Damn! It's been a while since my last blog. seriously, Obama's inaugration ? lol. Well, I guess I still am active and loyal to good old gamespot. I mean, hell. I know gamespot is not what it used to be like, but I made many great friends only through this site. I'd never of met so many awesome people if it wasn't for this site =D. So I guess I'll remain active for some more time. There is one thing though, I guess over time I've pretty much lost interest in blogging which explains my slow pace at it. So I'll blog very, very less...

So, E3 huh ? What a load of win ? Everything came out as expected. Sony and Microsoft would come up with great confrences and Nintendo... reminded me of the lectures given at virtual university. Seriously, look it up on youtube. Virtual university, Very similiar =P

I been a lazy bum ever since my holidays started and I'm not exactly keeping up my promises with some of my friends at helping them with their union (sorry Snake1234blahblah XD). I'm so lazy that I don't even feel ike installing a PC game anymore. Just sleep my holidays out >_> I am thinking of signing up for guitar classes though, something to keep me occoupied, despite that I'm pretty much at intermediate level and I can further learn at home. But then the lazy factor accounts again so I'll definetly need them guitar lessons.

I made another group of new friends who left, again. Meh, I guess i'll have to wait till college to get more freinds. I guess it's just a year away so it's...not too long ? >.> It's strange, like a cycle. Every year I make new friends that last untill a year then they all go away to other countries. Year after year, either Im an introvert or my friends are douchebags. It's them. I'm not introvert! =D

Some more info would be that my dad transfered to the U.A.E because he was really sick of his previous job. My dad's previous job was significantly affecting his health. He had to work almost 20hours at his office. Half of the company my dad works for relied on him for most projects to be completed, because almost everyone else was guided by corruption. And my Dad's boss! He was such a D*ck! My Dad was at kinda the senior most position, only answerable to the head boss guy. My dad had to go to work eraly at 7 and wait for that d*ckhead who would arrive late at 11 or 12. Just stay for an hour or two and then go home leaving the rest to my dad. The workload was so much that he would always arrive late. Sometimes he would not even come home for two or three days at a stretch. He would also be working at the time of the holidays. Because of that, I've barely ever had a vacation with my family. So, he got annoyed of that job and left. Right now he's in Ajman at UAE but here's the thing. RECESSION! The job my Dad applied for was a great job, un till the recession hit. It's still much better than his previous job though. The pay is better, working hours are acceptable and a sweet company car. A Honda Accord 2009 Sedan with a chauffeur. check out the car: http://www.drivearabia.com/news/wp-content/uploads/2007/05/2008-honda_accord_sedan_1.jpg

Well that's all I have to say for now! I'll keep in touch at gamespot best I can =D

Soothsayer - Buckethead

( It's a guitar track. No lyrics =P )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-yJBsjatW0

Song of this blog.... ^^^^^^^^^ UP DERE!

Damn It's been a long since i bloged here!

So how's everybody ? Fine ? Under the influence of drugs ? having cookies ? I like Pie ?

Well just wanted to update to y'alls about what's been goin' on so far here and now:

-> I joined the basketball team sometime ago. I couldn't play in the team tho. I have three injuries in the same leg. I pulled my calf muscle, i strained my ankle and the tendon of my big toe is slightly snapped... so i couldn't play. But my basketball team became the runner ups in the game so... blah.

-> Obama won!

-> I got top five in vocal auditions

-> I played rugby and got nose bleed

Out of randomness. Here's two of my drawings: (Copies ofcourse, with slight improvisions. I kinda' lack the creativity...)

For some reason i did not complete this one

This is teh most recent one.

And last, a pic of me!!!!!!!!

http://i158.photobucket.com/albums/t94/meisnameless/Image007.jpg

Later GuiSE!!!

