e- life vs real life

Worry not, this is not a bash against online poeple or anything, I just came to realize that some how I have neglected my blogs and reviews lately, and no matter how I try Iīve overflow the Tivo with stuff that I can't seem to have time to watch (let alone review)... And I think it's a cool thing, sure things sucks everynow and then, and even more now that I'm overflowing with overdue bills and reduced working hours, but there's one thing that so far I can bank on, My family.

I received a couple of emails and I took some days off and read a lot, and I have learned to complaint a lot less and count my blessings a lot more... Beacuse in the end, life, UNLIKE TV, has only ONE run, no dvd release, no sindication, no reruns or re-edit, no rewind, (although mine has TONS of Happy Flashbacks and last seasons recaps, ha,ha) or Do Overs.

So just like I had to adjust to leave tons of friends and family when I moved out from my hometown and started to live in L.A., (which depending in what part you live, it can be a great place, despite what kind of Bi..h Jungle TV dramas love to picture), and start a Family Clan of my own, I have to learn to let go and be where I'm needed, and not where I want to be needed...

Some stuff can wait, and some can't, some things are timeless and some are TIMED, and in some part thatīs why I sleep so little, it's only after 11 pm when i can have time to myself, (family it's first) therefore being online until 3 am, it's taking it's toll on the body (not to mention the big circles under the eyes), I think I'll retake that draft I've been writing for months now (no, not a Fanfict, I do write my own stuff), because after all, all that yaking about somebody else's work ain't going to make mine published, now is it?... I gotta punch the keys on my stuff and less on someone's else, before time it's up, after all, like I said we all got only ONE Run...