finally, school`s out. life has been even harder. SL19 would be over here right now if she wasn`t...dead. i`ve been hanging out with a bunch of people, but nothing`s the same. I visited her grave yesterday and put a bunch of hibiscus flowers on top of it. I put a note I always write in a bottle, made the sign of the cross and left, crying hysterically. Her grave is a couple blocks away from the beach. It was around 6 so everyone was gone. I sat there looking out into the ocean and just thinking, "Why do people do this?". It bothers me still. Well anyway, I have to go. I will write in a couple more weeks,months.

xoxo

Wow. I haven't been on here in a while. It's almost been a year since we started the OT lounge. I see people like SLR and modelover have been posting. And it was no suprise to see the fablulous DE here. But what has been keeping me from here is SL19, a couple months ago, she died. Her cause of death you might ask? anorexia. She was desperate to be thin, even though she was. Life has been hard without a best friend. There's no one that can understand the many insiders we have had. But I feel that whoever called her fat, was just jealous. She was an abercrombie model and everyone wanted to be here. It's hard to remember all the laughs that we have had without crying. I'm gonna start now. I miss her so much.

Anyway, Friday my school is having a dance. I really cant wait. SL19 would have loved it. Her boyfriend wished he could have one last dance with her.

I wish we could have one more time together.

Could someone please get the OT lounge back? The mods need to get a life

Hope you guys have a good life. I'll make another blog in a couple of weeks.

xoxo

[*`]Jain

p.s. i'm on www.buddy4u.com now. =]

Today is my one year anniversery on TV.com. I thought I would still be on her with all my friends. I recently have been talking to ST.Jimmy and SLR about this place. Oh and IDK who told you that I was bringitoncheer and sl19 was cheergirl but they're wrong! I'm going to go..because there's nothing else to do on here. I'll write in a couple of weeks!!!

_XXX_

Yo! Ma peeps!!!LOL It's been sooooo long! What's up?? I'm actually on FilmSpot right now cuz I've been hearing allll about it!!! OK top secret stuff, SUITELIFE19 has another name on here pretending to be someone else and that user is xoCheerGirl23xo!! LOL I'm soo sweet like that! SO how's everything?? Anything new I have missed? I can still see the newbies have taken over the TSL board. One day I promise we'll win it back. We desperatly need CD, XJ and SJ to do the job though and plus the people who no longer post on TSL. I haven't been keeping track as much as I used to with new eps but if one comes on, I'll watch it. Some of them have gooten really stupid. Good news for me: I made the cheer squad and I'm on Honor Roll!! God what a freaking accomplishment!! Anyway, life's been so-so because my friends and I get into fights every-other day and the stress is soooooooo powerful. I'm gonna go! x0x0x0!

OK CAPS LOCK TIME!! LOL I'm just kidding!Wats up!!

What are you guys being for halloween, I;m being a fairy!

FINALLY I'M TRUSTED USER FOR THE SEXIEST MAN ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!

OMG!!!

I HAVE TO CELEBRATE!!!

WITH THE HOTTEST PICTURES!!!!

HOLY SH*T HE'S BURNING!!!!

SQUEEEEEE!!!!

THE BEST PIC!!!!!!

ok I'm done

WAIT JUST ONE MORE!!

OK finished.

Anyway I wanted to show my new shoes

I can't show my etnies cause their not online yet. But they are white with an orange sole and orange outline on the E and bright orange laces.

My uggs that I'm getting:

I might get them in black. I can't decide yet.

I've had these from last year.

Anyways,

SOTD: Stupid Girls, Pink

MOTD: I think we should do this in in honor of him....

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN DEAD MAN'S CHEST!!!!!!!

WOTD: Hot- Used in sentence: Johnny Depp is HOT!

POTD:

NO CLOSER THAN THAT!!!!!!!

~Krikon~

Yay! Finally I get to go to my cousins!

SOTD: PUMP IT
MOTDODGEBALL
WOTDARTAY!!!!!!!!!!!

POTD

*SHUDDERS*

and that whole time my keyborad was in caps lock!!!

~Krikon~

SAVVY?

JK

Savvy?

Hey guys! Today I'll be cleaning my room for a while, so I can get it f*cking clean!!! Anyway I was thinking about doing what St.Jimmy use to do with the sleepovers and maybe thinking we should have one. I don't want to copy , I just want people to lighten up and have a good time. May XJ and St.Jimmy's accounts rest in peace. If you guys do decide to have a sleepover, everyone is invited. Think about the good old times!

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SOTD: Stars Are Blind; Paris Hilton

MOTD: Mulan 2

WOTD: Dragon

POTD:

Paradise........But why is the rum gone?

~*Krikon*~

VMA's

OMG the VMA's were so awesome! The only thing that runined the show were the All American Rejects! They really should of had someone else! OK they should of had me and Lindsay! Anyway when Panic!At The Disco came on they rocked out! Me and Lindsay were joking around at the ladies that were wearing the big dresses and said we could do that and fall over! Anyway, the show rocked!!!

Birthday!

My birthday is only in a couple days!!! Whoot! Whoot!

School

School is only in a couple days! Bummer. F*ck this!

