I'm going to start this blog post saying hi to my new gay friend Jon! He's utterly great! So this is how the idea for the blog post came! Is there a celebrity you have fantasies about?! Straight girls and guys who is that one person who could turn you gay I would love to know what you think. And I'm going to start. Now I've never even thought about women since I?m a straight girl and proud of it babe! But when I first saw Ktherine moennig in an episode of the L word I fell in love with her. Seriously! She's hot and Hot and hot and intelligent and soooooooo awesome... here you got a photo of her too

http://kathemoennig.altervista.org/foto12-05-06/katherinemoennig-pic30.jpg/

Oh and forgot to mention that my friend just loves Zachary Quinto but you all probably know him, he's Sylar in Heroes.

Now who's that ONE celebrity or person who can turn you gay

I dind't really want to write on this blog anymore but recent events made me decide against it! Yes fellows I found out some shocking things!!! Not that there's been some snow in south Africa kind of shocking but a waaaay way worse kind of shocking.

Now you know "Life stinks" when more than 3 of the following are true:

a) the best rapper is a white guy

b) the best golf player is a black

c) the tallest man in the world is a chinese

d)Tweetie is a girl!!!

e)the great SPIKE in BtVS is older than your father!!

f)you actually liked katie cassidy in SuperNAtural last week(shhhhh... don't tell anyone)

g)the most intersting thing to watch at 11 pm is the L WORD

h) you pay 50 cents for a newspaper and 5$ for a magazine

i) there are people who like going to school on Saturdays

j) a house in Rome is more expensive that one in New York

So do you need other reasons?!

Leave a comment and until next entry don't forget to skip school... just kidding. As the great Van Wilder once or twice or three times or.. um, ok said: DON't BE A FOOL STAY IN SCHOOL!!

Lots of hugs,

Dada

so guys about my last post: well ifound out that the language class was full so i had to either decide whether I wanted to stay at my old school(which I kinda hate) or I wanted to go to another one(same type however) but in addition study english all years.. I had about 5 hours to decide and of course none of the people who could advise me were there...sure, my parents gave me the ultimatum yesterday evening at 11 pm so i haven't sleep all night but in the end managed to talk to a great friend of mine... our conversation was a lot like dean's monologue in front of sam's body.. i'm not kidding.. I probably said "WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!!" about 100 times.. After talking to my friend and remembering all my life.. and all the risks I've taken. I mean I moved to a foreign contry when I could've stayed hime, I've learnt a new language in 2 months, I've changed schools tons of times, I didn't listen to what my parents and teachers said and did the exact contrary and I ended up fine.. of course i've done mistakes but i don't think i regret them that much but i'm always thinking what would've happenedn if i would've done things differently. I know.. it's weird cause i'm only 16 but I think I've finally realized how much my future is important. Of course I won't actually do what i want for at least a couple of years but it's already something. I started wanting to be a doctor.... I started hating hospitals after my car accident when I was 5, I wanted to be a lawyer for so long but I finally realized how much I would hate to do paperwork all day long. I wanted to be an English teacher when I started eighth grade in italy but I soon realized how frustrated I would've become since, and no offence to italians what so ever, but they suck at learning english... lol... then I wanted to be a UN-something... i know it sounds strange but i thought I could help the world.. and then my stupid shallow self kicked in.. why should I care so much about others when the others obviously don't care about me. It's not that I don't have friends but I feel that I can't have a best friend forever, I don't know any person here that I actually trust with all my secrets. Then I wanted to be a translator but in the end what would I do?! I don't know if I could stand staying here for the rest of my life. Until now my interests are: music, movies, litterature, travelling, meeting people.. and I did about 10 carrier test.. all of them told me that I would be great as a personal assisstant... and now that i think about it, I would meet people, I would help people. I would of course travel, I want to really enjoy myself when I'm working and of course if I worked with a celeb I coud score free stuff too.. that's shallow me speaking again.. But I don't want to be a PA just for celebs(yeah I understand that It's gonna be hard to actually score a job with anyone I like staying in italy.. actually it's hard to get a job with a celeb period.) i think i'd like to work with the director of a company.. I don't know... being a PA sounds interesting and I hope I could do this... My parents don't even know about this cause they're the type of people who think that you have to work your ass out for doing something you enjoy... and they're right... I've had the flu and I have to stay in bed for another couple of days and today I was watching "the hills" and I realized how easy is for pretty rich girls to land the job of their dreams and since I don't consider myself such a beauty(ok I'm cute and all but now like those girls) and I'm not that rich I don't know if there will ever be a place for me. Today I was checking out my mom's resume and I realized how full it is and she still got a bit of trouble finding a job she likes... what about me... 16 years of life and I haven't done anything.. I spent my summer at the beach enjoying freedom.. I haven't done a thing. I mean my resume's practically blank... ughhhh