Guilty Pleasure - Cobra Starship

And i came here to make you dance tonight
i don't care about my guilty pleasure for you

and i don't even know
what kinda fool you're taking me for
so you've got some brand new clothes,
you never could afford before

oh brother spare us all
we don't care anymore
we just wanna get down on the floor
you sell yourself to make it
you can dish it, but can you really take it

you're never gonna get it with nothing
cause nothing's what you got in your head
so stop pretending

[2x]
i came here to make you dance tonight
i don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you
shut up cause we won't stop
and we're getting down till the sun's coming up

and i don't even read
what the papers gotta say about me
oh, no i can't believe
they take it so serious, seriously

i'm so bored, oh please don't talk anymore
shut your mouth and get down on the floor

so cynical
poor baby i can dish it cause i know how to take it

you're never gonna win em all
so fuc em if they can't take a joke
i'm just playing

[2x]
i came here to make you dance tonight
i don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you
shut up cause we won't stop
and we're getting down till the sun's coming up

and maybe someday i'll believe
(maybe someday i'll believe)
that we are all apart of some bigger plan
tonight i just don't give a damn
(so shut your mouth it's time to dance)
if the world is ending, i'm throwing the party

[repeat till fade out]
and i came here to make you dance tonight
i don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you
shut up cause we won't stop
and we're getting down till the sun's coming up

The first one is actually just a video my friends and i made. tried to make it a horror clip. Of course don't expect anything great. It was done by a cheap Nokia N72 with the pause-cut camera trick. So it was nothing professional, just made out of fun. I was the body under the green quilt

Here ya go!

And this second one is well, a remake of a Pakistani song that was really famous back in the 90's, still is, 'cause of how high pitched the song is. its a slow song, may be a bit draggy but whatever >.>

Click Me!

Well you may have or have not noticed that ive been pretty inactive. well im pretty hyped on games but most of all i sorta have a rep to save in basketball. I used to be really good in basketball but then came counter strike, then the xbox 360. And before you know it, i began to suck at basketball. I suck soo bad that lil kids with the height of 3 ft get past me! And now i got beat by two girls WAAAAAA!!!! I cant take it anymore! I've left most of my games to dust like Mass effect, Burnout paradise, Nba ballers (except if i wanna mimic a crossover) and other ones to practice on basketball...

Oh yeah and school is gonna start again so, blah.

So catch ya guys later. Im working on my reverse layup righta 'bout now.

btw im usin GS Beta. Weird

Animal I have Become - Three days grace (weeeeeeeeeeeee....)

I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)

I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell

(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)

Well you may have or have not noticed that ive been pretty inactive. well im pretty hyped on games but most of all i sorta have a rep to save in basketball. I used to be really good in basketball but then came counter strike, then the xbox 360. And before you know it, i began to suck at basketball. I suck soo bad that lil kids with the height of 3 ft get past me! And now i got beat by two girls WAAAAAA!!!! I cant take it anymore! I've left most of my games to dust like Mass effect, Burnout paradise, Nba ballers (except if i wanna mimic a crossover) and other ones to practice on basketball...

Oh yeah and school is gonna start again so, blah.

So catch ya guys later. Im working on my reverse layup righta 'bout now.

btw im usin GS Beta. Weird

Animal I have Become - Three days grace (weeeeeeeeeeeee....)

I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)

I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell

(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)

Hey this is a short blog coz i felt that i should write a blog coz well its been a while but that dont mean i have time for it so ill just fill ya on updates and other stuff.

--> I got an acoustic Guitar. Well yeah you would be thinkin that i was sleeping under a rock to be buying one now. Yeah I guess i was but better late than never. But the interesting part is that i got this guitar from a bulk store (smuggled goods) for $70 and later found its a custom by the Road Hammers. A Canadian Country Rock band. Lucky me.

--> Im catching up on bleach! That is one of the reasons why im not that much online. I download five to six episodes daily and im on episode 147 now

--> I just came from the store and got Turok and Lost Planet. Lost planet for $2 and turok $4

Well other than that im pretty hyped about the microsoft press confrence. They really ripped off sony off their exclusives! Final fantasy XIII and RE5.

later

Let it Happen - Jimmy eat world (this is the song i was hearing when iSa91 wrote her last blog and ranaway. Now this song reminds me of her. I hope she is okay...)

