Hi !

Im still alive! Not much happening here,autunm is started,with the rain and the cold and it make me so depressed because it means winter is coming and you know how much i like winter..grr

So I have this new boss at work,shes been there for 3 months or so and I cant stand her!She doesnt retain informations easely and she doesnt learn quickly,so i have to explain to her the same thing over and over again.And then she says that she understand but I soon realise she doesnt when I have to fix what she did,so the explanation start again...aghhh! Im a fast learner but I respect that we dont all learn at the same speed, so I really tried to stay patient with her but its been 3 months and she still make the same mistakes! I made her notes but it doesnt change anything.Shes driving me crazy!And I have difficulties with her personality,she a 35 years with two kids that get drunk almost every night...grow up!

A few weeks ago,Bruno and I ate together and we talked for 3 hours,it was nice beeing able to sit down and have a real conversation.Im proud of us because we managed to stay in touch and we are slowly becoming friends again.Its not easy and it take some effort but we are doing it.Its the first boyfriend I want and tries to keep as a friend.

I found the movie Devour anf of course i bought it!Since its my week-end off and its going to rain for a week,I will watch it today or tomorrow.Yeah!!I started watching the SN dvds ,im at first season,I watched route 666 this weeks.So I will be in front of the tv this week-end!

I might go buy a cat today,ive been wanting a kitty for some weeks now ,its goung to replace the baby I wanted so much for now!

ok,need to go .bye xxx

im back form the black down and here 5 changes i would like

brightness: i hate the white screen,its way too bright and i would prefer a darker one because this one hurt my eyes after a while

blog: when we want to post a new blog,we have a few step to make to do that(blog,then create ),before we had access to the button on the first page of our profile

friends: I dont like the way my friends are represented ,the scares are too small and the pictures are not as clear as they were

emoticons: I adored my emoticons and it really annoy me that I cant use them as much as i want

the additional stuff,like dashboard ,feeds,etc: i have no use for those things and its just confusing because there is way to many stuff on my profile page

To end this blog,i just want to say that Im not satisfied with this new format,that i would want the old one back,because it was better and that i didnt appreciate that these changes were made without asking us,the users,what we would want to change

thanks for reading this and i hope it will make a difference!

Chantal xx

Like so many other,im going on stike for more than 24hours to show that i dont approve and dont appreciate at all the changes thats been made .

I will be back tuesday,with a list of changes i expect to be done.We are the users and we should be allowed to decide if we want the old version or the new one,and for me its clear:

i want the old format!!!

thanks,Chantal

Hi guys!

First: why did they changed everything? It took me 10 min to figure out how to post a new blog!Im a libra,I dont like changes!! And there is too many option,its confusing!

ok,I got it out of my system! Now about the best thing in my life: supernatural! lol it sounds like i dont have a life! I REALLY REALLY enjoyed those two episodes and I think this season might be the best one so far! I rememeber that i didnt liked so much the first episodes of last season but this year,they are starting the season with a huge twist: Dean was saved by an angel sent by God! OH my god!! (lol) i was scared this thursday because i thought they would kill Bobby and ive been sayong for a long time that i would be so pissed off if they did that,because hes one of my favorites caracter.

The person that doest the casting can be proud of him-her self: that Misha collins is sooo cute! Hes almost as cute as Jensen! But the actress that plays Ruby..not sure about the choice yet.Maybe its only because I was so used to Katie Cassidy..or it might be the fact that i never liked Ruby and i was disapointed that they brought her back from hell!

Beside the show,not much goings on: I got sick today,some stupid virus but i already feel better so dont need to dig my grave yet!

I just cant wait next thursday! At work thursday was the day i hated the most because I was working from 6h00 to 15h00 (have to get up at 5h00..) and i do the stupid price verification with the stupid machine that never works like shes supposed to..so I curse at her all day long! But now i have a good reason to like thursday!!

