Well I am once again writing this from work. Don't worry this isnt a full time thing. Just an internshiop for the summer so i can make a couple bucks. The whole CS thing went down the drain. I am not a real big fan of source and it seems to be the version of counter-strike that has tken over. I've been focusing most of my time on playing guitar lately. i've been playing since I was 7 years old. It's getting pretty fun and I am thinking of starting a band when scholl starts up again. Appart from the whole guitar thing not much has been going, went to see a couple good movies with friends from back in highschool (which feels pretty ackward). O yea and only 5 weeks left till I go visit friends in London and France. That should be a blast! O and the forums are gay I've gotten sanctioned like 10 times since coz i put a word that "offends" people or some sh*t. Whatever I'm not going to get all crazy about it again. If gamespot wants to be a bunch of F A G S about it the let them

What the hell this is freeking ridiculous. It is the second time I get an infraction because I post my thoughts on the forum. There are so maaaaany mmaaaaany freeking retarded threads posted, and when I tell the kid hes an idiot for posting this I get sanctioned. What the hell! Last I checked this was still America and we do have freedom of speech I beleive ? So what if the person gets offended! I'm pretty sure offending people is not f***ing ilegal. If I've offended your sorry fat ass then go cry about it. So to all you g*y mother f***ing pu**ies out there. EAT ME!

Sup all! Well not much is going on, just hanging out with friends and playing some games. I think I'm going to get hammered on Friday night... but thats besides the point. So yea apart from that not much else. Playing a bunch of counter-strike and I am considering re-entering the scene competitively. I'm not sure if I want to compete in source though, since it doesn't really play like the original CS. Everything moves so much slower and is more realistic I guess. Then again I really do like the graphics. I wish they could just updates the graphics of CS original. Well whatever its to late now.
Also been looking at some new games I'm probably going to get. Most definitly will be getting Battlefield 2 coz that looks freeking awesome and I cant wait for DOD 2 to come out also. Along with all this I am still trying to decide whether I will be getting XBOX 360 or the PS3. Both look really good and have different features to offer. I think if PS3 offered mored networking and on-line ability it would completely destroy its contenders. Networking has clearly made itself known over the past year or two as more and more technology allows us to network our gear. (I can't until I have a phone that serves as an mp3 player, a portable game console and is on-line 24/7.) That one game ..Killzone 2... just looks amazing. I just hope that whichever one I get doesnt flop. Thats what happened when I got my Dreamcast and it really sucked. I guess I'll just have to wait and see.
O yea also wanted to mention that most people in the forums are completely retarded and I am so tired of reading the same crap over and over. If I was an admin I would just destroy half those people.
Have to go back to work, can't wait to get off, but I have to make the big $$$.

METAL UP YOUR ASS

So yea, weekend was pretty freeking rocking. Friday night went out and got hammered with some friends. Woke up Saturday and played some cs for a while with a hangover (don't necessarily recommend that) and sunday went to the Indy 500. Man that was crazzy, I still can't believe how many people go to that thing. Freeking half a million people on their feet cheering at the cars while they zoom by. My head was freeking ringing at the end of the days coz those cars are so loud. Sunday didn't really do much, sat around and played guitar for a couple hours and listened to some Metallica. Prob the greatest band known to man along with Zeppelin.
Recently I've been reading a lot about the upcoming XBOX 360 and PS3 and I have to say, I really don't know which one is going to be better. The PS3 really seems to have a lot more potential and better hardware then the XBOX 360. I think Microsoft focused a lot more on the networking ability of their system. Then again Nintendo says they have quite some suprizes in store for us. Considering they have been innovators in the field of gaming, I have no doubt that they really have something quite impressive in store for us. I wish they would make the games playable on all systems. I guess I'll just have to wait and see whats going to happen.
Anyways, I'm gona go check out my yahoo portfolio and make some $$$.

Alright... Well this is my first entry and I'm not quite sure what to say. I guess I'll just talk a bit about what is going in my life these days.
Crazziest thing recently, i started playing counter-strike again. Thats right, the original, not the new piece of crap they have now, thats a completely different game. Which reminds me, I should write a review on it. Anyways yea, I played the Original counter-strike when it first came out in the early beta stages, right around when Half-life came out. (Man that was an awesome game). i used to play this game non stop, until about a couple months before source came out. Other stuff took over, girlfriend, school and I joined a fraternity. When i left I was at the top of my game, playing competitive gaming like my life depended on it. i was playing against teams like United 5, xeno, waambulance , pretty much anything above CAL-MAIN. So anyways, last summer I kind of just decided to take it easy for a bit and focus on other stuff. Everything went well until this summer came about. What the hell am I going to do during the week when I cant go out coz I have work next morning and the weather f***ing blows. Hmmmm I got an idea, lest see if I am still any good at Counter-Strike? Well, i reinstall Steam and CS and all that good stuff, and what do you know... It feels awsome. I'm just creaming everyone in some random Pub i joined and it felt like so much fun. I had totally forgotten what it was like to playing this game. I am now once again hooked on the game, but I have a bit more control. It used to be staying about 50 hours strait all messed up on redbull. JAGGERBOMBS totally rock by the way! So anyways thats it for now.... I am bored as hell at work and just though i'd try this thing out. I am once again officially playing counter-strike.
Although I will say this. A lot has changed since I had left in early summer 2004. Leagues have totally warped towards CS-Source and the community has only gotten bigger. Most of my CS buddies from back in the day have long since retired, and they all give the same reasons for letting the game go. Things just aren't the same, the whole atmosphere of the game has warped into a completely saturated market. What was once a tightly nit group of friends playing CS has fallen of the earth and morfed into something for which i cannot find the words. Sure there used to be competition, but people were loyal and respectful. Now it is everyone for themselves, teams where the original lineup last 5 minutes just because someone messed up strat or had a bad day. This is why only the most successful teams are those that have been together the longest and built more than a superficial online relationship. Where I have stayed in close contacts with most of my CS friends, most these days seem to rip their way through the CS comunity without a flinch.