I have a ringing in my head
And no one to help me answer it
Even with you close enough to kiss.

Every minute is arranged
Every moment lasts a day
But thinking about it can't help me let go, I know.

Talk, talking a lot, but it's still talk
Gotta love how it's somehow all on me
All the petty scenes
And all the pretty things
Say whatever you want
'Cause I can laugh it off.
I can laugh it off.

I must look like I'm running away
To you at your faster pace
I wonder what it is you could have seen, in me.

I'm the evil one who said.
Gonna let everything just happen
Just like my chest, my ears are proud
The collision is such an ugly sound.

I can hear you now
Talk, talking a lot, but it's still talk
Gotta love how it's somehow all on me
All the petty scenes
And all the pretty things
Say whatever you want
'Cause I can laugh it off.
Talk, talking a lot, but it's still talk
Gotta love how it's somehow all on me
And all the placings
And all the pretty things
Say whatever you want
'Cause I can laugh it off.
I can laugh it off.

I can hear you now
Talk, talking a lot, but it's still talk
Gotta love how it's somehow all on me
All the petty scenes
And all the pretty things
Say whatever you want
'Cause I can laugh it off.

Talk, talking a lot, but it's still talk
Gotta love how it's somehow all on me
All the petty scenes
And all the pretty things
Say whatever you want
'Cause I can laugh it off.

'ello people ! How's y'all ?

Im pretty much writing this blog after a while. Always think about writitng one but always slips thruogh my mind. Now then i guess ill start out with a few updates:

-> I finally Got my braces off! After 4 damn years of pain and torture i got them off! But heere is the downside to it. I got four teeth pulled out , now i only have 28! Thats not fair! The worst part was the extraction of the teeth. It was really painfull. Not the pulling of the tooth but the syringe that came before it! Its a really fat syringe that has a fat opening with a fluid to stun the area where my teeth had to be taken out. For the first two lower ones the syringe was injected in that lower part ofyour tounge. If you raise your tounge then you would see this gooey red surface with this attachment that attaches the tounge, well I got injected in there. The place where the lil' veins are visible! Just imagine that! If you would get two inches of needle on the lower parrt of your tounge! Buts thats not where it ended, for the upper teeth the two inches of syringe had to be injacted to the upper part of my mouth. That was just as painful in another way round.

-> I've been working dead on ends at vocals for quite some time now. I have improved but i still need more improvement. I alwyas go out of breath at the bigger parts of any particular song bit. But other than that i can do ok.

-> Yeuh! I finished Halo 2 and Halo 3! the last person on Earth to do that!

-> Well here's the bad news. Another of my friends are going away. To America, as usual. On the 4th of July Everybody just went away from Pakistan to that plcae. After that i would be lleft with only one friend. Who also will be leaving at the end of this year. Ill be so miserable when that happens. these friends of mine who are oleaving really meant alot to me and now that they are going away... Its just gonna be so quiet and lame for me

Wel i gotta go now to sleep its two AM now and i feel sleepy now so later.

Last train home - Lost Prophets (quite the song, quite the song indeed...)

One! Two! Three!

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all a part of the choices that your making
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

Well we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again

Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God Official music Video ???

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2rqZ4f8XvE

Thats all for now.

Yeah it wasnt so bad as i expected it to be considering i didnt study at all =P I did every subject nicley... except Geography ! DAMNIT!!!!!!

...well youd get your head twisted too if you was studying Pakistan Geography. Pakistan has one of the most varing topographies in the world.Its a slope based land four climatic zones with each highlands to varing from the Karokarams, The Himalays and the Hindu Kush, notebaly the K-2 worls 2nd biggest mountain -and soon to be the biggest to to Mount everest meting because of Global Warming. And DONT GET ME STARTED ABOUT CLIMATE! Pakistan varies from temprature, for example the upper parts, the Karokorams (owner of K-2) gets cold enough to be -14 C and where i live, Lahore, tempratures can get up to 52 F***in degrees

I HATE THE HEAT!!!!!!!! GARRRRRRRGHHHH!!!!!!