So happy SN to all of you!!

hugs,Chant xx

hi guys!

im not proud of myself: i havent been here in a long time! But I feel im always so busy and Im not at my place very often..

so,that week-end: it was a really nice trip! We left friday at 3h00 and we arrived at 4h30,went to the grocery store and we enjoyed a relax evening,playing games and watching a bit of tv.The cabin was cute and nice.A queen size bed,a whirlpool,sauna, and firepace.I would definitely go back.

Sathurday,of course it rained all day long! Well not all day,it stoped for an hour on the after-noon,so we went for a walk.Beside that walk,we stayed inside the entire day,playing games,talking ,enjoying being together with no stress,nothing to do! That evening,we made ourself a nice meal,with cheese and bread,spaguetti,a good wine and a nice conversation.And we finished this nice evening in a good way..

Sunday we went fishing but it was so cold! we stayed an hour,came back,ate then went back for an hour and half.Then we left for laval. A almost perfect week-end!

Yesterday i went at a show: its a band named Shake.The boyfriend of my cousin is the guitarist and they are very good! They do a bit of pop but mostly rock and metal,like panthera,metallica,nirvana,offspring(my favorite group!) guns and roses and many more.The female singer,Tammy,is amazing! Shes very petite but she has that strong and powerfull voice,its incredible! So I had a great evening,went to bed at 4h00 am and got up at 10h00 ,because i live in front of a church and its sunday..

This morning i spent 3 hours cooking meals that i freeze and use as lunchs.

Beside that,not much,same boring job,same routine,same everything!

Oh! one thing: i realised the sun is "going to bed" earlier..and its depressing because it mean that summer is almost over and winter is coming soon!

bye bye

kisses

Chant xx

H!

What a week! I got a cold and its a nasty one. Tuesday was the worst night of my life: I coughed so much that i was sick..sorry for the details! .I also learned that its important to follow the posology on the bottle of medecine..I took too much sirop and I felt really bad: I was stoned,it was scary,I tought I would die..

Anyway I survived and i will never do that again!

Thursday ,I came back from work and my internet was not working,it lasted until this morning,the day the technician is coming of course!

Its a holiday here today , Im off from work and I have to wait for that guy ! And its a gorgoeus day!! I just hope he wont be here too late..

I cant wait for friday:I took friday-sathurday and sunday off because Im going to that chalet with Martin: its going to be awesome!!

Ok ,need to go

take care(me too!)

bye Chant xx

Hello!

I had a pretty good day at work,I was working with my teenager staff,and it was pretty relax,so we had fun!

Of course,weve been having a beautiful sun all week long! What did I do to the sun?? Why did he wait for me to go back to work to get out of the clouds??

My "friend" and I are planning a fishing week-end in a few weeks and it going to be nice! I like fishing but I lost my fishing buddy this summer..speaking of Bruno,(my ex) we talked on msn for an hour today,it was nice.We didnt really talked since we broke up,we saw each other for the house but it was short .He started talking with me,so I guess hes not mad anymore! Thats great

OH! Martin also asked me if i wanted to do parachute jump!! of course i said yes! I wanted to do this for years!! I really hope it will work out and that I wont get too scared or sick! that would be so embarassing..

beside that,that first week back from vacation was ..grrr! I was off from work yesterday and my boss called me at 7h30!! Hes so annoying! i told him to call the technical support and to let me sleep! I dont call him at home!

Anyway,that about it.

How long before my next vacation??

bye

chant xx

hey!

I just realised I reached level 10!!

It took me a while because I was not here very often this summer!

We only have to wait an other month before the new season of supernatural! Cant wait !!I wonder how much episode it will take before dean get out of hell? Im sad summer is almost over but that also mean that supernatural is almost here so..

take cares

Chantal xx

I went back to work today and it was boring ,depressing and so not fun!

I went to la ronde sathurday and it was awesome! It didnt rained!!! It was the perfect day to wait in line:some clouds in the sky,so the sun didnt burned us,not too hot,not too cold and it did I mentioned it didnt rained?? I went with my 2 cousins ,Josee and Suzanne and the boyfriend of Josee.It was a really nice day,we made a picnik and we hate some junk!

In 17 days of vacation,it didnt rained 2 days..and it was not sunny!What a horrible summer we have!

So back to work..arggg I didnt missed it...

take care Chantal xx

Hey,

I just woke up and its raining again..this rain will never stop and it starting to affect my mood...

Yesterday I went to the Ovarium,to try that salthy bath-egg thing and it was awesome!Im a bit afraid of small space,so after 3-4 min I freaked out ,then I told myself:"your stupid! your life is not in danger,you can open that door at any time,so relax!" and it worked,I calmed myself and after that I was able to enjoy the experience.After an hour,we got out my skin was very soft and I felt so relaxed! I really enjoyed the experience.

After that,we went to the restaurant,had a nice meal and talked and then we went to Ikea.It was a nice day!

Tomorrow we are going to La ronde(its not suppose to rain!!)But today its raining and I think I will stay inside,I dont fell like doing anything.When I look outside ,its depressing So I might watch those supernatural DVDs I bought and never watched because Im always doing something else!Its a excellent day for supernatural! And it will definetely cheer me up!

ok,have a nice day guys!

bye Chantal xxx

Hi!

Im bored because it raining,again and again so i thought id bring some sun in here!

Enjoy!!

Chant xxx

hi!

only 5 more days of vacation...time goes by,so quickly!

So this week I went at the mall,which is a 30 min walk from my appart,and when I came back,I decided to try news streets..and i end up completely lost!It finally took me 1h30 to come back!When I was about to knock on a door to ask for direction,I figured out where I was..about 10 min from my place!

Today I took the train to go to Montreal,to the gare centrale,because I wanted to go to the planetarium,which is about 15 min from the train station and guess what? I got lost again! Im so lame!So I missed the show and I took the train back,because I didnt feel like waiting for the next show,2h30 later!

Beside getting myself lost,I spent friday with my cousins,it was fun.Sathurday I cleaned my appart,did some reading and I had a supper with a friend.Sunday I did nothing at all! it was raining ,so I sat in front of the tv all day long! Monday i went the the laywer to get my check(im rich!),did some shoping at the other mall and spent a quiet evening.

Tomorrow Im goint to spent the day with my cousin Suzanne,shoping(again!) and we are going to see a movie.We plan to go to a center this week ,where we are going to experience a bath that look like an egg(like Homer and Lisa in the simpsons!!) and we are going to La Ronde,an amusement park with rollercoaster in Montreal.

Oh,and of course they say its going to rain all week long,except sathurday..

5 days...!

bye bye

Chant

xx

Were having the worst summer ever!

As you probably know,I live near montreal ,quebec and the weither this year is ugly! This winter,we had a lot ,but I mean a LOT of snow and this summer,we are having a lot of rain! Its rained every single day the last 2 weeks, and I looked at the forecast for next week and guess what? More rain! GRRR

Ive been on vacation for a week now and im not doing much but im relaxing! I sleep 10 to 11 hours per nights,I didnt realised I was so exausted! I went shopping a few time,I read,watch some movies and oh! I went to the lawyer with Bruno for the house.We signed the paper,and now Im waiting for my check! Im rich ! But I dont want to waste all that money,I will definitely buy a car ,probably a used one because it will be my first car and my dad says its pretty sure I will have an accident.. thanks dad for the support! He said that almost everybody get into a minor accident with their first car! I also want to put some money in a account that I cant touch! Have to think about the future..!

I went on facebook this week,havent been there in a while but I saw that I received a new request and it was from a girl I knew when I was young! Our dads were friends and we played barbies together! Its been a long time! HAHA .But its funny because I thought about her last week and she found me..That kind of things happens so often with me,its freeky! Sometime I think im psychic or something! Anyway,I was happy to talk with her again.Thats what I like about facebook!

