Happy Freakin' Birthday to me

i'm finally 19... although thats not a cool age.. it's nice to have a birthday haha.. and i really like being a year older and just having that to say. haha.

this show strike is retarded. although it is currently over which i'm VERY VERY pleased with i want Greys, Private Practice and CSI to come back, i've really missed them and they make my week nights very boring.

i work all the time about 40 hours a week. I really do like it though, Starbucks is a great place to work.. it's easy and I just think its really funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn I even got a raise woot.

I'm going to start taking these CNA clas.ses so i can get another job working as a CNA (duh) it will pay more and its working sorta like a nurse except i won't get to do as much.. it'll be good training for when i go to Medical School (hopefully)

apparently taking a year off has really screwed me over with the college i watn to go to b/c now i'm on a "deffered" list which isn't a completely good thing..and that sucks and the parents aren't to happy. but it's really whatever.

My car is great, i looove looove looove her, it seems like i'm in her more than i am at home, and same with work.. i don't even recognize my home anymore.. all i do here is sleep and eat. and i usually just eat at work, with it being a Krogers and all

my friends got me some pretty amazing things for my birthday -- i got a snow cone maker, some of my favorite pens, a series of unfortunate events (the movie), some really cool cups, 41 ounce bag of skittles, a regular bag of skittles, one of my friends bought me a starbucks drink..although since we work ther eit was discounted but its all cool! I got to go shopping and i got a few t-shirts, some shorts for the summer and a hoodie

i'm having a very hard time saving my money lately everything is so darn expensive... i have to pay a cell phone bill which is 55, car insurance which is 120, i only make about 200 per week and than i bought my cell contacts and glasses which was 250 dollars, of course my little shopping spree, a stereo for my car, and a new cell phone i have been spending money out the butt...but i am going to start saving NOW... maybe

yeah thats about it for me

how's it goin?

booooo

shows aren't good anymore =(

csi --with sara being all ehhh cases make me down, this is an awful job.. i don't want her to leave and i don't think she is going to but gah, don't make us think that... idk. I however do like that she is now engaged.. i think its cute. I missed the 2 hour episode i caught the first hour and than due to crazy work schedules i fell asleep before Without a Trace could come on =( i rewatched the CSI on CBS.COM and than when that was over i found out that they don't have WITHOUT A TRACE on CBS.COM which pissed me off =\ ah. anyone know where i can find that 2nd part??

i'm also mad at ABC and NBC or whichever and whatever due to the writers strike.. what will that do to shows?! i love the shows on those channels... Private Practice, Pushing Daises, Grey's Anatomy!! What will i do!?!?!?!

i started my job at Starbucks its SO FREAKING COOL! its one of my favorite places already and now that i get to work there its even cooler! However i don't get free drinks which sucks terribly =\

but its fun to work there.. the people are pretty cool.

yeah!

happy birthday GS

so in my previous post everything was so happy and chipper and now its all just BLAH...

my car that i was supposed to get... this monday, got moved to me getting it this friday (as in today) and now it has gotten moved to the beginning of next week.. i get so excited to just be dropped and that sucks... gahh. Pisses me off so bad.. and all the great things about it... well apparently my mother can't hear very well b/c its a 1998 Maroon Toyota Corolla, with a 2005 Engine.. and the ENGINE has 10,000 miles on it.. the car has much more. and it has all these stupid little malfunctions that are currently being fixed..like the driver side door handle doesn't open.. of course. and its got nasty stains on the seats..but god whatever.. it really just pisses me off a lot..

so i haven't been very impressed with Grey's Anatomy or CSI... both are just OKAY...

Grey's: I want izzie and george together, and i don't want conflict between Meredith and Derek... i just want things to run smoothly with little bits of drama not these huge things.. and i have never watched it as season.. only on DVD and waiting from week to week is really hard haha.

CSI: well the cases are boring... the dark dinner and the racing one.. i'm just not impressed.. I love the grissom and sara thing thats all good..but really? will they ever even match some of the amazin gprevious episodes.. blah. whatever.

i however am i liking these new shows a lot..

-Private Practice (is really cute, and a pretty good spinoff)

-JourneyMan (is amazing)

-Jon & Kate + 8.. well i've always loved that show!!

-Pushing Daises is so weird and cooky and awesome

so yeah.. its just whatever..

i babysat this week and i have never been so tired in my life... its insane!! i need to go to sleep earlier than 3 and get up earlier than 11.. its a terribly lazy habit. and i've never been like this in my life.. so yeah.

I WANT MY CAR SO BAD!!! GOAH

so this week is already and is going to be insanely amazing!

Monday - (i tried out Journey Man) i really liked it.. i might have to stay tuned for that one.

Tuesday - Biggest Loser, i really like the show but i'm really sick of these 2 hour specials (they get so boring and repetitive) Also mourn in the loss of a great show Gilmore Girls =(

Wednesday - I think I'm going to try out Private Practice which is a spinoff from Grey's Anatomy, and i think i'll watch some Ghost Hunters (because I'm a dork) too!

Thursday - The most exciting day!! Mom and me agreed to watch Grey's Anatomy while CSI was taping and than watch CSI!

(i don't stay in on friday's to watch TV so i never know what is on...)

Sunday - Desperate Housewives, Extreme Homemake Over, and America's Funniest Home Video's! (sunday nights are awesome for this) and than at like 10 or 10:30 a brand new Curb Your Enthusiasm!

it's so great to be back on the nightly tv schedule.. i don't watch a lot of other tv besides the seasons i have on DVD.. So it's exciting and new!!

I never did do the silent thing, i found out i was so busy those days i was planning on doing it that it wasn't going to be possible!

I GOT A CAR!!! ah i'm so thrilled its a Toyota Corolla its either a 2005 or 2006, i don't know what color b/c i don't get it until... Next week sometime.. it's having a new engine, transmissio, tires and the works done to it (for FREE!) and than the over all price is 2,200 which was completely amazing and it only has 10,000 miles on it.. I'm more excited than EVER!

So i am still jobless but i am looking... currently all i know is

1. I have to wait for my car to go job hunting.

2. I babysit next Wednesday from 6:30 AM - 4:30 PM (loooong day) it'll be great though! $$

I am a huge University of Kentucky fan and i watched them beat Louisville 2 weeks ago and it was AMAZING, a really great game..

also i got accepted to the community college out where i live so that means i can take c-l-a-s-s' in January! I am going to take as many as possible!! so far i know i'm going to take Psychology, Philosophy, Sociology, History, Math, English, and anything else that is a general education c-l-a-s-s !

yeah so thats whats up!

how are you? whats up with you?

I talk to much, and don't think ENOUGH so i'm taking a Vow

of Silence starting on Sunday the 16th at 11:59 PM... lasting

until Wednesday the 26th at 11:59PM. it's a thinking/Meditation

sort of thing. I really just need to clear my mind on some stuff.

i've become such a numb boring person, all summer i was out

swimming/tanning during the day and than at night i would end

up at someones house just talking and laughing.. Everyone is

back at school and I'm here... all day... i sleep later than ever which

sickens me, i read NON stop (which is great for your brain but...

just gets old) I don't watch much TV (which is cliche for the website)

I need a car, a job, and an education... I didn't think not going

to school would hurt this bad, but it does.. it hurts so so very much.

ouch.

just a few more days until everything is on again! CSI, Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice, Biggest Loser, Journey Man.. i'm pretty psyched for that stuff.