationships, your bank account. Fandom gets no work done. Fandom is too much work. Fandom was/is just a phase. Fandom could never be just a phase. Fandom is where you found a friend, a sister, a kindred spirit. Fandom is where you found a talent, a love, a reason.

Fandom is where you found yourself.

Directions: Put your iPod playlist on shuffle, click NEXT for each question. The song that comes up is the answer.

What will next year hold in store for me? Knew it all along

What does my love life look like? Lesson learned

What do I say when life gets hard? What I want

What song will you I dance to at my wedding? Love Song

What do I want as my career? Strange Ways

My favorite saying? Stairway to Heaven

What do I think of my parents? Malleus Maleficarum (AFI)

Where would I go on a first date? In the Darkness

Drug of choice? You belong with me

Describe myself.? Dynamite

What is the thing I like doing the most? Middle American Saturday Nights (damn right)

The song that best describes the president? Mary Can you Come Outside

How will I die? A Hole in the World (dude, no way!! Should I be scared)

The song that'll be played at my funeral? Don't fear the Reaper (I am not making this up)

The song you'll put as the subject? Crazy in Love

So Laz and Sparky tagged me.. I guess it means 10 things about myself eh... Allright.

1- I have this weird ability to predict the general feeling of my years and their outcome. Very sadly, even with all the great trips I'm planning this year, I know I'll be bored until 2009. I knew on the 1st day of 2004 I was gonna have major revelations about where my life was going. 2005 I knew I was gonna take the decisions necessary to take my life in charge. 2006 Was settling into a new era 2007 was the only year I couldnt figure out in advance.

2- I can't lie. Well I can, but I don't. I hate lying and it makes me feel like a fraud.

3- i used to do drugs. a LOT. Only reason I stopped is no.2 It was stopping or lying to my friends. And while it's been over 2 year since I'm clean, i still woulnt trust myself.

4- I love to smoke and i think it really s*cks that I quit. (cigarette that is)

5- I met my bestfriend on tv.com Y'all have one guess as who it is.

6- I am the best secret keeper you'll ever know. I dont betray people, not even my enemies. Ask any of the girl I used to go to High School with. The fact that they are all still friend is the d*mn proof.

7- Ever since I started working, when I was 18, only twice I have called work to say I couldnt go in. One of those time I wasnt suposed to work but they called me and I was hangover (very very badly. Vodka= Baaaaad) and the other time was yesterday because we had a crazy snowstorm and i couldnt even see the building across the street.

8- I really really enjoy my life, even when it's boring. I think I have great friends, I have great opportunities and most of the time, a bad day really just last one day. (Im having one right now)

9- I cant make up my mind on where I really wanna live : In the city, where everything is alive and anonymous or in the country, where you are alone, in peace, but everyone knows you.

10- Stupid people annoy the hell out of me. Like... there's no word for it.

And thats about it. Boring I know, but eh, it's 2008

And I've been tagged by laz, but that will have to wait until I can find out something you'all dont know already.

RULES: Only answer in pictures...go to photobucket and type in your answer...pretty easy...thing is you can only use the first page...have fun!

1. What's your name?

THIS is so awesome, I KNOW that character!!! I had completely forgotten about it!!

2. Favourite food type?

3. Relationship status?

4. Celebrity Crush?

AND

5. Fave Show?

6. A band you like?

7. What did you have for breakfast?

8. One thing you're wearing?

9. Fave colour?

(black and blue)

10. One word to describe you?

11. Your thoughts on the last person you were with?

12. Electronic you personally love?

13. Fun thing you did in the past three months?

14. Song you currently have stuck in your head?.

15. How do you feel?
That was sleepy, now Im horny, thanks Dean

Hehe, that was fun.

Beneath the Stains of Time
http://javajunkie13.livejournal.com/58841.html
Word: 2,076
Spoilers: 3.11 - Mystery Spot
Summary: Dean's still not really clear on what went down over the past day, and just how many times it did, but there's something different about Sam.