... ok had a lil geography lesson goin on there >.>

but like i said my exams were pretty good (hope so, results still need to be out) except Geography and i had a nice time after that in gaming arena's owning n00bs in Counter-Strike 1.6 (PC G33K WAAHAAHAAA!!!!!!). then after that i "borrowed" $16 and got Guitar Hero 3, C&C3 Kane's wrath and Collin McRae: DiRT (thats right all in $16. MUHAHAHAAAA!!!! *points at gna* ). right now im playin GH3 and i gotta say im real bad at it :'( I cant even score 100% on easy. at the most i get 96% on Easy that noobish...

DiRT somehow crashed, i think its ma system.. getting old >_>

and i played C&C3 for a while then got bored and removed it. lol, talk about wasting money

So tell me guys how have you all been while i was gone ??

oh well i gues... WAIT!! I FINALLY GOT ACCESS TO MA OLD PROFILE!!!! IM GONNA SIGN IN THAT MUHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!!

umm... Lemon Curry.

The doubting one by heart
Alone without himself

War between him and the day
Need someone to blame
In the end, little he can do alone

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Apart from the wandering pack
In this brief flight of time we reach
For the ones, whoever dare

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

[2x]
Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Reaching, searching for something untouched
Hearing voices of the Never-Fading calling

[2x]
Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

meh, i have exams for a week starting from 19 and ending till 24 so ill be gone for a week, not that ive been active at all for the past month =P

but anyway before i depart. heres some stuff that happened recently:

An:

X360 fell form the sky and now i have claimed it as mine

and

I got a 512 Broadband connection. its gonna be me and CS owning n00bs all day =P

So later for. Ill be seein' ya in about a week, and like katamari always says, ''Remember to make it a great day!'' (or was it Dr phill??)

No song for today. i got exams damnit

Yeah what the title says. Well ma exam is on 19 may till 24 may and im so ill-prepared now. Its gonna bethe same old 11th hour rush which gives me avg results. Hopefully this time its the same thing for me or at least better but its the exams of 2009 that will matter, still... i cant get promoted unless i pass the core subjects, espically maths, i really need to focus on stuff like Mensuration, trignometry (them damn formulae! )... uhh... crap i cant even remember ma syllabus =X UGH! I CANT CONCENTRATE!!!! ESPECIALLY THIS TIME WHY CANT I DO IT!!!!!! GIMME SOMETHING TO BREAK, I WANNA BREAK STUFF!!!!!

im sort of havin a nervous outbreak but i cant express it on text no can i ? This attracts alota tension..this exam, i just hope i pass four outta 9 subjects coz i feel i cant coz ive done no preparation what so ever. what am i gonna do, coz truth be told, this exam is just as important coz if i dont pass this ill be rejected!!!! i cant let that happen ????

i cant make this a long blog, i really need to concentrate on studies, the s******** thig ever

i wont exactly be offline but i wont be online either =D

AND DONT YOU PEOPLE REMIND ME OF THE TIME WHEN I HAD TOO MUCH TIME ON MA HANDS, i was busy back then too, just got more free time, i had a huge schedule like everybody else, i just used to get excused earlier.

ok so ill take ma leave with this song: (it would show some meaning if i would pass)

We made it - Busta Ryhmes ft. Linkin Park (i aint a fan of rap but this song is cool. & plus it has meaning and its sorta catchy)

[Chester Bennington]
Together we made it
We made it even though we had our backs up against the wall

[Busta Rhymes:]
See it **** i survived the worst but my life is glorious
But I know that I live to be hurdled and i'm so victorious
Take a look I'm a symbol of greatness now call it Morpheus
As force accumalted the wind and but a believe I'm so notorious
Didn't know I've been buying my bread even though we rapping now (yes)
And now when you look on my trip and you a **** higher level tramping now
And you see that everyone on my middle struggers and
For your ass is never been an option
A **** paper long like we was on the trap and the hood choppin
Get it!