You know, I just realized how much my life changed over the last 2 years, in 5 days I'm gonna go home for vacation... i'm going to see my grandparents, my relatives and my friends...and i don't think they'll ever going to recognize me.. i can't even recognize myself.... it's weird to know how much I loved certain stuff only 2 years ago and now I'm totally the opposite of what I was. I don't even enjoy my life that much, I worked so hard in my first year of highschool and I got good grades.. actually for me they're average... I once had 10(like A) in everything and now I got a max 7(like a C+ i think) and it's not that i didn't do anything... I studied so hard and nobody counts this...they don't even give the grades well... they gave me a four just cause my cellphone rang. they gave me a 8 at a test where I've done everything perfect.and then there's the fact that I've been so closed, so tired and so craky since I moved here. It's difficult enough to make friends but in a foreign country and with people that think you've got the fleas until they actually meet you and of course even after that think they're superior just cause they live in their own country doesn't really make me see my future here.. I would be a 90 year old cat lady who hates people. when I'm not like that and I hate that I even think about a future involving cats. And It's so hard and so frustrating to realize you haven't been happy in such a long time.. like really happy, not thinking of what could've happen and just enjoying life. And I start crying cause i don't like myself and I know it's not good and I'm depressed when I should be happy and living life... and I can't stop thinking that I'll have to live with my parents until I'm about 40(like almost everyone here) and that I'm a failure and that I won't ever be happy and that life is so f***ed-up.

untill i manage to come back to what I once was I wish you all the best and well, when life gives you lemons make lemonade.

hugs guys...

