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Old Smokey.

Ok, someone please explain to me that love isn't everything in this world. i got so depressed when my friend told me that she got a new boyfriend. i was happy for her, but it feels so unfair. not a single guy even looks my way. (don' say anything, i know that i just pity myself) anyway... and yesterday, when i was on my way back home, a kid came up to me and asked me if i was a boy or a girl .. And when i asked my mother if i looked like a boy, she only said "I don't think that, but you gotta admit, sometimes you act like one" ok, that's true.. I sometimes forget my manners (not all guys do that). and my friend thought i was crazy when i asked her... w/e i'm so pissed at myself, last year i was dating a kinda cute guy. but since he was a little bit of a player, i stopped seing him. but now he wants to hang out with me again and a part of me wants to be with him 2. gah!!! i should now better - he's a player!!! and a girl one or two years younger than me, keeps flirting with me and thinks that i like her... i'm only her friend and i've told her that. yet still she continues with all the nice comments and she keeps calling me and saying that we should go out... T_T my life sux at the moment... scratch that.. my life sucks!!!