[Chorus: Chester Bennington] (Busta Rhymes) *Mike Shinoda*
Together we made it (you see we did it ****)
We made it even though we had our backs up against the wall (c'mon)
Forever we waited (haha!)
And they told us we were never going to get it
but we took it on the road (through the riches)
on the road (through the ghetto)
on the roooooad (and the projects to this bangin instrumental)
on the road (ride with me) *yeah, yeah*
on the road (you come and get it) *yeah, yeah*
on the roooooooad *yeah, yeah, yeah, yo!*

[Mike Shinoda:]
When it all got started we was steadily just getting rejected
And it seemed like nothing we could do would ever get us respected
And thus we was stressed and the worst they probably said was we're pathetic
Had all the pieces to that puzzle just a way to get connected
And I was fighting through every ryhme tighting up every line
Never resting the question and I was out of my mind
And it finally came time to do it or let it die
So put the chips on the table and told me to let it ride
Sing it!

[Chorus: Chester Bennington] (Busta Rhymes)
Together we made it (you see we did it ****)
We made it even though we had our backs up against the wall (c'mon)
Forever we waited (haha!)
And they told us we were never going to get it
but we took it on the road (through the riches)
on the road (through the ghetto)
on the roooooad (and the projects to this bangin instrumental)
on the road (ride with me)
on the road (you come and get it)
on the roooooooad

[Busta Rhymes:]
Look in case you misunderstanded exactly what I'm building

'ello!

Wow its been a while since ive done a blog & frankly speaking i dont really have the time but whateva

so imma do that 5 thing tag that people used to do but i missed out on that:
1.Everything i use on ma PC is either smuggled or pirated, there is NOTHING & I MEAN NOTHING GENUINE. Even ma PC is smuggled

2.When i was in ma 2nd grade, some stupid kid stabbed a pencil on ma shoulder & even now the piece of lead left behind is stuck on ma shoulder but i cant remove it coz its too deep now but still visible >_>

3.I can sing @_@

4.Ive been playing basketball since i was 7 and i still cant shoot properly DAMN!!!!

5. Ive been banned three times on GS

Ok what else ?
Yes! Heres my face interpretation of Hassam7

Benjamin Burley of Breaking Benjamin!

other than that i got a present for my birthday. It wasnt the k-pex, something better:

Philips GoGear MP4. Its real awesome and has better sound quality than an iPod

so thats all

Later

Slam Harder - Onyx (this video includes a mixtape of my basketball idol HOTSAUCE. HE OWNS!!!! THIS IS A MUST SEE EVEN IF YOU DONT WANT TO LISTEN TO THE SONG WATCH THE VIDEO )

Intro:
What! What! What! What!
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(What!)
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(Cmon!)

What! What! What! What!
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(What!)
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(Cmon!)

Hook: (repeat 2x)
Aiyyo, who slam harder?
Onyx, or Vince Carter? (ONYX!)
All my thugs gettin dollas(Uh-Oh!)(Uh-Oh!)
All my ladies just holla (Uh-Oh!)(Uh-Oh!)(Uh-Oh!)
Slam Harder!

What! What! What! What!
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(What!)
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(Cmon!)

[Sonsee]
Aiyyo we back in the e-zay
The game is over, it's a rap
It's a ree-zay, straight like dat
It's a good look, we put
Hardcore on the map, ten years to be exact
Still throwin' up gats
See a thug on the (???), and chicks dig that
While we rep for them streets
Where them guns play at
So +back the f*** up+
Comin' through, comin through, get ya slam on
Y'all the hardest n***** in rap
Ya dead wrong, y'all the n***** sittin on 20's, with no gas money
Y'all n***** think I sounded like pump, who gas money
Like you really pop shots in the club
You only pop bottles of bub'
Y'all ain't got no real street love
To the death, to the ghetto
My kids with heavy metal, on the everyday hustle
Never ready to settle, uh
Back together, with the, ****c terror
Onyx, back forever, bustin', gats together, WHAT!

