They're rereleasing GoW I and II on PS3 with trophy support each mastered in HD!!!! COOOOOOL! LOOK IT UP GOT OF WAR COLLECTION!!!!

Thats right my WiFi connection fell off of the shelf it was setting on and KABLAMMY! it hit my laptop. The PC is fine. It knocked off a few keys but theyre stuck back on now. It's as good as ever. But unfortunately, my WiFi got broke. How the hell does that work? I know right? But that's why I haven't been online for a while. PSN or Internet. It's getting fixed! Oh yeah, MGO is the greatest game EVER! I'm dying to play it. Ugh! But I'm really busy this week. Second week of school and I'm sick. Sore throat and headache. Friday I gotta take off of school to go to work because something crazy is going on. This weekend I'll be busy all weekend long. Saturday I gotta work and then make Brooke's party. So If I've got Internet I probably won't be online anyway. So i gotta skeet. Later!

P.S. HOW DO I CHANGE MY GAMERTAG! I'M NOT ON XBLA! IM ON PSN HOW DO I CHANGE IT!?!?!?!

Okay, I'm still ranting about Microsoft and their habit of making life harder than it needs to be. But from what I understand, Microsoft is going to start making some programs (such as Visual Studio 2010) compatible only with Vista and Windows 7. I like to program, and Microsoft Visual Studio is what I use. Now that's okay for me because I have Vista, but I can't have Vista or Windows 7 to do everything I want. It's all about compatibility. I can't upgrade my system just for one program and leave my games (which I said earlier already have issues with Vista) and other important stuff behind. And I can't change Microsoft's mind can I? So what to do, what to do...

Also, I don't know if I've mentioned this yet, but I got my hands on a real Gibson Les Paul! It's incredible in every sense of the word, BUT...

(Betcha didn't see that one comin' did ya?)

...Buying stuff for it is way too expensive. The pedal I want for it is the almighty BOSS GT-8. A little over $400 new. I don't even have an amp yet! Everythings so expensive! It's hard to have a hobby these days!

No I'm not going to go on and on about how bad my life sucks, because I ask myself, "Where has it gotten me so far?" so just chill. What I'm ranting about now is the fact that I just got a new computer over Christmas. I liked the idea of having Vista at first, and through the stretch up until now. The only difference is, after only nine months, Microsoft has a new OS coming out. Which sucks. Windows 7 is supposed to improve upon everything that is wrong with Vista and add new features and all that good stuff. That's cool and everything but my question is why couldnt they just offer these features and improvements in the form of a Windows Vista update? Oh yeah, my main problem! COMPATIBILITY! I've gone over this before haven't I? I already have problems with games I love to play on Vista! So now I have to get a whole new OS to cause even more problems? Okay Microsoft, I'm done! The next computer I buy will be a MAC!

The funniest thing happened today. Not funny as in it makes me laugh, but funny in a "WTF" type of way. My parents sold this potentially gorgeous car, which was promised to me as a 16th birthday present. For some reason though, she sold it for a tiny price. I'm serious. A beautiful 1998 Caddillac, luxury. Leather interior, seat warmers, a CD rack in the glove box, BOSE speaker system, 12 CD changer in the trunk, and a beautiful blood red exterior paint. The only flaws were that it had been keyed, the rear bumper was a mess, and the horn didnt work. All of which are fixable problems. All of which I planned on fixing. But for some reason, my parents sold it for a tiny price of $600. What I paid for my PS3, ladies and gentlemen. So with the money, she did some shopping around. I was already p***ed that she sold my car, but she bought an iPod, used of course, and bribed me with it. The catch was that I had to go to her church every Sunday. I've went over this before havent I? I REFUSE TO GO TO HER CHURCH. I denied her offer and went on. I figured four Sundays of WORKING could get me a better, NEW iPod. I know shes emotional right now but I didn't mean to make her CRY. God I feel like unless I be the person my grandma and my dad want me to be (which are two EXACT OPPOSITE personalities) I'm nothing to them. I dont know what to do. My dad says "Dont let anyone push you around, be a fighter, stand up for yourself, go down fighting." My grandma says "Ignore them, put your problems in God's hands." And my mom hasn't said SH*T to me since I was about four years old. So I'm back to where I started. Square one. I can't be who I want to be without hurting anyone. I don't even know who I want to be. I don't know who I am. My grandma became so hard to live with. My dad already is. I'm in a really tight space.