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I havent posted in almost two months...

I'm alive I guess...

Barely.

I'm sick right now.

Hating school.

Can't wait to get out next year when I graduate.

I hate fakes. Everyone was obsessing about Zetsuei_8823 when half of the pictures of him weren't him. they were people on Vampirefreaks. Or on photobucket. How do I know this? Cause I've seen enough people. You could go through a death log and know he was fake. there are too many fake people in this damn world.

And don't go saying I'm fake. I'm real as they come. I've dealt with enough pain and criticism to know how fake people are.

well, this isn't important. I just got angry with it, cause April Coons died last night from a Heart Attack. School will never be the same.

You can't just walk into a place after someone died and act like nothing happened

-_-

:3 yep. Jere chose it for me in German.

He smells like pure cigareti smoke..x.x.

it's just such a horrible smell.

Neeway. =_= Picnic was awesome. I finally have a band :3 well, we were one just didn't do anything we started our music and are working on our first song ^^

It's really fun cause we're all friends. I want a bass player -coughs- maria -coughs-

I want to put rei on youtube cause she'd make a bunch of subcribers ^^
teh end

=3

Hola...I mean...Bonjour...=_= total fail.
I haven't told you guys anything because you don't care
If you did you'd be bothering me like mad people...
Neeways. I've realized all people like goths and emos, that's why you're even friends with me...but I'm not goth, nor emo...I'm a bit insane.

Schools sucks.
My friends ex keeps staring at me.
My best friend still doesn't think I like girls.
Uh...I...-mummbles stuff-
I got my schedule changed today. I have german now :3

I got my hair cut a while ago, and I recently dyed it...: D
so you get pictures





Shush, I know I'm not pretty. Doesn't bother me any.
Nathan's the guy who I think is cute who keeps staring at me

;~; But it's red nao, this red, pink, orange color; and the other was purple and silver

:3

the end

.___.; I'm sick...so very damn well sick...it hurts...it's painful...and I can't sleep.
I have head pains, shoulder pains, stomach pains to the point where I might throw up, i had a fever for a little while earlier, and chest pains. Right now I'm shivering, I don't know why, but I am. I turned down the ac before I tried sleeping again and it didn't do anything. I can't sleep though...it sucks...my immune system is failing because I haven't been sleeping D: and when I try to sleep, I can't, so I'm up til 6 am then I fall asleep for a few hours.

I'm shivering like...round meh stomach which makes me want to throw up even moar.

D: gah! it sucks...

I get paid today..yes, I said that...a while ago. I never got paid though, and so I'll get my money later today. I'm going to dye my hair purple with the money too

and get this game I've wanted for years :3

I got blood noir, a japanese and french dictionary with my birthday money... and girly stuff ^^

and a sandwhich xD ...that was reallllly good.

i've been up for...16 hours...-__-

>>; So, like, almost twelve hours in, and no one cares. I just got flowers and this ankle bracelet thing from meh mom, she's probably the only one besides Rei and Steph who care about me in the least bit...

12 hours left.

yay v-v;

I have cramps, and side/breastbone pains when I breathe in.

I knew breathing was dangerous :3