What! What! What! What!
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(What!)
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(Cmon!)

Hook: (repeat 2x)
Aiyyo, who slam harder?
Onyx, or Vince Carter? (ONYX!)
All my thugs gettin dollas(Uh-Oh!)(Uh-Oh!)
All my ladies just holla (Uh-Oh!)(Uh-Oh!)(Uh-Oh!)
Slam Harder!

What! What! What! What!
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(What!)
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(Cmon!)

[Fredro Starr]
Bigger than the streets' anthems, you stealin' the flow
Reppin' other people's money and we takin' ya doh
My killas the grimiest, we keep it the gulliest
We leave you the bloodiest, cuz we be the hungriest (GRRRR)
Hear that? Hunger pains, that's the things that'll numb your brain
Run ya change, it's not a threat, it's a promise
I even got my St. Louis n*****, claimin' haters offa Onyx

What! What! (We Back!) What! What!
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(What!)
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(Cmon!)

Hook: (repeat 2x)
Aiyyo, who slam harder?
Onyx, or Vince Carter? (ONYX!)
All my thugs gettin dollas(Uh-Oh!)(Uh-Oh!)
All my ladies just holla (Uh-Oh!)(Uh-Oh!)(Uh-Oh!)
Slam Harder!

What! What! What! What!
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(What!)
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(Cmon!)

[Sticky Fingaz]
You wanna know the truth?
Take a look in my eye
Like +BIG's+ first album, I'm +Ready to Die+
It's Sticky Fingaz, you already know who I am
The minute I reached out and touched the whole (???)
Cuz it's the streets, I lived through it
It's more than music, whatever I'm spittin' on, I put my life into it
Got a representation on the streets of keepin' it rough
There's just too many of us, you get rushed, you get busts
What! Big trucks, chrome rims spinnin', and mad faced n*****
Got money so now we grinnin'
Pull your sticks out, we the group you listen to, kid!
N***** told me my music helped em' through they bid
I'm the voice of the ghetto, the heart of New York
A fiend will give his last hit, just to hear me talk
N***** paid for their mistakes, (???) to Christ
That's right motherf****, Onyx for life!

What! What! What! What!
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(What!)
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(Cmon!)

Hook: (repeat 2x)
Aiyyo, who slam harder?
Onyx, or Vince Carter? (ONYX!)
All my thugs gettin dollas(Uh-Oh!)(Uh-Oh!)
All my ladies just holla (Uh-Oh!)(Uh-Oh!)(Uh-Oh!)
Slam Harder!

What! What! What! What!
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(What!)
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(Cmon!)

What! What! What! What!
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(What!)
Yeah! (What!) Yeah!(Cmon!)

Hmm yea so i did. Based on A7X (except the avy). A7X FOR LIFE!!!!!!

why dont you guys rate my banner and my blog header, thanks.

so what else...

I got kicked outta class for inking ma teacher lol that was so funny. I just swept behind her and threw ink on her. Woah she was so damn angry

more stuff...

A bomb blew up in my city recently and it was bomb that weighed something like 62 kg. I was somewhat felt all around the city

uhh...

nothin more.

Bat Country - Avenged Sevenfold ( another great song by A7X. video is a bit PG tho. But who cares =p )

"He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man"

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
I trie-ie-ied to drive all through the night,
the heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights.
No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.

[Chorus:]
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

As Ie-ie-ie adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights.
My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite.
Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.
Mental fiction follows me; show me what it's like to be set free.

[Chorus:]
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

[Chorus]

So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.

Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today.

Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,
we look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.
We may get some solutions but most just pass us by,
don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right.
I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man.

[Chorus]

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

[Chorus]

So sorry your not here I've been sane
too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be
surprised when things aren't what they seem
I've known it from the start all these good ideas will tear your brain apart.
Scared but you can follow me I'm too weird to live but much too rare to die.

well nothin special happened. I didnt invite my friends because i wanted this birthday to be within the family and also becuse the so called friends i have right now are somewhat lame. THAT IS WHY I HAVE WAY TOO MUCH TIME ON MY HANDS GNA!!!!!

