This week has be interesting. On Wednesday night I stayed up until 230am even though I had to get up at 6am. But I had an ENVS (EDIT: ENVS = ENVIRONMENTAL SCIENCE, sorry. I forget the people wouldn't understand that.) midterm on Thursday and I hadn't studied yet. So I was up studying. So I went to school the next day on less than four hours sleep and like no one showed up to chemistry since most of our clas-s is in ENVS. So they all obviously slept in. And this girl Kelsey invited me to come and hang out with people for a ENVS cram session/hang out. So I went. And it was fun. It was the first time I hung out with ENVS people outside of clas-s. And between all of my clas-ses all day I hung out with people. It was a really good day. On Friday I slept in and then Katie and I went to the gym and it was really good. Then we went back to my place and got ready for the night. A few weeks ago we invited out on this party bus. And then things got really weird. That stupid little "love triangle" so no one had really told us anything about it so we actually thought we were uninvited. So we decided to hit up our typical bar but no one would come out with us so it was just me and Katie. We get in there and like a few minutes later I get a text from Mike asking where we were. This was TWO hours after we were supposed to meet up with them. So like seriously, no one cared that we didn't show. And he started being a complete ahole to me, so I was a b*tch back and Katie was just killing herself about it. She's like I love you like this. Like I have this complete b*tch side but I rarely bring it out. But if someone is pushing me, it's going to come out. And it did. And I won. That's all the matters. For whatever reason that night the bar was sloowwww. And old people were obsessed with us. We got like hcore hit on but four sets of OLD people. Like my dad old. Drinks being bought, I wasn't drinking. It was so creepy. And like everyone was acting like it was a junior high dance, girls were together and boys were together. No mixing. It was so odd. So we were kind of bored and tired so we were going to call it early that night.

So we were just sitting there and this guy flies up and slams his beer in the middle of our table. Both Katie and I just kind of look at each other confused and looked at the guy. IT WAS OUR COUSIN KEVIN. Who lives like three hours away. It was totally random. We were like whattt, KEVIN? Kevin and I don't really get along. It's not like we fight or anything but that side of my family has totally judged me to be something I am not. So he thinks I am like this totally priss and stuff. But really I am a city kid that's it. I am not a hick like rest of them. I know how to have fun. But he doesn't know that about me because I am poised around family and we are never in the same place without all of the adults of family around. So he totally doesn't know who I am. Where him and Katie have spent a lot of time around each other and he knows her and they have a good relationship. So he was with these three guys. One from the small town that our families are from. And the other two from one of the outside towns. But all three of them live in the city for school. One of them goes to mine and two of them going to the tech school. I am not too sure how old they all were. Because Kevin is older than us. Like 22-ish I think. Kevin was trasheddd. He'd already been kicked off the tech school campus for a beer bong. Which he was really stoked up and was telling me all about it. And his friends were pretty chill. The one was really proud about knowing my name and I have no idea what his was. Like not at all. And only reason I know one of the other ones was because he was texting me the next day. Haha. But they were nice. Sometime Katie had met these other guys. Who were pretty cool. Who I ended up driving home. I so could get myself into trouble one of these days. And it turned out that were they were staying were on the same avenue I live on. One street down. So weird. We got invited to one of Kevin's friends houses but we didn't go. But it was really fun. And I think Kevin might have a slightly different opinion of me now slash, his friends were getting MY number not Katie's. I love the girl, but I am so sick of people always thinking that Katie is better than me. Not that I think I am better than her either. I just like to be on top once in awhile.

So on Saturday morning we got up early so Katie could go to work and we had to move nine pumpkins from my car to her car. So I got up with her. Then I went back to bed and when I woke up I had a bunch of texts. Of course creepy Mike, saying sorry and confessing more of his like, this kid I met through Kevin, one of the guys I drove home and Katie. Ignored Mike. Talked to the boys I met at the bar and Katie was in the hospital. Yeah. So I ended up spending my day at the hospital in Katie's town. Because it was her sister's birthday so I decided to go and help out and be Katie's doctor/babysitter. One of Kevin's friends, Jace was still texting me and invited me out and stuff. And I couldn't go obviously since I was in BD with Katie. But it was just hilarious, because we always make fun of that town our mom's grew up in since it's like in the middle of nowhere and so hick and hilarious and this is where this kid is from. Hah. Like I was texting a Corntown boy. Hah. My sister would die if she knew. And if he knew me, he wouldn't be texting me. He was like this total cowboy and I am this crazy, hippie, veggie city girl. HAHAH. It made me laugh.

BTW, Katie is fine. She was just dehydrated.

