Why the hell do I have to feel bad about telling things I do. I just want to have fun with friends that I haven't seen is so long. Why is it my problem that you had a thing with that friend. I just want t o chill and have a good time, but no I can't. I can't have a good time with drinking or anything that we do, because I always have to think about what you think and what you feel. I'm getting very depressed about all the things that have been going on and I don't know if I can handle it. I have my problems that I have to deal with, even though they might be has much, but I still have **** that goes through my mind that **** with it and I don't know if I can still handle your **** too. I feel that I can't be the same person around you and I can't listen to the same music without you breaking down. Why can't I have my friend back? I want the one that was fun and chill to hang out with. It kills me that I have to see the person I love go threw this **** and i can't help. I want you to get over the **** that has happened to you so we can have the good times that we had before, but I know that won't happen, since what happened to you is something I have never gone threw. I also want to be able to hangout with the friend(s) that give you the emotional feeling that you get, since they are my friends too and I wish that I didn't feel so bad about doing it. Why can't I just hang out with you or them with out feeling bad? Why did this have to happen? I want things to go back to the way things were. I can't go a day without thinking about the things that WE have gone through. Speaking of that I just listen to Zao- An Angle Without Wings and I couldn't help but cry over the fact of what you did and what I feel about you and What you have said and shown me. I didn't even want to tell you want I was going to do, since I knew what it was going to do to you. See that's what I mean, I just want to be able to talk the **** to you and not feel as if I bring something up that will **** up the night. I just want to be able to say whatever and not seem as if I'm being a ultra-dick. Why can't I bring up movie quotes without you getting all but hurt? Why can't I not buy you beer without you getting all butt hurt out it.




All I want is my friend back.






Why can't I have that?

I really need to get a scanner so I can upload some "drawings" that I've done, but what are some good scanners I could look into getting. Oh and maybe cheap ones too.

Alright, so its Sunday April the 6th. I have just got up from my comotoast state. I turn my computer on. I start going around the internets, and I want to go to Gamespot, but its running so goddamn slow it feels like I'm on a 56K again. Oh and people might say that I should try other sites to see if it isn't my connection.....Well, it's not. Other websites run just fine and load fine while it takes two minutes for Gamespot to load one F#$%ing page.

Argh!! This is just so annoying. I want to be able to go around my unions and see what is new with everyone, but no; I can't since Gamespot is running so slow.

Sorry for my b!tching, I just needed to get it out.

Yesterday, I was bored and I decided to try out the Pirates Of the Caribbean "free to Play" on-line game. It's alright, has lots of customising that you can do, and it plays cleanly. You can play has a pirate that is helping Captin Jack Sparrow from an evil undead pirate (don't remeber the name since I didn't play it that much). You get a rusty knife and a one shot hand canon, also a three man boat. That's about where the free to play stops. You only get seven days with it full screen and you can't upgrade any of the characters equipment (or even the boat), and you can't do any of the other quest. That is unless you want to pay an arm and a leg to be able to do more things in it, they call it "unlimited access". Well, to me I thought all "free to play" games had unlimited acess to the game and all the upgrades and all the quests off the bat. So I find it BS that Disney is trying to advertivse a "free to play" game when you can't really do jack in it. I really want to go to the better business bureau and complain about this. The prices they offer to get unlimited access is as followed(these are off the web site):

MONTHLY: $4.95 first month / $9.95 for each additional month(That's about a $100 a year)

SEMIANNUAL: $49.95 for 6 months -- 15% discount!(So is that)

ANNUAL: $79.95 for 12 months -- 33% discount! (That's 80 and its the cheapest one of the three)

I think they are falsely calling it a "free to play" game. I didn't think Disney would need anymore money, but I was wrong. I bet some of you out there are saying "But every online game has things that you can pay for". That is true, but those things usually don't improve on your character, they just make it look "better". Also you don't have to pay to enjoy the full game and everything they give you. If it says it free to play, then by god it must be, but in this case it is only if you want to enjoy it you must give Disney $100.

Who else finds this to be a little fishy?

I must say..The Transformers movie was well worth the $9.50 I had to pay to see it. I guess I could do a rating system thingy of some sort to tell the whole "story" on what I thought about it. Not sure how to go about it though. *thinks*.....Oh, I know what I can do.

First, Presentation, hence the look and feel of the movie.

Second, the direction. I hope you people know what that means. If not, it means how well I thought the director did. :p

Third, the story. The way the story flowed or something like that.

I guess that could be it for now. On to the "rating"-ness.

Presentation

I really liked the look and feel of this movie. As soon as the movie started, you knew that they put a lot of work into it to make it look the best as they could (and with the money they had, which they probably had enough to make three movies IMO). The look of the transformers was awsome, the way they transformed looked f@#$ing flawless (IMO). They put so much work into the smallest of details. Like what would happen if they where to transform while moving and what would happen when the tires touched. So much more details then that to catch at the speed in which they were made to transform. I even heard they worked on like a 2 second part of the movie for like half a month. Also I heard that the whole movie took up over 20 tera bits of space. O_O

The feel of the movie was off the hook, you felt the danger that people were in when the baddies would attack and the exitment when the goodies came into view. I think this movie had good amount of everything in with in it. It had the suspense of a thriller in a way, also comedy while there is explosions going on around the characters. It was just a good alround feeling movie.

Well, I could go on and rant more about the presentation of the movie, but I doubt would want to read the ramblings of a "fanboy" if you want to call me that. Next I'm going to talk about the direction of the movie.

The Direction

What can I say? Its another Michael Bay movie that kicked a**. There hasn't been a movie that I've seen of his that I would say "I want my money back." Every movie I've seen that was directed by him, I loved. He has his own way of doing things and that is to blow up as much sh!t as possible and maybe add some humor into it with a little bit of emotion for the ladies, I suppose. That's what it seems to me that's what he likes to do in each and every movie I've seen him do, and to tell you the truth, I still find it refreshing everytime I see a Michael bay movie.

The Story

The story of this movie is straight forward. As would be expected for a Transformers movie. Everyone is looking for this thing called an "All Spark" and the bad guys are looking for it to destroy Earth and the good guys are trying to stop them from doing that. That all you really need to know about the story. I would say more, but I kinda don't want to give too much away and I have a hard time not giving things away, so I'll just leave it at that. Plus its like also 6am here and I'm a wee bit tired.

So that's it for my little review of the Transformers movie. Until next time. PEACE!