Aj's Death from my POV (Point of View)

I was happy that day that my life got back in line and I was able to come back to GS. But exactly one hour from when I posted my return blog Amos put his up about Aj's death. So I read it and when I got to the part "there were no survivors" those words raced in my head over and over I tried to fight back the tears but couldn't, and memories of the past kept rushing to my head. As soon as the memories and the tears stopped the first thing that came to my head is "How's Amos" so I had to check with him. He and I then talked in a PM and on the blog for a while, up until he got off really. As soon as he was off I got right to work on the tag he wanted me to make even though it was late at night. The only other thing I remember is posting on Aj's blog saying "AJ I wish you could read this but I miss you so much you were my friend and ill never forget you I promise I won't" I also remember going to tears several more times that night.

I then started working on things I could dedicate to Aj and I still am working on them and will be for a while, and still to this day it feels like none of the pain of loss has been taken away. I don't know what Aj would think of it but here I am again in tears while writing this.