On my way home from BD I called my mom. And we were talking about stuff and somehow we ended up talking about my father and she told me that I need to find somewhere else to live. Not because I am being kicked out or anything. But this situation is so bad here. I can't deal with it. And she gets it. And like I let some stuff slip about stuff my ahole father has said about her in context to me. Basically anytime I make him mad he sits around mumbling about how it's my mother's fault because it's how she raised me and all this stuff. My parents are still together but my dad has never been home. And like we used to get along but last spring he decided he was going to tell me everything that is wrong with my life and teach me lessons and stuff. Like um, no. First all I am eighteen and I have made it through my life without him so far. Second of all, I am super independant and I won't change for anyone unless it makes sense to me. Third of all, he approaches it so wrong. Fourth of all, he pushes me and does not understand by trying to force me to be who he thinks I need to be is only forcing me further away. He makes me so mad. All the time. He's so passive aggressive. AHH.

When I was in BD is spent a lot of time talking to my Aunt (Katie's mom). She doesn't live there but she was in town so her youngest daughter could have a BD birthday. Anyways, I stuck around to help out. Cleaning up and stuff and ending up talking to my Aunt. I don't really like my Aunt too much. Her and my mom don't really get along and stuff. Anyways, she was telling me how worried she is about Katie and all of this stuff. And talking to be about her. And it makes me feel really awkward because Katie is one of my best friends. And I love her. And I am totally team Katie. She wants me take care of her. I already do. When I was talking to my mom afterwards she was saying that it's everyone in the family's thing thinking that I will save Katie. I don't know. It's weird, like she doesn't make some of the best decisions but it's not the worse. My aunt was super stoked to know that me and Katie talk about our Grandma. She died like four years ago and that's what brought Katie and I to be so close. My aunt thought that Katie kept that all bottled up inside. Like my Grandma practically raised Katie. And they were incredibly close. It was weird to talk about it.

1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Middle of forehead. Chicken pox.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Nothing.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
Snore sometimes and talk.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Mostly indie.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Yes.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Nothing really.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Home.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
My quilt my Grandma made me.

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
Five foot two and a half.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Yes.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Nope.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Me and my mom talking about my dad.

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
The worst case scenario.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
It's not going to be a make or break thing. But I like brown hair, blue eyes. AKA Nathan Scott.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
I don't really see myself proposing.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Coffee.

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Cheese.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Apple crisp.

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
Purple.

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
The snack that smiles back!

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
I have all of these homemade gifts from my Grandma.

22. DO YOU HAVE A CELEBRITY CRUSH?
I have an unhealthy infatuation with Nick Jonas. I know. Make fun of me. Then there is James Lafferty. And Austin Nichols. And Robert Buckley. And Chace Crawford. Taylor Kitsch. WOW.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Nope.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
Six.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes.

32. FAVORITE QUOTE
Of the moment..
"I mean, how many moments in life can you point to and say, 'That's when it all changed'? You just had one."
I know it's kind of random and old school. But I have been thinking about it a lot lately.

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
Home.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF Canada?
Yes.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Lots of things.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
Yes.

37. FIRST JOB?
Old Navy.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
I used to do that all the time.

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
I don't believe that people have JUST one soulmate. I think there are a lot of people out there that are perfect for you.

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Watching Dawson's Creek and still am.

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Yes.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
My hair.

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
Yes.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
MONEY. Or clothes or dvds. My birthday is on Friday so keep track!

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
Four. Laurelai, Kianna, Tayanne and Nathan.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yes.

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
I don't know really.

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE(D) ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
Friends.

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
Herbal Essences.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Not really.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
None.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Yes.

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
Yes.

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH THE IDEA OF FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
Don't really disagree.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
You don't have to be hot or anything, but you have to care. You know.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Screaming, crying, throwing things, writing.

58.WOULD YOU RATHER GAIN 58 POUNDS OR LOSE 58 POUNDS?
Lose.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
My dolls, barbies and Grand Champions.

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Not many. I delete on a constant basis.

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
Nope.

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Constantly.

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
Ew.

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Honesty, understanding, sense of humor, loyality, independance, sports-lover and ambition.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Lo, LAH, Ren and Laureno.

67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER?
Read minds.

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
One Tree Hill and Friday Night Lights.

69. WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
Let it go.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Oreo.

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
That I do.

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
It's a laptop and it's in every room.

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT
Sleep. Laundry.

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
Vancouver.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Could careless.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Jen and Dawson talk on Dawson's Creek. Apparently Jen has sold her soul.

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Pink lemonade.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My momma.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Hair.

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
Anything.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Myself lately.

82. FAVORITE SEASON(S) OF THE YEAR?
Early fall.

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
Sour watermelons.

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
Yes. Five of them. Three of them are currently in my life.

85.HAIR COLOR?
Dark brown.

86. EYE COLOR?
Hazel.

87. SHOE SIZE?
7.

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Subway.

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Joey Tomatos.

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Ew.

91. WATCH TV TODAY?
Yes.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
It changes every year.

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
I wish.

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
Democrat. Ish.

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Both.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Depends on the people.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Groceries.

98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
If I could hire someone to clean. Hah.

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Trick - Ellen Hopkins.

Hey all. It's been ten days since my last post. Thats awhile for me these days. Since on my other Blog I post like at least three times a day. But I write the most random things on that and it's practically my diary. But I used to come on here to vent but now I do that more on my other Blog. If it didn't entirely tell you everything about me, I would give you all the link. You all don't need to know just how crazy I am. The little bits you get are enough. Hah. So what's new with you all? I am currently supposed to be studying but Blackboard the thing I need to do it, refuses to work. So blog.

Me, me, me. Chasing Cars just came on my iPod. I love this song so much. It reminds me of both One Tree Hill and Grey's Anatomy. It played in both of their season finales in like 2006. It was a big deal in the Grey's finale. I think it may have been the CODA song. One Tree Hill had a Led Zeppelin song that season - Babe, I'm Gonna Leave You. Wow, I need a life. That was the last year of tv I was out of control knowing everything. I couldn't even remotely tell you what songs played in either of the next seasons of both shows. Haha. My best friend from home was here this weekend. It was fun. Like we are so chill it just doesn't matter what we do. We can do anything and it's fun. We went to the new mall outside of the city and it has the most amazing Forever 21. It's so huge and beautiful. I have been eating non-stop for a week. Bad food after bad food. It's so out of control. I feel so fat right now. Like it's out of control. If you all could see my other Blog you could see how much it's taking over my life. I think there are two entries in the past few days that DON'T mention it. It makes it way into every other entry. I am so unhealthy.

So you know that kid who has been texting me a lot and stuff. And it seemed like he liked me. And by seemed, I knew pretty much. Anyways, he finally told me. And like I don't like him. I have known him for a month. And I am this crazy, non-trusting, don't let people in person. So being that person there is no way I would "like" him already. You know. Every person I have ever had something with has always been a good friend first. That's the only way I will let someone in even that little bit. Anyways, he knows that he doesn't really have a chance. I doubt no matter how long I knew him, I would ever like like him. We are very different and he refuses to understand me and give me space. So no. Anyways, he knows that he doesn't have a chance, but he continues to talk to me like he does. It's weird. Like I don't think cut off all contact but seriously, quit pushing the dating angle. It's so weird.

I am currently rewatching season three of Friday Night Lights on dvd. I love that show so much. I was looking at stuff about the new season and how a bunch of characters aren't returning and it sucks. Like two of my favorites. Which are in two of my favorite couples. So it's going to be kind of lame. But FNL is amazing and I am sure they'll suck me right back in without those people. I watched OTH and GG last night. I hate Serena. Just saying. So much. She's such a fake person. Like yes, Blair's a witch. But she doesn't pretend to be anything but. Serena does a bunch of shady things and acts like it's not that big of a deal. Like ahhh. I really liked OTH last night. Normally whole supernaturalish things turn me right off. But I actually really liked learning about Clay's past. And I love Dan Scott. I always do. But seriously, he's awesome. I know he killed his brother and whatever and was emotionally abusive to everyone around him. But I love him. And he was amazing last night. I am super obsessed with Glee. I don't really have anything to say about it, but ILOVEIT! I am loving Grey's Anatomy right now. Like a lot. So good. Poor Alex. I love him. He needs someone better than that selfish witch known as Izzie. I don't understand why people love her so much. I love Alex and Izzie together, but seriously. He's just trying to take care of her and she acts like a total lunatic.

Katie (my cousin) and Henry totally have this weird facebook loving each other thing going on. It's so weird. Like they hated each other for so long. And now their names are in each other FB statuses and I think they talk more than we all do. It's so weird. Like right now all three of us are talking on my FB status. I can't wrap my mind around it.

QUIZTASTIC!

L A S T P E R S O N T H A T

1. Slept in bed beside you? Kat.
2. Saw you cry? My father.
3. You went to the movies with? Mike.
4. You went out to dinner with? Kat and Austin.
5. You talked on the phone to? Kat.
6. Made you laugh? Katie.


