ugh! I just had a (sorta) fight with my best friend! It's over the pettiest thing but still ... it somehow bothers me! Last night, she asked me if we could catch the bus to school as both her parents had work in the morning and were unable to take her to school, I said that it was okay. She's caught the bus with me before so she knew what time to come which is before ten to eight as that's when the bus comes

So I got myself organised and ready this morning and I waited for her ... and I waited ... and I waited ... and I waited some more! I started to worry but there wasnt really anytime to call her as the bus would've been coming down my road at any minute and I was caught in a dilemma as to whether I should wait for her, miss the bus, be late for school and end up in detention or leave without her! I really didn't know what to do! I'll admit, I was a little pissy with her that she couldnt at least organise herself and get to my house at a certain time.

I ended up leaving without her, only just managing to get the bus! I came to school and saw her chatting with her friends. I came over to say hello and ask her what happened and then she just gave me a look and asked me why I didnt wait for her. I was trying to explain why I left without her but it seemed that I was stumbling over my words (I really suck at explaining things) and I dont think she really believed me when I was being sincere when I was trying to say that I did wait for her and everything.

ugh! I've never had a fight with her before and even though I've had a tonne of fights with friends before ... for some reason, this has really gotten to me ... more than it usually would! Idk why, maybe it's because she's the closest friend I've had in a looong time and I pretty much think of her as my twin since she's soo much like me! I feel like I can't be without her and it makes me really upset that were kinda not talking

The worst part is that TAI... is on Thurs and we're going together. The last thing I want is to upset her, let alone upset her before a concert we've been really looking forward going to for months now.

ugh! I despise having fights with my best friends!