Phone-

I may get a cell phone! Whoot!Whoot!

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SOTD: Somebody Told Me- The Killers

MOTD: Ummmm. God, I always have trouble with this one. Austin Powers-Goldmember

WOTD: Munch- Dont ask

~Krikon~

WTF? It doesn't blink! F this!

SOTD: Chemicals React- Aly & AJ

MOTD: POsiedon- The new one

WOTD: Fergie Ferg- IDK I like how it sounds!

Nothing special happening. Going up to my grandmas. I bought a new poster (POTC) and I'm starting a POTC wall. So far it's really big!

~Krikon~

Watch this!

LOL

A couple things today....

Me and Lindsay are going to a store and acting like famous people. We have everything plan out. My name is Stevie Lynn Hudgens and her name is Sabrina Efron. I insisted on being Lily-Rose Depp but Lindsay said no. We have on nice clothes and are pretending to call people, Johnny Depp hehe

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Also I found out form my other best friend that the clique in school is having a party on the same day we are. I hate them you, because we were supposed to have a party on the last day of school and we had to cahnge the date. But their party is later at night so we have no problem. There the biggest b*tches I have ever met.

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I have a couple stories going on fanfiction.net here are the links.

Dragon Lady-

It was love at first site. Lin Cheng and Jack Sparrow sail the seas in love.Lin is sick and tired of living the proper life. But someone else is in love with Lin that was left behind.

http://www.fanfiction.net/secure/live_preview.php?storyid=3074455&chapter=1

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A Story To Tell- This one is a love story. I recommend reading it. Its really deep.

http://www.fanfiction.net/secure/story_edit.php?storyid=3074455/1/

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Caribbean Blues-Jack, Will and Elizabeth are transported to 2006! Can they blend in or have a million fans chasing after them? FYI This one is about me and Lindsay.

http://www.fanfiction.net/secure/story_edit.php?storyid=3112934/1/

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POTC Chat Room- This is the best one!

http://www.fanfiction.net/secure/story_edit.php?storyid=3124925/1/

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Switch- Jack and Elizabeth switch bodies. Can they pull it off as each other?

http://www.fanfiction.net/secure/story_edit.php?storyid=3096265/1/

OK I'm done with that!

SOTD: My Humps- Black Eyed Peas

MOTD: Sleepy Hollow- Not A Very Good Johnny movie because he looks like Willy Wonka on EMO and crack. But if you want nightmares for a while knock yourself out!

WOTDepp- My Last Name!

POTD:

They really were married?

Anyway I'm going to be editor for her so I can KILL HER!

~Krikon~

Savvy?

I really want to make a blend for my banner but I don't know how. Do you just use paint????? Thanks so much!

Krikon

Savvy?

I'm so close for being TU for a special person! I have 10 points for him already but the editor has resereved a TU user spot for me which is very nice! Thank you some much Chelwian, sorry if I spelt it wrong! And I'm almost editor for his wife! So with that I would like to say WHOOT!WHOOT!

SOTD: Run It! By Chris Brown

MOTD: From Hell- Johnny is in a bathtub in this movie!

WOTD: Einstein Bagels

Thanks for visting!

Krikon

Savvy?

OK I hate Zac Efron but he was two timing on Vanessa and Ashley!!!

Thanks kittykat1156 for this picture. He's with Ashley and look here.

Thanks asiangirl79 I got it from you sig.

He's wearing the same shirt and it's the same pose just do different people. Stars don't usualy wear the same clothes in the same day. Whoever got these two shots must've known that he WAS cheating! WTF is up!?!?!?! That's mean and cruel especially too Vanessa. Ashley Tisdale and Zac Efron always say that their not together! C'mon!!!!

Thanks B5! I mean how close can you get?

Thanks again B5! I mena how many pics can you have of being that close?

~Krikon~

Savvy?

OMG I Hate Ashley Tisdale! Vanessa rocks now! Lindsay met Ashley's cousin and she says she's sooooo mean!

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SOTD: Come Back To Me: By V

MOTD: Hmmm Edward Scissorhands. That's a tearjearker I cried for an hour.

WOTD:Smartguy is ___________fill in the blank!

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PICS!

DOWN WITH KEIRA!

THAT'S MORE THAN CLOSE!!!

~Krikon~

Savvy?

It doesn't seem that lucky but today I might get the POTC Collectors Magazine for 10 f*ckin dollars! Its worth it though.

SOTD:Ummmm London  Bridge By Fergie

MOTD: Let's do ...... POTC COTBP  YAY!!

WOTD: F*ck you!

Krikon

Savvy?

Heyy guys! I'[ve been back since today, I just never got a chance to make a blog. Right now I'm watch CG2 which is pretty good except I hate that Marisol/Belinda Girl she's a b*tch! I can't wait for Vanessa's vid! I really now like her more than Ashley......Now I'm going to post pics!

I could have f*ckin been her...Jeez. Except I'm not THAT ugly.

Thinking about me.....

Johnny: I think I WILL marry Jain...

YAY!! HOTT SEXY JOHNNY DEPP!!!

~Krikon~

Savvy?

I'm going away! Bye-Bye!

~Krikon~

Savvy?