Title: One Hundred Tuesdays (and Nary a Wednesday in Sight)
Rating: PG-13 for coarse language
Word Count: 1600
Pairing: None
Spoilers: 3.11 Mystery Spot.
Status: Complete
Summary: Really, this was getting ridiculous. Horrible and wrenching and sad, but ridiculous.

http://pyrebi.livejournal.com/14831.html

http://pixel-0.livejournal.com/87494.html

Title: Golden Lights Go Dark Tonight
Rating: R
Category: AU gen oneshot
Word Count: 5098
Characters: Sam, Ruby, Dean and asst. others
Spoilers: S2: "All Hell Breaks Loose" Parts I & II; S3: It would have been helpful to see up through "Mystery Spot" to better understand things. However, the only episode from which information is directly stated is "Sin City."
Summary: In the beginning, Sam only wanted to save Dean. By the end, everything and nothing had changed.
Warnings: Character death, detailed gore

The ending made my brain explode!! It's so very very much worth the read!!

http://lyra-wing.livejournal.com/146546.html

Title: this road is wrapped around me, and i wear it like a chain
Author: lyra_wing
Pairing: none, it's gen
Rating: light R
Word Count: about 2,900
Summary: There will never be salvation for you.
Disclaimer(s): Supernatural and its characters aren't mine. Spoilers for 3.12, "Jus In Bello." The title comes from a line in the song, "Fire in the Canyon," by Fountains of Wayne.

http://weesta.livejournal.com/168572.html

Title: On Duty
Author : weesta
Genre: General SN fiction
Word Count: about 5,500
Disclaimer : SN belongs to Eric Kripke & Co. I'm just writing for fun.
Pairings: None
Rating: PG
Summary: The Winchesters spend a rare day off. Wee!Winchesters

My very favorite gen fanfic ever!!!!

Part one can be found HERE

Remember I had another link here. If you want it IM me.

http://www.fanfic.otherplaces.net/defect.htm

Defect is a crossover between Supernatural and Criminal Minds.

It takes place in the SPN universe after the events at the end of the second season. You should probably also consider Defect to be an alternate universe on the SPN side since it goes in a different direction than season three and can't be reasonably reconciled with it.

In CM the action happens near the beginning of season two after Elle left but before Prentiss arrived. The CM side runs fairly well to canon at that point in time.

For those who need warnings there are a couple of character deaths. Proceed at your own discretion. Enjoy!

Title: In Which Jared Makes A Realisation And Jensen Isn't Nice
http://veronamay.livejournal.com/405353.html
Fandom: Supernatural RPS
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jared's pretty sure he's never met anyone so inoffensive in his life, and the fact that he can think all this stuff and not be resentful or mocking about it is testament to the guy's charm.
Word Count: 3,165

Title:It Always Seems Like a Good Idea at the Time
http://joyfulgirl41.livejournal.com/294129.html
Author:joyfulgirl41
Pairing:J2
Rating:NC-17
Word Count6,853
Summary : Jared seduces Jensen, Texas-S*t-yle Involves tequila, spanish speaking Jared and cowboy outfits

Title: Clone-A-Willy
http://nemo-88.livejournal.com/72497.html
Author: nemo_88, but you can call me Nemo
Fandom: SPN RPS
Pairing/Character: Jensen (Jared/Jensen)
Word Count: ~1500
Rating: R for lots of cursing, sexual themes (toys )
Warnings: RPS? Crack? Slash? If that's not your thing. A lot of cursing and bad words too.
Disclaimer: I do not know Jensen or Jared. I certainly don't own them. This never happened.

Title: Sotto il Sole di Capri
http://titti.livejournal.com/466008.html
Author: Titti
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Jensen/Chad; non-explicit Jensen/Danneel and Jared/Sandy
Summary: When Jensen decides to go to Rome to get Danneel back, he finds something unexpected
Word Count: 15,992

Swear By All Flowers
http://sweetestdrain.livejournal.com/179948.html
Sam/Dean. 37,000+ words. Warnings for language and adult content. (Call it NC-17 to be safe.)

Two years after the yellow-eyed demon is defeated, the Winchesters are still waiting for their happy ending.

TITLE: Territorial Dispute
http://eloise-bright.livejournal.com/131298.html
RATING: PG (gen)
CHARACTERS: Young Sam, Dean and John
DISCLAIMER: This is my childhood. I just insert the boys into it.
NOTES: 620 words. John POV. Backseat battles.

The song on Track #5
http://mind-share-inc.livejournal.com/1001.html#cutid2
J2. NC17.

I remember that I loved it, but there isnt a summary. IF I recall properly, Jared has a CD of Jensen singing and track #5 drives him into crazy horny mode. Pretty sure there was some angst too.

