I'm just going to rant, so if you can't follow, I don't feel sorry for that. I just need to type this. People are complaining sometimes that graphics of some games of today suck, like say wii, well with mario galaxy they pushed the limit of that small machine.

But, we all started with pong, well, not me, because I wasn't even born, and then we got 2d graphics, now if you compare those to today games they look like crap, but yet we still play them. Why? Because the replay factor and just addicting gameplay and nostalgia of everything was better back in those days. Hmm, I sometimes wonder it wasn't, but that is just me.

I still play the original unreal tournament from 1999 against bots and a friend of mine, and I didn't think 1 second that the graphics look ugly, it just fits the game, and it was very good for that age, and then I start the ut3 beta demo, damn, that looks almost godlike compared to that game, but, people just keep forgotting it's all about the gameplay not the graphics, okay, if a game looks good, that's a bonus, we shouldn't loose that out of sight. I played many games, and it's all about the shiny stuff. I mean, look at crysis, oooeeeh, it is all graphic awesome but is the game doing anything new? Not really, you fight again against something evil bla bla bla, I've heard a dosen and dosen times. It is most of the time you against something evil. Okay, you kinda can break stuff and roam a bit free, but wasn't that already in Far Cry? Sigh, maybe I'm just to critical.

But I'll skip crysis, I kind of liked the demo, but it didn't blow me away really. Now, Kane and Lynch really is interessting, it's an alright looking game for me, actually I don't care about the graphics. This game is just interessting, I mean how many times can you play with 2 looneys? I think rarely, okay the game has issues, but still. Seems very interessting. Sigh, I guess I'll just start another ut game and think about the good old days, when it was all about the gameplay and not the graphics.

If you still can follow it, good . I think I said everything that I wanted to say. So, yeah, see ya!

Not much happend since the last time I posted. I still love to game, although I can only play games for 15 minutes or so. My concentration level isn't very high, specially since I'm on meds. I'm looking forward to all the great games that are coming out. I will wait on the reviews, so I know what games are good and which ones are bad. And I guess that's it, not much happend.

There has happend so much since the last time I posted a blog.

We moved to a new house, and things like that, 6 weeks hard working to get the house looking good and things like that.
My life has been upside down since I know that I have pdd-nos.

I quite with school, because it was driving me insane and I couldn't cope with it, also I get a medication against some symptoms from Pdd-nos. It helps, I am calmer and not as chaotic as I was.
Gameing wise, I also slowed down, I can't seem to enjoy games as I did.

Guess games aren't that good anymore I guess, or I am losing it hehe.

Musical wise I am still a huge Nirvana fan .
I went to England for in a vacation, 't was fun, loads of fun really.

Anything else, hmm, I guess that's all.
As you can see, I kinda make more sence then I did before, or maybe not hehehe.

So yeah, I hope to post soon again, I am a member for 3 years, where has the time gone O_O.

Well, that's it, a small update for 6 months.
Yeah other small things happed, I went to a concert of Dragonforce, which was awesome!.
And yeah, guess that's really it!

bye blessed be,


Rob

I love games, I really do, duh, why would I be here otherwise?

But, I play most of the time Titan Quest, well did.

This game is just to heavy for this pc, so yeah, gotta wait for another computer. It was fun while it lasted, it had its bugs though, but maybe it was just my pc.

So yeah, ever tried to play a game, and have music on and have the game audio off? I sometimes do, I put Nirvana on and there I go, killing bots in Cs:source (yes I actually like killing bots with knifes, they are tough when you are alone and there are 10 bots zooming at you haha).

Our pc starts to perform crappy again, I only can play Cs source and H.L.2 for, like 15 minutes, which pisses me of badly!

I had that problem just when we got this pc last year, oh well maybe it sences I am about to abonden him or something, and wants to piss me off or something.

Oh well, I will never know, but I find rather funny, our other pc did the same before we got this one .

Oh, I know I will talk a bit about my health, my spinal cord is getting stronger everyday, it is very weak, and by training it should get stronger.
My legs haven't failed me for a loooonngg, period and I am glad about it .

Even though I am very skinny, I am happy, well it is hard to be skinny though, people say you have weird desease, or worse, you have anorexia (or how ever you spell it). I did not make myself, there might be some mistakes in my design plan haha. But yeah, at the upper hand it is never good, you are either to fat or to thing.
And the media is not helping neither.
If you want to know, I don't smoke and I drink nothing with alchohol, I hate alchohol, my response is way to intense to aclohol, alchohol is bad, very bad really.