Today Im going to spent the day with my 2 cousins,Josee and Suzanne and Josee son,Adrien.We always have a blast together,so even if the sky is grey,I know Im going to have a nice day!

I wish you all a wonderfull day!

kiss ,Chant

xx

im on vacation and it feels great but its still a bit sad too..

I chosed these weeks to be with my boyfriend and we made plan:camping,fishing..and now im alone!Since i dont have a car yet,Im not as free to go places as I would want to be.And all my friends are either working or they are doing things with theirs boyfriend..

But im trying to see the good side of things,so im on vacation,its beautiful outside and im healthy!

I was so mad this morning because the girl whos replacing me at work called my twice for stupid question! I made a list of what she need to do,shes done the job before,so she knows it and she called and said: "oh,forget it,I get it now!" I was so mad,I stopped myself from calling her names! IM ON VACATION!!! Give me a break!!

Anyway,I was so mad when i got up,I went for a walk because its the only way I can calm myself and it felt good! The sun on my face,the wind in my hair,the good music in my ears...when I came back,I was happy and calm!

I need to go,I want to take advantage of the beautiful sun!

I wish you all a good week!

chantal xx

HI!

As you probably figure out this winter,I hate the cold and Im a summer girl!

Im so happy because its hot and humid outside! i have 5 days of work,then Ill be on vacation for 17 days!! I still dont have plan,which is weird because im a plan girl,but I decided to take things as they come: no stress,no rush,no deception.

Its weird because people i work with tell me that Ive changed since i left Bruno: im more lay back,funny,I make jokes with people,I talk to people ive never talk with,Im less stressed out.I guess its because im happy! But I dont feel different,il still me! But im a better version of myself!

Its crazy because i didnt realised I was so unhappy.Now I do stuff I stoped doing because bruno didnt liked it,like dancing ,watching scary movies, going to museums..Im free!! Free to do what I like,free to be myself and its exalting!!!

By the way,Im sorry of Im not here often and if I dont watch your blog but summer is so short!I enjoying my summer days,outside!

take care

chantal xxx

hello everybodys!!!!!

god,its been so long without a computer!!!!

I moved friday may 27 and I finally got the net,phone and cable today!! The moving went well,its took us(my dad,a friend and I )2 hours to move all my stuff and after that i spent 7 hours undoing all the boxes !I hate moving!

But im all set up,I really like my place and I find its nice to live alone,for the first time in my life.Went i come back from work,the place is exactly the same as it was when i left!No more dishes in the sink,no dirty clothes on the floor,no newspapers on the table...I eat what i want ,when i want !!

Im feeling peacefull,my life is great ....and im falling in love with a guys who really important for me..I didnt want to fall in love so quickly!! I was really scared when i realised what was happening but what can I do?!!!I cant fight this feeling anymore!(like the song! :lolWell to be honest,hes was the reason I left Bruno,because i realised I had growing feeling for him,that I was having more fun with him than Bruno and it made me realised I was not happy anymore.But I didnt expect we would get so close this quickly!but we are not rushing thing,we are taking our time and well see what happens.

Anyway,Im happy,my life is perfect and I know i made the best decision of my life. I want to thank all of you who sent me messages when i was confused and sad,It helped so much

I wish you all a great day!

chantal xxxx

for the first time,ive been tagged!thanks Rach!

1. my last name is Despres,which mean from the prairies,and my parents wanted to name me Marguerite,and thats the name of a flower...so im glad they didnt!

2. i have a brown birth mark on my left hand,and i was the first one to learn right from left in maternelle(kinder garden) because of that mark!

3. my first job was at a dunkin donut and at my first day,i promised my myself i woudnt never eat a donut again..and i didnt! its been 11 years! donut are gross!

4. i started driving lesson at 16 ..but it took me an other 13 years before i finally found the courage to pass my driver license!

5. i had my first boyfriend at almost 18 ...and all that goes with it..!

