"It"!!!!!

I'm confused, and confused some more, and I sort of don't know anymore!!

I mean, I am confused because there is this very very very very very very good friend of mine at school who I really like.( I refer to this person as "IT.") The problem is that, I don't exactly know if "IT" likes me back. I mean, some days such as today, I kind of think that it does like me, because we had a really fun day, we joked, we laughed, we had a lot of fun, but then, there are days in which we barely talk, and it is then when I start having doubts about "it's" feelings toward Mua. "IT" and I have a lot in common with each other, we think alike, we do many of the same things, and we pretty much feel the same way about many things. I just freaking wish there would be a way for me to know how exactly does "It" feels about me. I can't take it anymore, I've been depresed ever since late september of 2004, when I first realized that I felt this way about "it". Last week in school, I was so sad, that I cried in my school's cafeteria during lunch, and I did not speak to anyone for the whole day, and I kept my hood on for the whole day at school which is something that I never do, because it's kind of disrespectful. I wish I could just tell "it" how I feel, but I'm afraid that if I do, "it" might not feel the same way about me, and "it" might want to end our friendship.

How the heck do I find out if "it" likes me, how?

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