Breakfast at the Winchester
http://winterlive.livejournal.com/208807.html
Gen. Wee!Chester

For the Love of Jensen Ackles
http://j2daily.livejournal.com/872.html
Rating: PG, PG-13, R, and then NC-17
Pairing: j2

Title: No More Running
http://agt-spooky.livejournal.com/111046.html
Author:agt_spooky
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 7,493
Summary: Jared tries running away from his feeling for Jensen, but something happens that brings them closer together

Runt of the Litter
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2927225/1/Hell_Hound_Puppy_Series_I_Runt_of_the_Litter/
Sam and Dean get a dog (not a wee!Chester fic), or more acuratly, a little hell hound.

Title: Twelve Times Dad Threatened to Turn The Car Around (And Three Times Dean Almost Rode In The Trunk)
http://clex-monkie89.livejournal.com/227034.html
Rating: PG
Fandom(s): Supernatural
Characters: Sammy, Dean, John
Pairing: None
Words: 2,158
Summary: Dean doesn't look at John when he steps on the gas and drives away.

Title: Because Of You
Author: c_ntbucket
http://rupie88.livejournal.com/35387.html#cutid1
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Verse: YouFoundMe!Verse
Summary: Jared's had it tough and its even tougher out on his own, especially when you carry a few emotional scars from your past.
Warning: I would say graphic Suicide attempt, emotional abuse, swearing, mentions of past physical violence. and schmoop.

Title: Ten Ways Mary Didn't Die
http://katriel1987.livejournal.com/10145.html
Summary: Fate can find many ways to be unkind to Mary Winchester.
Spoilers: Pilot, Devil's Trap, vague for All Hell Breaks Loose
Pairings: Implied John/Mary
Rating: PG-13 for implied violence and dark themes.
Category: Gen, AU
Word Count: 315
Disclaimer: Not mine; not getting paid; I'm just playing with them.
Author's Note: Because Mary is so much fun to play with.

Title: After Sam
http://katriel1987.livejournal.com/2038.html
Summary: The months and years of hunting alone blurred together, but the day Sam died was always yesterday.
Rating: Teen
Spoilers: None, really
Pairings: None (I don't write Wincest, folks)
Category: Drama, deathfic, AU
Word Count: 935
Disclaimer: Not mine; not getting paid; I'm just playing with them.
Author's Note: This was written really late at night, and it's un-beta'd, so no guarantees as to the quality.

Title: all alone he turns to stone
http://katriel1987.livejournal.com/585.html
Summary: Dean's spent most of his life getting left behind. Now it's his turn to do the leaving.
Spoilers: Pilot, Born Under a Bad Sign, All Hell Breaks Loose 1 & 2
Pairings: None
Rating: Teen
Warnings: Blood, violence, character death
Category: Drama, deathfic, hurt!Dean
Word Count: 2,390
Disclaimer: Not mine; not getting paid; I'm just playing with them.
Author's Note: This one fought me all the way, but I finally got it finished-late at night, which explains some of the disjointedness. Title from a song by The Used.

Title: And In the End He Traded His Tired Wings
http://mileouttahell.livejournal.com/7468.html
Author: slytherinblack
Genre: Wincest (Sam/Dean)
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: I believe I started writing this after Hunted, so there are vague spoilers for the show up to that point.
Summary: Sam and Dean investigate suicides at a law school and Sam has trouble dealing with seeing something he wants and can't have.

Title - cl*s*c Country Hits In The Key of D Minor [Twelve top country hits, with a special, hidden bonus track!]
http://estrella30.livejournal.com/284105.html
Pairing - Chris Kane/Jensen Ackles
Rating - NC17
Word Count - 4100

Title: Cold
http://jasmasson.livejournal.com/52886.html
Author: jasmasson
Genre: Supernatural, PreSlash, Teen!chesters
Pairings/Characters: Sam and Dean
Rating: PG13
Word count: 5,500
Disclaimer: Not mine, no money, not true, blah blah...

Title: Dust
http://katriel1987.livejournal.com/3775.html
Author: Kat
Summary: He's going to die, right here in the dust and thornbrush.
Spoilers: "Devil's Trap", "Hunted"
Rating: Teen
Warnings: Lots of blood. Violence. Experimental writing **** Not a deathfic...can you believe it?
Pairings: None. I don't write Wincest. Ever.
Category: Gen, hurt/comfort, drama. Includes hurt!Dean because I like it, and also shirtless!sweaty!Sam for your enjoyment.
Word count: 1,130

Stranger Things
http://gigantic.livejournal.com/328210.html
by Charli J
Jared, Jensen/Chad. PG.

