Time to FREAK OUT EVERYONE

I am the biggest bundle of nerves right now. My fiance got a job interview over on the other side of the state. It's at the same company he works for now, only he'll be second in charge and it comes with a huge pay increase. I told my work what was going on, and we've been looking at a house. It's a HUGE house, about twice the size of the one we live in now with a gigantic shop for the boy to work on the cars and a dishwasher (yay!) and granite countertops in the kitchen. The kids love it. His daughter who is 6 actually called it her "dream house."It's god awful ugly on the outside, but I love the inside and the landlady seems to be tripping over herself to rent to us.

The only thing is that he doesn't technically have the job yet. He is supposed to speaking with the woman in charge today to find out, but as hard as I've tried not to, I have my hopes sky high right now. This would mean that we'd be moving back to the area we moved to Seattle from.This is where most of our family and friends live. Ireally, really want this to happen, but if he doesn't get this job, there's no way we can make it work. I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack.