I am taking 2 classes over the summer. Environmental Science and U.S. History II. This will be the end of my college at this place before I embark on Christian Ministry in late August at my new college.

For some reason I can't find a job.  I have applied and applied and nobody will hire me

Workout wise I am up to 126 lbs and can bench press around 135 and I have gotten bigger in size.  Cowboy packs on some pounds

Things are far better and I am working to make them even better.  I even have a girlfriend who I do believe is the love of my life  Sure feels like it.  Never felt this before

God Bless

Been a while sine I posted so what the heck: I got accepted into my new college. In my last blog I said that I was prevented and that did occur but i found a way to get in and they accepted me quite quickly.  I'll be living on campus to pursue my new major.

Plus as I can tell I will probably make A's and B's on all my classes this semester.  Which will significally increase my gpa.

Plus, I got a high honor request letter in the mail.  The National Deans list wants me to be part of a special this year book with a biography of each person entered (they want me).  That means I'll have to tell them something about myself and put myself into the national deans list published around the country.  I guess I will enter myself since they requested me to be put in there.

Life is still stressful but I manage somehow.  The LORD brought one person to me online that I can relate to.  Very interesting how that occurred. 

God Bless,

Chris

Well Last night (Saturday 18 of Feb) I got into a fight with my stepfather and he is refusing to let me have his tax estimates for 2005 so I cannot fill out Financial aid for college unless I have this.

I got so upset I couldn't even write straight, talk right or stop shaking. If I can't get it then I will have to take out a huge bankloan to spread the Gospel.

I was listening to In Touch with Charles Stanley last night and obviously the LORD had a reason for him to keep repeating this passage:

"For I know the plans I have for you" declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and to not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart"----Jeremiah 29:11-13

And earlier before this happened I wrote this:

"Know therefore that the LORD your God is God; he is the faithful God, keeping his covenant of love for a thousand generations of those who love him and keep his commands"-----Deuteronomy 7:9

The next part was regarding ones who hate him.

I cried my eyes out going down the road thinking about not being able to do the Will God put in my heart. That right there hurts more than being hurt physically. The sole idea of not fulfilling my will killed me last night to think of. I'd be a total failure if I cannot fulfill this will.

Even though my stepfather is trying to stop me from spreading the Word (ever notice how an unsaved person or unbeliever has Satan-like qualities) I know I'll be upholded in the end and the ones who come up against me will get their payment.

Always know once Satan knows about a plan the LORD has for you. Be on a lookout! Satan will put every person, every family member, every friend who are unbelievers or unsaved in your path to bring you down.

God Bless

Chris

Lately much has occured.

Got a rocky road going on right now. I am overwhelmed by my own friends quite a bit to the point that I am almost ready to end what I have going on now.

My parents have threated to not fill out forms and if this happens my college career will officially be over because if I do not get the money I said I am dropping out completely.

Plus I am not feeling to well overall. I am just hoping for something good to happen.

Sincerely

Chris

Howdy yall

Here is a list of my Spring lineup:

1. U.S. History - Pre 1492 - 1880

2. Pre Calculus

3. Psychology

4. Choices For Life

5. Spanish II

I had to retake the Pre Calculus class over because I made a D in it. It dropped my GPA from 3.7 to a 3.14 but I am not worrying because I know the LORD will uphold me in the end.

Its going to be hectic plus this will be my final year at my current college because I am going to be moving on hopefully to a private college to fullfill out my determined will.

I am filling out the financial aid since this will be a damper on me financially and I am getting transcripts, and documents ready. I am praying this all works because I'd be devestated if I can't complete this out.

So much occuring right now can make things hectic but I am trying to keep my head high despite criticisms I receive from others. My friends avoid me at all costs because I stand so firm with the LORD. But thats ok becaues I know there time is coming because the LORD won't dare let anyone else punishment of me go unnoticed.

I will post another blog later on how I was transformed a bit later on. Some may already know it.

God Bless

Chris