I still love and kind of worship Nirvana, if I say they are the best band ever, I probably get burned, but I dont care. I will say it: "Nirvana is the best band EVER!". There, I said it. Burn me haha.
It is to personal to go in to why I like them so much, as modern music I hate most of it, it doesn't have that click I have with Nirvana, it feels so empty, so invain, it also feels forced. Like: "oohh we will just stick a nice beat under it, and if you suck at singing we will correct it, oh and please, look like this and that person".
Nope, that is not Nirvana, they did what they wanted to do, in many ways.

And even in his death, he fooled many people, he did not kill himself, he was depressed, yes, thanks to Courtney. He had a daughter that made him happy. So yeah, how can you explain, that a person has 3 times (!) the normal doses of heroin in his body, totally screwed up, totally wasted, can pick up a gun, pull the trigger and swipe the finger prints of it, and while you are dead, go and buy some stuff with your credit card.
See the irony of the sitiuation, there so many flaws in this case, it smell worse than a 9 weeks decomposing body (and that smells haha).

Well, that's all, I am tired, need to get my lenses out and go to bed.

Blessed be a hug to all the people here,

Rob

Hmm, this is prolly go bout staring of people and something else.

Now, I am a bit disabled at the moment, it has to do with, like, if I get exposed to loads of stress, my legs go freaky, and then I cann't walk normal.
Well, I have some freaking stick or something to help me out in the walking, this disabled thingy, is for a short amount of time though.
But, that is not the point.

This is the second time it happend, what I hate the most of all the bleedin things, is the BLOODY STARING OF THE PEOPLE.
Everywhere I go, where I walk, all those eyes look at you, like, you are a freak, a monster.
When I had this for the first time I just want to school, can you believe the horror, you go in the bus,30 freaking, 30 eyes, all looking at you, how would you feel???
I still shiver about it, it is insane, and my disabled thing is temporary, how should people feel when they are disabled for the rest of there lives.
I went pretty crazy after 3 weeks, just through the darn things a side, and just walked again.
Now, I have this again, I am affraid to go to school monday, not the bleedin staring again.
Besides, this is not good for yourselve image!
It makes you feel more depressed and stuff, but, it is only temporary.
Back on subject, the staring, many people say it is nothing, well, you should try it, it will freak you out like mad!!!
As I ramble these words, I still see those damned eyes, okay, it might be less eyes, cause the bus can't handle that many people, but still, brrr.
Wanna be scared good, try it out, people never realize how much they damage a person only by looking, it doesn't help the person you now?
It only makes it worse and worse.
Sometimes, I feel guilty to be a human, *sigh*, that is my idea.

Now, for the gaming part.
As I flicked through the review sections and stuff, I see loads of 8+ ratings and lower, I wonder, where are all the top notch games, I am not saying, that an 8 is bad, but it means also not perfect, those game always lack some points, although, Fable was recieved negative, I still enjoy this game, all these months, well, haven't played it for awhile, was bored, and just picked it up again.
But, hmm, lets say Ninja Gaiden, top game, bored me after a couple of hours, while it was top notch, counts the same for Re 4.
Top notch, but bored me after a week or so.
What I am trying to say is, a review isn't everything, it is just an opinion of a surtain person.
Thus making it not 100% true, if someone hates the genre and is forced to play those type of games, obvious, it will score lower, while, if you have some one who is easily pleased, and just gets games free, doesn't give a darn thing about marks and stuff, they will just play it for 30 minutes and just say: "Oh, it is a great game".
People follow him, and then they find out, that the game sucked, oh oh, troubles, troubles and some more troubles.
What I am trying to say is, the most save option is, always rent a game before you buy it, it is a lot of money you risk to through away, specially when you don't have much to spent, renting is a must then.
Another thing is, some people find one type of game poop, while others say it is great, and vice versa, this is more compligating than I thought, and harder to explain.
I hope it makes a bit sence, it is really obvious when you think about it.
To say it short, don't believe everything you read!
He, I am a bit tired, makes me go on a rambling tour, lol.

Sometimes I am a bagga though (has something to do with i, iot, and a letter d), he, get it?
No, I don't speak that langauge, just love Naruto!!!!
Kakashi rules!!!
Oops, hyping and an opion, it can be deadly sometimes.

I will stop typing, and leave your brain working and thinking (or not lol).