i want a car but i cant affored one.....

can someone buy me one.....

no...

oh well i will have to work harder.

In other news i want a ps3 ....

but i cant affored one either...... (do you know where this is going)

that is all!!!

havnt played my360 in a while due to over playing all the games i have and getting bored. but i bought bioshock on friday night and started playing it. it started pausing which i heard it happens with that game. i thought nothing of it.

however i turned it on this morning and it happened THREE RED FLASHING LIGHTS. luckily i only bought it back in january so the store said they would exchange it.

i went there earlier on and instead of exchanging it, they said i could have an xbox elite instead, without having to pay an extra £20. i love PC world.

so i am now a proud owner of an xbox 360 elite. Now i just need to buy a few better games.

im not having any luck, when one problem gets fix something worse comes along.

 two weeks ago my mother went into hospital with cellulitis. While she was there she fell ill with a bad case of pneumonia, which she hasnt as of yet fully recoved.

so since then and for the foreseeable future i have been struggling between work, visiting and looking after my parents affairs while she is hospital and my dad is spending most of his time with her.

this has inevitably lead to my time here being eroded.

 i would like to appologise to the unions i am a member of, especially my own, which has had a bad time since my long absence began.

hopefully soon things will be back to normal

 

just a heads up to anyone who wants to know.. my PC power supply is bust so wont be so much for a while until i can get it fixed.

i will be in now and then, but the pc i am using now isnt mine so....

well hopefully it wont be to long

i dont do these often so this wont be to long.
i need to openly express my thoughts about my current emotional state.
i am  at this current time, quite depressed. and i think i will be for a month or two. one of my closest friends someone who has stood by me though anything, has cheered me uo, made me laugh and has just been then when i needed someone, is as of next week emigrating to new zealand a whole 26 hours flight away from here in the uk.

i cannot express how sad and depressed i feel at the current time she means the world to me and i will miss her dearly.

i am ofcourse happy for her, it is a fantastic experiance and a lovly country, but i still cant shake this feeling that there will something missing in my heart a hole that will never be filled.

sorry for this depressive blog, but i had to share my feelings