I had a huge choco-fudge cake. oooo... *drools*. Then we went out to some place called Arizona Steak house, wow the steaks were heavy =P It was a Beef steak with cheese on it (liquidy cheese) with mushrooms and mashed potatoes. then i ate it all even though it was hella-heavy ^_^

Anyway i dint have anything extra great done on my bday coz i didnt feel like it. It was still fun tho on small scale.

Im gonna get a Kingston K-PEX 100. At first it was the iPod nano+video 4GB but i found out that it had some compatibility issues in pakistan coz of the good ol smugglin & piracy and all so i took this but anyway iPod does kinda suck, not really knida bang for buck thing. heres the K-Pex 100:

I know it looks like a fake chinese made thing for playin games but its much more than that. it supports MPX format, tho it requires transcoder software to play WMV, ASF, MPEG 1 & 2 and AVI formats but thats no biggy, at least it does play stuff other than mp4. it can play MP3, WAV, WMA, and Ogg, heh bet an iPod cant do that

But whateva i might be boring you guys with this stuff so imma go now so later ^_^

Afterlife - Avenged Sevenfold (this song pwns!!!! You gotta listen it!!!!)

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife

'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I'd hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying 'cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I'm choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I'd hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

yes gna i hope you are happy now because....

my parents moved my kenwood speakers to the lower living room (the first speakers that i hit you with)

but anyway how is everybody doin huh? me? oh? well im.. yea well.. IM HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!! today is horrible. WHYYYYY!!!!!!!!???????

ill start out then

-> First my parnts take my speakers and replace them with normal ones

-> then they leave for some work and are to be gone till till tommorow which means no money!!!

-> i start the pc but then some virus that is sick as hell stubborn crashe the computer. now ill have to install windows again (im usin ma crappy pc now)

-> that same virus is infectin this pc aswell. i dunno how long will this pc last

-> my mp3 broke

-> i wasted PKR200 on a faulty microsoft office enterprise

-> im gonna be forced to cook something on my birthday because my cousin is bullying me to do so. i think its because im the smallest but i dont really know. my cousin also bullied my sister into cookin something

-> my sista keeps naggin on and on that song by one republic 'stop and stare'

-> i didnt get to play basketball

-> my download isnt workin and its took so long for me to do

-> my halo2 copy got cracked and broke

-> i feel hungry coz i didnt eat anything for lunch and i dont have money

-> more suicide attacks (but thats normal in Pakistan. woohoo everybody wants to go to heaven!!! umm sarcastic remark)

so im gonna go and eat away my Skhuaban grey T-shirt coz its yummy and im hungry...

no link today

K ive been trying to blog but i just dont get the time, even when im free, i use that time to play PC Games.Speaking of which, I got to play Crysis, Timeshift, NFS Prostreet, Gears of War, you name it, now that my PC good (not exactly all that but whateva) ill be able to be next-gen YEEEEYYYAAA!!!

--> & yea Ive been trying my hand at Parkour, I am somewhat lightweight & im not that beefy & My height is 5ft 8'' so its good enought. so i can but Damn its hard, i gosta be seriously flexible, my jump has to be high, & i gosta be agile & quick. Heck, if i become good enough (& if i get my own mobile phone..) i can post a vid of me doin some parkour tricks

--> Oh yeah and now my country is gonna be havin its elections for PM so its a bit Hypeous cos there the trouble of instability. Last time when Benazir Bhutto was killed ( the white scarfed lady with thick dark glasses who was assinated a few months ago. You mighta heard it in the news a few months ago ) the country almost fell apart with riots (see my second last blog), well that could happen again & it would be at a larger scale if the current government rigs the elections. Oh no! people are gonna Die!! More!! at a larger scale!!

well what eva im a bit outta time so imma end this now

later

your guardian angel - the red jumpsuit apparatus (thsi is a really sweet song. gotta listen it)

Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever


I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

makeyourowndamnpie@live.com

my new-er e-maill address

Rooftops - Lost Prophets

When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
When we say we've had our fun
Will we make our mark this time
Will we always say we tried

Standing on the rooftops everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops everybody scream your heart out
This is all we got now everybody scream your heart out.