My question doesn't really make sense does it? well that's because you haven't heard the story,,, So it all started yesterday evening during dinner. You see, since I started to communicate in full sentences I've wanted to become a lawyer.. that's right! Andrada-a lawyer.. of course i've been through fases like 'Oh mom I wanna be a singer! oh no.. a dancer.. oh no a firefighter.. a policewoman.. and all sorts of different jobs.' well that was until I came to live in Italy which was about 2 years ago. Now Italy isn't THAt bad but there are so many lawyers here especially in rome that I honestly couldn't have thought of a worse job.. Now don't get me wrong I still wanted to be a lawyer( so I could help people.. how clichè.. and Sandy Cohen!) but during my 8th grade(aka first year here) I started thinking of becoming an English teacher.. I'm good at english hence the job choice.. oh but I still forgot to mention a really important fact that will add a lot to the mess I'm in.. Now I love math too!!I'm good at it.. see before I came to Italy I did a lot of it and while I was at a normal level there, here I'm like GOd of math... Before, all my parents could ask about school was math and somewhow last year I got tired of it.. so I applied at a Classical Highschool..everybody told me not to.. to just go to a Scientifical one I still didn't listen.. I'm stubborn so what?! so I spent my freshman year learning Ancient Greek, and latin! Good part is that now I could perform a full exorcism better that Sam Winchester but the bad news is that the only thing i can do with these two is probably speak to the Pope.. and even he speaks English. So 'So long fairwell, auf viedersehen, goodbye'. of course since we do like 9 hours a week of Greeka and Latin and like 5 of history and geography we only do about 2(yes you read right 2 freakin hours) of math and the only thing I've learnt in this subject the past 2 years was to say the same things I knew only in Italian. Another thing, highschool here is like 5 years long and the Classcial one has English only the first two years.. Which means that I only got a year left studying my favourite subject. So yesterday morning I was watching an episode of Gilmore Girls. and there was Paris who said she knew oh-my-god-so-may-languages and what do I say?! COOL, MAYBE I COULD BE A TRANSLATOR! and I don't know maybe i could meet some important people and this way I could change the word(normally I would say COME BACK TO YOUR SENSES! Anjelina Jolie can't do anything, what could you do?!) so I start thinking. You know I'm good at languages and I always knew there is a type of highschool here in Rome where you study languages.. cool but I should learn French.. which I don't actually like. . I'm good at languages, I mean I picked up spanish watching soaps.. I know my gradma liked them!.. I'm really good at Italian and there is Portuguese which I can understand.. and I also know a couple of words in Russian.. so of course studying languages isn't a problem for me.. well maybe except for German.. trust me I really really like it but after 3 years of doing German at school all I can do is count to 12 and say the forms of some irregular verbs.. yeah I know lame.. but I can read in german really well... so back to the original story.. I'll tell you what happenned yesterday evening: During dinner I go "You know what daddy? I wanna be a translator..(I know: random!!) so could you check out some Linguistics highschools for me?! you know so I could have more options" . of course my parrents are supportive and dad says "sure pupmkin! I search for some of them tomorrow".. And I'm happy you know but after a couple of hours I totally forgot about everything. So this brings me to tonights dinner...I was having some watermelon.. yep I love it.. and my father, out of nowhere I might add, says "So I found out a cool highschool for you and I already filed you up for transfer!!" I'm like "WHAT?????????????????????????????? YOU DID WHAT?!???? What am I a ping-pong ball that you could send from a school to another?!" I mean since I've been here I constantly changed 4schools! sure it's cool that I don't really have homework but honestly people what is the matter with them?! AD Igt o rade so I could easily get into whatever school I want but still!!

no I got 2 questins: 1. What is wrong with my parents?! and 2. What am I supposed to do?!

well that's about all with my rant.. hopefully I'll get some answers.. untill then TOODLES ADN HAVE FUN DURING SUMMER!

woow. I can't believe school is actually over..I mean the last couple of days of it were fantastic so I'll just tell you everything

Thursday June 7th

I woke up at six thirty as usual only to find my best friend near my bed. She came over cause she wanted us to spend the last days together and of course to make plans for what would happen the day after. WOW! I got up and got ready for school. Of course after 45min of traffic school wasn't the thing you would look forward too but I really wanted to get there.

first 2 c l a s s e s: GREEK.. uuuuuuww ..not that nice especially the teacher but it was fun. She got there half an hour late and it took her another half an hour until we managed to be silent and finish with the attendance. So she started talking about how nice we were the first day of school(did I mention that I just finished 9th grade?! I'm a Sophomore now baby!-always wanted to say that!) and how much we changed since then, how much trouble we were in Paris and how much more we could do if we really wanted. She talked about books and other stuff while we were all trying to get out photo signed..oh yeah we look soooo bad there but it was so much fun

then the next c l a s s ENGLISH.. nice one too.. we always have fun during English..teh teacher always lets us watch some kind of crappy movie but with a lot of "useful language" as she calls it. but not this time. I found "THE FULL MONTY"among the films there and she let us watch it. Yup the strip one... I mean even if the guys weren't attractive and all it still wasn't fun... even if halfway she made us choose another movie..so there it was a great one, everybody in our c l a s s had seen it milion of times " the 40year old virgin". WE love that movie and of course we got to watch only 10 minutes of it.

then we had 2 s of Italian: yeah nasty bi*ch! but the teacher was so nice.. she told us to go watch the soccergame between c l a s s e s or stay inside and watch something. HAlf of us stayed there and managed to watch 40 year old virgin and some went to see the game.. It was fantastic, and in fact nobody wanted to leave school when the bell rang.

