Eeeeeek!!! I'm 17 tommorrow, i'm not excited i'm freaked out! That's almost 18 which would mean I was legally an adult. Freaking weird! I'm like the most childish person in the world. For example I actually got a Doctor Who poster for my birthday. Well I haven't got it yet but my friend always tells me what she's going to get me.

17 is a really unimportant birthday except for the fact that I can now legally get a provisional driving license.

16's better. At 16 you can buy ciggarettes, buy a lotto ticket( and scratchcards) and have sex.

I don't do most of those things anyway but the point is I could if I wanted to. The bad thing is I waste far to much money on scratchcards. I think I have a problem.

I can't remember what you can do at 18 except drink alcohol. Hmmmm...

Well completley of the point, I was reading the newspaper earlier and there was this story about these three 16 year olds that beat up a man because they were drunk. So now the goverment wants to make the drinking 21. But this kids weren't 18 anyway so how does that make sense? Pubs serve underage kids anyway. Half the 6th form at my school spend their lunchtimes down the pub. I spent mine watching high school musical at my friends house. See childish!

A quiz I stole........................

This Summer Have You...

Been On A Boat?: Yep
Went To The Ocean?: Yep
went to the movies?: Every week without fail! It doesn't rain inside.
Been on a Plane?: Yep
Worked out? Nope of course not.
Partied too much?: Possible

Summer This or That..

Flip-Flops or Barefoot? Barefoot
Beach or Pool?: Pool. Sand is evil.
Ice cream or Snow cone?: ice cream. I've never had a snow cone.
Bug-Bite or Sun Burn?: Sun burn. It would mean there was sun.
Hang With Friends or Family?: friends.

Best of Summer..

Movie: Knocked up or Hairspray.
Fashion: I only got to wear my summer stuff in portugal other than that jeans and jumpers.
TV Show: ummmm.... Nothing except dvd's of One Tree Hill and GG.
Concert: Lost Prophets.
Song: Crush Crush Crush by Paramore

This Summer who.

Made you laugh?: my friends.
Let you down? no one.
Lied to you?: I'm sure someone has.
Stole your heart?: nope.

What did you look forward to most about Summer?
London trips with my friends.

During the summer did you party or relax more?
50/50

did you set/accomplish goals this summer? No I was going to work but I just never got round to it.

Did you make any new friends?
yep

Did you sleep all day and stay up all night?
I may have. Yes.
What was the best way to keep cool during the summer?
Going outside.

What's your favorite food to eat during the summer?
Skittles.

Did you learn something new this summer?
Probabley.

What did you learn?

True or false: This summer was better than last summer.
I had more fun but last summer it was sunny.

Do you already have plans for next summer?
No I don't organise that far ahead.

School tommorrow. Yay!!!!!!!!!!! I'll hate it again in three days but for now I really want to go back.

I have decided that I moan to much. I find it so incredibly easy to write and talk about what is going wrong in my life.Then when I'm really happy about something I find it hard to express. I don't know if that's normal, but I have never claimed to be normal so I guess it doesn't matter.

So anyway from now on I am going to be Miss. Positivity. I have a good life. School starts soon and I could not be more excited. I get to concentrate on four subjects that I actually enjoy and I can forget everthing I have ever learnt about Trig. Also I never have to speak French again unless I actually go to France !

I'm still the same girl that spends hours watching Gilmore Girls and never gets bored of it. I still listen to my music to loud and I still spend so much time on the computer, it's crazy.

I have learnt to accept that everything changes and memories are good but I can't live my life in them. We all have to change, or else we'd be boring. I will always be my own person, no matter what. That's just how it has to be. Maybe I have made some bad decisions but they just leave room for good ones to be made again.

I ramble way to much as you can see. But on the plus side not one mention of the weather in this blog.Imagine that.

School starts in 3 days and it's my birthday in 17 days! Happy!

I got my GCSE results this morning and I did pretty well considering I thought I was going to fail everything. I got 3 A*'s, 7 A's and 2 B's. The B's were in Art and French which I thought I failed so thats good. I got an A* in Chemistry which is weird! Anyway this isn't really a blog i'm just very happy!

I haven't written a blog in a while and i'm rather bored so here it is.

Summer has been pretty busy so far even though the weather has been rubbish.

I went to London the other day which was good as it is my favourite place in the whole world. Well, I haven't been everywhere but I don't think anywhere could top it. Me and my friend made it our mission to use every type of public transport avalible to us. We went on the train, Used the underground (which was traumatic, but I'll go into that later.), Went on a double decker bus and had an extremly short trip in a black cab. Well the black cab trip was short because it's expensive so we had the driver take us to the next street. The Underground was bad. Don't get me wrong I love it, but my friend is really claustrophobic so she tends to freak out. The journey from kings cross was really busy and she started hyperventilating so we had to get off two stops early and walk. She calmed down though and was fine on the way back.

We went to Covent garden to watch the street entertainers which was fun. Then we took the tube to Camden market which is my favourite place ever! I would buy everything they have there if I was rich. It sells the weirdest things, you can have you future read and it has really great food from all over the world. Then we just walked around the centre of London for a bit and gave money to tramps, as you do. We also counted the number of building cranes as there was an insane amount. I actually took a picture but I can'i find it. We didn't really go anywhere else as we had no money because we spent it all on the bus and the cab.

August is like party month with my friends for some reason most of their birthdays are around the same time. As they are all turning 16 they keep throwing big parties. Now i'm generally the sensible one that tells them all to control themselves but I seem to have lost my mind this summer. I've done things under the influence of alcohol that I would never normally do. This is going to stop because its not the sort of person I want to be. From now on the old sensible me is coming back. I'm just going to blame it on the stress of exams and the rain. I blame everything on the rain.

Anyway I'm going to go back to school and willbe a super nerd.

Providing I get good results that is. I find out what I got on Thursday, so that should be interesting.