All the love I've met
I have no regrets
If it all ends now
I'm set

Will we make a mark this time?
Will we always say we've tried

Standing on the rooftops everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops everybody scream your heart out
This is all we got now everybody scream your heart out.

Standing on the rooftops
Waiting till the bomb drops
This is all we got now
Scream until your heart stops
Were never going to regret
Watching every sunset
Listen to your heart beat
All the love that we found

Standing on the rooftops
Waiting till the bomb drops
This is all we got now
Scream until your heart stops
Were never going to regret
Watching every sunset
Listen to your heart beat
All the love that we found

Scream your heart out.
Scream your heart out.
Scream your heart out.
Scream your...

Standing on the rooftops everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we got now everybody scream your...

Well if you have been listening to the news recently in the past two days, you might of heard about this white head scarfed black framed glasses wearing lady called benazir bhutto was assinated. Well it happened in pakistan duh, & now since i am a pakistani ill tell you how its like nowdays:

ITS A DAMN WARZONE !!!!!

It really is ! The damn 'awam' (ordinary low income class people) have gone crazy because of military dictatorship rule, & they thought that that woman was their last hope. But this happened. Now their are protests all around pakistan, & really violent ones as you could see in the news. Dont get me wrong, i hate those damn military drunkards who made Pakistan what it is today. One of the most dangerous places in the world. All they care about is money. If anybody stands up agaisnt them, they are wiped out the face of earth, like what happened to bhutto (or at least that is the verdict made by the awam)

So now i cant go outside of my house at all, its been two damn days & i fell sick of home, not home sick. & even if i wanted to i cant coz its too dangerous, you never who could just pop out a gun & start shooting anybody on sight. & also because there have been four violent riots that occoured next street from my house, God, all that firing. Ive never heard so many gun shots in my life. & espically at that one moment when it just got declared that bhutto has been killled, somewhere at eight PM here, suddenly within five to three minutes there were echos of shouting & screaming. Soon those echos became clearer & clearer & then the firing started. It was like someone or a couple of people were shooting right next to me, after that electricity went out & then the riot calmed somehow. Maybe its was the police or the army, i dunno. after half an hour the electricity came back. after that, well nothing, i fewlt bored, then i installed the graphics card in my PC that had been in its box for like a week lol!. Of all the reactions i could of made at that time, i installed my graphics card!

Now im just living my life for now & well shall see who is next to be assinated, but lets just hope it dosent turn out all bad

& if you do read this blog then do know that I am a Paki & taking me as an example Paki's are not bad people

Reinventing you exit - Underoath (i luv this song ^_^)

12 feet high on a Sunday
Feeling like were gold
And we're nothing short of invincible
(Invincible, invincible)

It starts again, can you feel it?
It takes your breath away
Stop saying that we're invincible
(It's round and around)
You're uninviting, unrewarding
And I'm misinforming you, misinforming you

We all want to be, want to be somebody
Right now, we're just looking for the exit

[Chorus]
This is the way I would have done things
Up against the wall, up against the wall
You got me up against your wall
This is the way I would have done things
Up against the wall, up against the wall
You got me up against your wall

It's you and me on a Monday
The lies that we told
This is where we both go numb now
You broke my heart again this time
You're fading now, you crossed the line
You crossed the line

We all want to be, want to be somebody
Right now, we're just looking for the exit

[Chorus]

Reaching out for a hand, it's not here
But you're not here, but you're not...

This is the way I would've done this
Up against the wall, up against your wall
This is the way we should've done
When we're up against a wall (up against our wall)

[Chorus]