You and Me, Proving Everyone Wrong
http://gigantic.livejournal.com/330348.html
by Charli J
Chad/Jensen. PG. Sequel to Stranger Things.

Third Verse, Same As The First
http://gigantic.livejournal.com/372004.html
by Charli J.
Jensen/Chad. PG. Sequel to You and Me, Proving Everyone Wrong.

sun's the sky (and I would always get back home
http://rememberbefore.livejournal.com/53275.html
By unperfecwolf
Rated: R
Fandom, Pairing: CW RPS, Slash: Jensen Ackles/Chad Michael Murray
Summary: Jensen had always considered himself a dog person.
Disclaimer: not mine, never was mine, never will be mine.

Title - The Taking
http://estrella30.livejournal.com/211679.html
Pairing - Tom Welling /Mike Rosembeaum
Rating - NC17

Title - Trip and Fall
http://estrella30.livejournal.com/236281.html
Pairing - Jensen /Tom
Size - 3600 words
Rating - porn

Fic title: We Were Twenty
Author name: Elohvee
http://elohvee.livejournal.com/317496.html
Genre: Wincest
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Warnings/Spoilers: Incest, language, angst, schmoop, character death.

Title - when the cat's away
http://estrella30.livejournal.com/418062.html
Pairing - Jensen/Chad
Rating - Adult
Word Count - ~1800

Title - Where We Start From
http://estrella30.livejournal.com/277881.html
Pairings - Mike/Tom, Jensen/Jared, Jared/Chad, Jensen/Chris
Rating - NC17
Size - 6000 words
Apocalitic fic.. something like that. End of the world. Beautiful.

Rec' for you all until April 24th.

They all have the warning, pairing etc at the beginning, so you shouldn't come across something you don't want to read. You should also know that they are more files in the zip than I recced here. Mostly because I don't have the link to those fic.

And yes, most of them are slash. Not all of them though. And I haven't separated them by genre. Sorry. I'll have a second part, tomorrow probably. I just need to get the file on my compy and to zip them (because all those fic down there, I had them allready).

I should post more tomorrow. 2 posts, another one of slash and one with ONLY Gen. It just is longer for the Gen because while I have them bookmarked, they arent on files.

Please comment to the authors, they took the time to write, take the time to comment. (Do as I say, not as I do )

Enjoy.

Title: On Duty
http://weesta.livejournal.com/168572.html
Author : weesta
Genre: General SN fiction
Word Count: about 5,500
Disclaimer : SN belongs to Eric Kripke & Co. I'm just writing for fun.
Pairings: None
Rating: PG
Summary: The Winchesters spend a rare day off. Wee!Winchesters

Title: A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed
http://community.livejournal.com/omg_fics/13757.html
Author: albydarned
Fandom: RPS
Pairing: Jared/Jensen, Chad
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sundays are Jared's favorite day of the week - unlimited sleeping, video games, and Jensen. Of course, count on Chad (and a speakerphone) to ruin all of that with a simple question: "So, how does gay sex work, exactly?"
Disclaimer: Jensen, Jared, and Chad own themselves, as do any other persons named in this work of fiction.

Title: Always By The Book
http://veronamay.livejournal.com/585866.html
Fandom: SPN RPS
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Rating: R
Summary: Jensen's a Special Agent with the FBI. Jared's a witness in a federal murder trial. Can Jensen spend a week in Jared's company without (a) wanting to kill him and (b) completely falling for him?
Word Count: 15,116

Title: Anchor My Soul No More
http://tempestquill.livejournal.com/30687.html
Author: TempestQuill/Cassie
Characters/Pairing: Jensen Ackles/Sam Winchester, implied one sided Dean/Sam, Jared Padalecki, Christian Kane, Eric Kripke, Kim Mathers, Bobby Singer, the Metallicar, mentions of Missouri Moseley, Ellen Harvelle, and Dean Winchester
Rating/Warnings: NC-17, AU, Crack, Character Death, Angst, Fluff (huh?!), Crossover RPS/SPN, Spoilers for Seasons 1 and 2 of Supernatual including "All Hell Breaks Loose" parts 1 & 2.
Word Count: 13,030
Summary: Jensen Ackles has always gone for the unattainable, and this time he's really in over his head. He's fallen for Sam Winchester. Jared isn't Sam, he knows this, but is Sam as fictional as he seems or did more than an over active imagination spark the birth of Kripke's Supernatural?

