Today i went to that Metroid battle to watch the top 8 players play for $1000. But be4 hand we all got to play Metroid hunters to win prizes. I won the first round and got Viewtiful Joe on DS. Then i played the semi final which was a round of super smash bros, I won that, so then i got to play in the grand final to win a micro but came second. The key to winning in smash bros if u haven't played it in months is to just don't die.

Great time, great venue, loved the giant bean-bags. Nintendo sure know how to treat guests, coke and popcorn for all!

Congrats to Juice boy who won the $1000.

Yeasterday i recieved an email from Nintendo of Australia telling me that i've been given an invitation to goto the Metroid Battle for $1000 in Melborune. Although i'm not in the top eight playing i'll be watching and afterwards playing on the the big screen hoping to win some goodies. I'm happy! But htank god its on the 12th of August cos on the 13th i'm going to a ski camp for 4 days. 

Well, my sweet elderly 83 year old nana has this 14 year old dog named Cassie who barks at black people... When I've sat on the porch with her every time a black person walks by she barks like mad. Now I'm certainly not racist but I just wanted to point out this strange happening. Cassie only barks at them and no one else apart from the postman but not anymore cos she's deaf so she can't hear him, any way this dog is a racist!

It never fails to suprise me that when I'm happy the people around me are not. And vice verser. I used to be in a hole, a hole of insanity and questioned my own very thoughts. I would walk down the street surrounded by people also walking and wonder what those people think. Do they think? If you never talk to them or have anything to do with them then they have no soul. They're just an extra to keep a false sense of security that there apeople around you and you are not alone. When the truth is you are alone.

I still think what that person is thinking about but then realise 'what the hell am I doing?' See questioning my own thoughts again. So if I am unhappy the people are happy for some reason and I don't think they enjoy me being happy. Maybe its just when they see me happy they get depressed and become unhappy. Like watching a childrens Tv show where there are smile everywhere.

But the thing is when your happy and watch something like that u become depressed and when your depressed and watch something like that you get some comfort. It dosen't have to be depressing and patronising. All you have to be is depressed so you can play Mario games and get comfort and  not become depressed by seeing a cloud smiling at you.

Thank-you now I feel less insane.