Why i was gone so long.

sorry i havent been on in awhile. um... ive been really busy since i got out of school. my house flooded.andigot really sick. i fell down some stairs when workin for summer school.my i(m not sure what she is someone i know i guess) got in a really bad car werck and almost died. my uncle got back from Iraq. surpersing.my familys been having proplems and my friend got stabbed this week so i went to see him. i broke my little brothers nose(accident i swear) im not supose to on because of that.um puls one of my best friends got a brain tumor,bone cancer,lung cancer, two leg tumors, a somacth thingy, skin cancer, and like alot more stuff so ive been with her like every night till she died. eventhough im happy i stayed with her i got her stomach thingy and it made me cough so bad one of my ribs dislocated from my spine and i was in the hospital for along time. then i was crying and some a**hole came and punched me in the jaw and it broke my jaw.so yeah thats why.and no one well talk to me:cry:... execpt my family(wich really isnt a good thingright now) and this to guys rayan(the one that got stabbed) and alex we had a tea party over the phone.even though we had no tea or cupcakes. Gosh darnit. i also went to chruch for the frist time in forever.it was fun. apparentaly i have to play the volin in front my whole town. but i dont know who to play a volin. me and rayan and alex tried to steel this thing in the back of a house(but not like really steeling it cuz it is are tea table) anyway we tried to jump over this fince and i ripped my pants...:cry: also i propmised someone i would post a pic of myslef so here it is http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q306/viskapatnamlover/P1070049.jpg

i was just getting over my friends death in this one so thats why i look like this. um yeah i had fun though. my little cousin made me pray for a liazard he killed so it could go to heaven. it was hallurious!!!!XD

*mawh*

i love you guys!