Recently people have been asking me how I feel (mostly outside of GS) and my mother accused me of being on drugs for the thrid time so just here's some lyrics to explain how I feel

Papa Roach Scars

I tear my heart open, I saw myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Papa Roach Broken Home

I can't seem to fight these feelings
I'm caught in the middle of this
And my wounds are not healing

Papa Roach Last Resort

Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

Cause I'm losing my sight,
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Rise Against Ready to Fall

Wings won`t take me
Heights don`t phase me
So take a step
But don`t look down, take a step

Now I`m standing on the rooftop ready to fall I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall

Rise Against Injection

Keep me alive,
Give me what's left of my life,
Don't let me go. whoa
Pull this plug,
Let me breathe,
On my own I'm finally free,
Don't let me go. woah

Rise Against The Good Left Undone

Not a day goes by when I don't feel this burn.
There's a point we pass from which we can't return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm...

Thats only a few ill be updating it later