Hey guys, what's up? Well, I'm ok, actually I'm not okay, but I just don't have the energy to get upset. I'm feeling really tired and bored today, and it's only 2:00pm. Usually I would get tired and absolutely bored at around 5:00pm. So anyways, as I was talking about on my previous blogs, I'm trying to get a head start on college. So one of the top to do things on my list is to organize my college plan. So today I decide that I have time, and I would use that time to organize my plan. I just had to change and add a few things because I already thought of this plan before. When I wrote down my new plan, everything was going fine, until I reached the end part my plan. I noticed that I would be cramming everything to the last minute, but that's what I do. So I usually find a way to cram everything to the end, but have it organized. I get to the end of college plan, and realize that I wouldn't be able to put everything to the end. Not because I can't do it, but because the classes that I need to take aren't arranged like the way I thought they would be. So I looked at my plan, and tried to rearrange everything so I could be organized again. I kept trying to think of an alternate way I could get a head start, and still take the required classes. But I still couldn't think of a way. So now I have all the classes arranged in a neat order, but I still can't follow my plan because the schools and community colleges don't work that way. So if I follow the school systems, I could take the required classes, but probably still have some classes that I still need to take to get that head start. If I just stop thinking of an another way that is possible, I could finish taking all the classes needed, but I might not get that head start on the time that I'm planning on getting it. So my point is I might not get the head start on college until a few months later than I planned. So that's what I'm really upset about. I'm really upset right now, but I'm just really tired at the same time. This problem also goes back 2 years ago when I first played that Onimusha 3: Demon Siege game on Playstation 2. Well, it's not that shocking.If I never got that game, I bet my life would have been sooo much better. But because I got that game, I was sooo distracted that I didn't even bother taking the required classes on an earlier basis. So now I'm suffering the consequences. And the most stupid thing is, is that 2 years ago when I got that game, I also wanted to get that head start too. But what am I gonna do now? And the reason why I wrote "My life is almost ruined!!!" for my blog title, is because I feel like everything is ruined, but I can still try to fix this by thinking of a new way. Also, I can't even remember when I last had a short blog. If you know what I mean.

P.S I remember in the summer of 2007, I wrote a blog about my mom signing me up to take Algebra 1 at a summer school. I thought that was a really rude thing that my mom did to me. But now I realized that that was one of the greatest that has ever happened to me, since Algebra 1 was class that I needed to take for that head start. And then towards the end of 2007, I told myself that 2007 was the worst year of my life, and hoped that 2008 would be better. I thought it was strange how 2007 was a bad luck year for me since 2007 had a seven at the end of "2 0 07" But now I realize that 2007 was one of the best years or could be "the best" year that I have ever experienced, since in the later years of 2008 and 2009, I didn't get this great opportunity to take a required class. Well actually I did, but I was lazy.