6. my parents house is haunted and i had some spooky experience in that house.there is nothing fun with the feeling of someone sitting next to you in your bed ,in the middle of the night,when you know your door is still closed...

7. im a manager in a grocery store,i manage the" service" which is the cashier and the wrappers.They gave me that job at 20 with 8 months of experience!

8. im a real cry baby! If im watching a sad movie or just a sad moment in a movie or a tv show,you can be sure that im going to cry! So heart and in my time of dying broked my heart!

9. Im also scared very easely,(the ring gave me nightmare for 2 nights!) but i absolutly adore watching spooky movies!im weird like that!

10. ive always been attracted by vampires .I have a lot of vampires movies and books.

so that it for now! now i have to decide who im going to tag... !

xx

hi!

ive got my keys and im moving in friday!Unless we cant rent a truck but it 5 days before july 1,so it should be ok.

This morning I got up and im feeling confused,because im happy and excited but im also scared ..and sad.I know this moving means that a huge part of my life is over.I was with him 6 years and its painfull to let it go,even if i dont love him anymore.Its stupid,i should be happy but im sitting here and im crying...ok,i will be fine.I was so busy with everything that i didnt gave myself time to be sad.So here it is! I cried and now Im feeling better! (well a bit!) I really hope we will stay in touch,but we never know what life will bring to us...

Ok! Now a happier note: friday night i will be in my place! My dad and a friend are going to help me move and since im going 5 min from here,it shoudnt take long!

I have to buy a illico system or else i wouldnt be able to watch supernatural ,and that is not going to happen!

I will keep posted about how im deeling with my new life!

Bye and take care

chantal xxx

hello,hello!

ok,I know i havent changed my blog for a long time,but my life is pretty busy these days! I found an appartment and Im so happy! Its small ,but its so cute,with big window,a lot of sunlight,clean and perfect for me! it will only cost me 475$ a month and its 175$ less than what i was willing to pay!

The landlord(is that how you write that?!!) told me i will have the keys sunday,so i might move before july 1! For those who dont know,july 1,in quebec,is a huge day because everybodys (or at least a LOT of people!) are moving the same day! Its crazy! if you want to rent a truck this day,you have to reserve it like 6 months in advance!!

So ,im living in boxes!And I spent the day calling everywhere to change my adress.Even if Bruno and i are not fighting,im glad im moving this quick because i feel im living in HIS house,not in mine.My place!!! i will have my own place!

beside that,not much going on.At the end of july,I will have 2 weeks off and i have no idea what im going to do..I was supposed to do some camping with Bruno..

For the first time in my life,I will be alone,i will have to take care of my own thing,make all the decision and its a bit scary but i know ill be fine ,im not stupid! It will be a good thing for me to take care of myself.

so that about it,i will try to come here more often but its summer and i will be busy making myself comfortable in that new place!!

see ya,all!

chantal xxx

Im bored,so I thought about doing my top 5,feel free to sent me yours!

favorites songs

1.silent lucidity ,by queensryche,for obvious reason!

2.self esteem,by the offspring,kick ass song!

3.the way you look tonight,by Tony Bennett,a beautiful love song

4.hurt,Johnny cash,not a huge fan but this song is amazing

5.renegade,by styx,rock and roll!!

favorites movies

1.Mr and Mrs smith,for Brad pitt in a toxedo!

2.resident evil trilogy,for the action,the zombies and the special effects

3. sixth sense,the best ghost movie ever

4.dirty dancing,the chick movie of my generation!

5.kill bill,cause its from Quentin!and its good!

favorites tv-show

1.supernatural

2.simpsons

3.amazing race

4.x-files

5. ? (dont watch tv much!)

favorites hotties

1. Jensen Ackles

2.Brad Pitt

3.David Beckham

4.Matthieu Fox

5.Hugh Jackman

This was harder than I thought!Especialy the movies.Anyway,thats it for me today!

have a nice day,xx