WEll I guess that's life. Of course we had to go to the c l a s s' dinner so when I arrived (I ws wearing black and white) I found everyone wearing black, white or both... funny huh?!well we had a pizza and then at 10pm we thought"hey?! how about some pools?" so we went. I, for one, am uncapable of playing so I let the others while I enjoyed my trusty coke. Yup coke...I love it. Still in that bar after half an hour another cuties came, a little older but still underage so of course: beer and smokes for everyone! nah I don't smoke, but everyone around me does. So where was I? Oh beeer and smokes, so everyone had so much fun and ended up playing or making out with a cutie until we had to go home. I got at my BFF's house around midnight and we were both just a little dizzy. Her brother helped a lot and put us to sleep, but hey he couldn't miss a chance to make us mad: he threw some water, cooold water at us while we couldn't scream(the boy is 16...he should get a life!)

so there I was Friday, June 8th

OFFICIALLY last day of school!!!!!!!

how could it get any better: I'll tell you: flour, eggs, water. NOpe it's not a recipe but you'll find out later

first c l a s s and only I might add. maths..the teacher didn't even get there!! lol.. I'm going to a really serious school and the teacher didn't even bother to see if everyone was present.hahaha

so then we had to go see the volleyball matches. My friends and I found a comfy place wher to wait until the real fun began

so after a couple of hours there it was.. FUN FUN FUN!! oh yeah on the adjacent tennis court the battle had begun! there it was: Water water water everyone was soking wet and runnig to catch the other. I can't even describe it well but i don't think we could've been as wet as we were even if we'd taken a shower... My kaki baggy pants were practically pulling me down and thank god I was wearing a black can't-see-through top, otherwise...

lool after a couple of hours some teachers came over and started to yell at us and took all our bottles.. they needed like three or four bags to do that. So we stayed put to dry ourselves..yeah....never happened!! So when everything was over as the bell rang we went to the gate only to find what we most feared. 20 or so guys armed with eggs and flour and soapy water. They were planning on making a cake and we were the main ingredient. As they threw a couple of eggs at us without cathcing us we backed up a little..until a brave teacher came over and said:"Don't worry nothing's gonna happen. I'm gonna deal with those hooligans. They'll leave as soon as they see me".....yeah...never happened also!! when the guys saw all students behind the teacher and I swear we looked like an army they stopped....until we got outside the gate. Then the attack started!!! the teacher srted screaming "RUUUUUUUN RUUUUUN FOR YOUR LIIIIIFFEEE" so funny!!!so I only ended up with a egg that flew just above my head and that fell in front of me.. I was clean!!hiphiphoooray! and of ocurse a guy about 2 years older came over and emtied a whole bag of flour on me.. I looked like freakin casper!!! so after I managed to escape I went oevr to one of my friend's house and got changed. I spent the day tehre and went to sleep thinking of how much I liked that day...

so saturday June 9th

not so much happened!! I woke up at 6! in the afternoon! and after I got home I started writing... about what you'd ask?! about jensen freakin ackles! he's awesome and I had the story in my had for ages. I eventually went to be at 2 am.

sunday June 10th

I woke up at 4 in the afternoon and spent the whole day home.. with friends. It was like a party but without the loud music. That's about all

monday June 11th

I woke up at 10..really nice and went shopping..didn't buy much but tried on soooo many clothes with my friends.. and then we took some guy-friends to a nice shop and made them try on clothes... really funny...

tuesday 12th..

well nothing really happened today... I was pretty tired so I stayed in. I kept writing on my story and then saw some pic with JA... really hot guy... and then here I am 3 amwriting on tv.com about what happenedn in la past days...and I'm not even that sleepy.. welll toodles!!!