Title: Assumption is the Mother of all **** Ups
http://community.livejournal.com/super_real/529457.html
Author: China Rose
Pairings: J2 (Jared/Jensen)
Rating: NC-17 (There be man sex in here)
Summary: Jared couldn't resist playing a practical joke on Jensen. He just wasn't prepared for the consequences.
Word Count: 18518

Title: Break My Stride
http://apreludetoanend.livejournal.com/81127.html
Author: apreludetoanend
Pairing: Jared/Jensen, Jared/Dean, implied Dean/Sam
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 4 465
Warning: Language, mostly.
Disclaimer: Not mine. I just like to play with them every once in awhile.
Summary: Jared has some issues he needs to face.

Title: Can't Fight This Feeling
http://jeyhawk-fic.livejournal.com/53381.html
Author: jeyhawk
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction.
Pairing: Jared/Jensen.
Fandom: CW RPS
Rating: NC17
Word Count: ~ 35,000

Summary : Jensen Ackles moves to New York to fulfill his life long dream of becoming a songwriter, but achieving his dream isn't as easy as he thought, and a chance meeting with the mysterious Jared Padalecki makes him wonder if he should have been dreaming of something else all along.

Title: Coffeemaker Fettuccini and a Silver Ring
http://thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com/21291.html#cutid1
Pairing: Jared/Jensen (CWRPS)
Rating: Call it between a hard PG-13 and a soft R
Summary: In which Jared decides he wants to propose and discovers that it's not as easy as it sounds.
Warnings: Excessive amounts of food, abundant silliness, and schmoop so schmoopy it outschmoops schmoop itself. Possibly.

Title: dark, deep, rich (from your lips)
http://thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com/16243.html
Rating: Adult
Pairing: J2 (RPS warning)
Word Count: ~750
Disclaimer: Such lies as I tell!
Summary: Schmoopy, romantic porn. With candy.

Title: Endless Days Of Simply Waiting To Be Yours
http://halfshellvenus.livejournal.com/173526.html
Author: HalfshellVenus
Characters: Jensen/Jared (RPS Slash)
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Jared's finally forced to admit what he wants, but getting it takes longer than he expected.

Title: On a train heading west of nowhere special
http://frayen.livejournal.com/350108.html
Author: Selena
Pairings/Characters: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R
Word Count: 4, 081
Summary: It happened quickly, all of sudden, all at once. And yet it was always there right in the back of his mind, this half-formed feeling set on a steady slow burn to f*cked-up-ville.
Disclaimer: All fiction folks.

title: one without the other
http://thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com/16990.html
pairing: J-squared (Jared/Jensen)
rating: call it pg-13-ish
word count: 2100
warnings:: Real Person Slash, angst, schmoooooooooop.
summary: from the prompt "Jensen has a bad day, and Jared has to make him feel better". It, er, kinda grew from there.

Title: Tilted
http://thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com/20372.html
Pairing: Jared/Jensen (RPS), minor implied Chris/Steve
Rating: PG-13 (or thereabouts)
Disclaimer: Lies, lies, lies.
Summary: In which I play around with J2 AU RPS and have a fine old time. Wandering vagabond Jared arrives in town for a temporary job rebuilding broken-down beach houses and is baffled by the reclusive nature of his downstairs neighbor Jensen. He doesn't know what kind of secrets Jensen is keeping, but he plans to get to know the man better in every way he can. Features confusion, angst, Chris Kane's Fists of Fury, a yellow Labrador, secrets, and broken!Jensen. Um. Yeah. Cookie, anyone?

(And the sequels)

Out of True http://thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com/31016.html

Tilted: Aslant http://thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com/34273.html

Title: Wake-Up Call
http://thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com/14984.html
Rating: Adult/NC-17
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Summary: Chicago pics of J2 pawing and Jensen's adorable sleepiness = porn. And schmoop.

Title: Chicagoland
http://phaballa.livejournal.com/300212.html
Rating: Adult
Pairing: J2
Word Count: 27 737
Summary: Jensen and Jared with kids.