W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue? Neither.
2. Be serious or be funny? FUNNY.
3. Drink whole or skim milk? Skim.
4. Die in a fire or drown? Drown.
5. Spend time with your parents or with friends? Friends.

A R E Y O U ?

1. Simple or complicated? Simple on the surface, very complicated underneath.
2. Homosexual? Nope.
3. Retarded? I hate that word.

D O Y O U P R E F E R?

1. Flowers or candy? Flowers.
2. Gray or black? Black.
3. Color or Black and white photos? Black and white.
4. Sunrise or sunset? Sunset.
5. M&Ms or skittles? M&Ms.
6. Staying up late or going to bed early? Staying up late.


A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y !!

1. Do you like anyone? No.
2. Do they know it? Nothing to know.

D O Y O U P R E F E R. .

1. Sun or moon? Moon.
2. Winter or Fall? Fall.
3. Left or right? Right.
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? Two best friends.
5. Sun or rain? Both at the same time.
6. Vanilla or chocolate ice cream? Vanilla.
7. Vodka or Jack? Vodka, it's pretty much the only thing I'll drink.

A B O U T Y O U!

1. What time is it? 11:45 am.
2. Name? Lauren Ashley.
3. Nickname(s): Lo, Ren, LAH.
4. What is your birthdate?: November 6th, 1990.
5. What do you want? More of a life here.
7. How many kids do you want? Four. Three girls, one boy.
8. What would you want to name a girl? I have three full names - Laurelai Avery Grace, Kianna Lee Marie and Tayanne Lily Brie.
9. What would you want to name a boy? Nathan William Reese, Noah Alexander Kael and James Ethan Reid.
10. You want to get married? If I have kids, yes. If I don't, I don't care.
11. What kind of music do you like? Little bits of everything.

U N I Q U E!

1. Nervous Habits? Biting my inner lip.
2. Are you double jointed? That I am not.
3. Can you roll your tongue? Yes.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? Only one of them.
5. Can you cross your eyes? Yeah.
6. Do you make your bed daily? I don't know if I have ever done that.

R A N D O M:

1. Which shoe goes on first? Left.
2. Ever thrown something at someone? Constantly.
3. On average, how much money do you carry with you? Maybe forty.
4. What jewelry do you wear? Always my wish ring.
5. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? I don't do spaghetti.
6. Have you ever eaten Spam? Ew.
7. Favorite ice cream? Oreo.
8. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? One.
9. What's your favorite beverage? Water.
10. Do you cook? When I feel like it.

I N T H E L A S T M O N T H , H A V E Y O U ?

1. Had a relationship? No.
2. Bought something? Yes.
4. Sang? Yes.
5. Been kissed? No.
6. Been hugged: Yes.
7. Felt stupid: Yes.
8. Missed someone: Yes.

F I R S T ?

First CD: I am thinking the Spice Girls.
First Stuffed animal: First, I have no idea.

S I X L A S T S

Last Alcoholic Beverage: A raspberry Smirnoff.
Last Car ride: Ride.. A week and a half ago.
Last Song Played: World Spins Madly On - The Weepies. (Another song on both OTH and GA. I can tell you the episodes too.)
Bubble Bath: No remote idea.
Last time you Cried: A week ago.
Last Fight: Probably with my father.

H A V E Y O U E V E R

Have you ever been arrested? No.
Have you ever skinny dipped? Yes.
Have you ever been on TV? Yes.
Have you ever liked somone for more than 2 years? Yes.


S E V E N T H I N G S Y O U A R E W E A R I N G


1. Jeans.
2. Grey tank.
3. Black t-shirt.
4. Black sweater.
5. Socks.
6. Purple sneakers.
7. A bra.

T H R E E P E O P L E Y O U C A N T E L L A N Y T H I N G T O

1. Kat.
2. Kaia.
3. Katie.

T H R E E C H O I C E S

1. Black or White: Black.
2. Hot or Cold: Cold.
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla.

B E S T :

1. Male friend(s): Probably Henry, still.
2. Female friend(s): Kat, Kaia, Katie, Anne.
3. Vacation: Florida.
4. Memory: High school.

W O R S T

1. Time of day: When my alarm wakes me up.
2. Day of the week: Thursday.
3. Food: Meat.
4. Memory: Death.

L A S T :

1. Person you saw: People in chemistry. So Adam, Kendall, Christian, Kelsey and Justin.
2. Person you hugged: I have no idea.
3. Guy/Girl you kissed? Person.

T O M O R R O W :

1. Sleeping till? 9 ish.
2. Got any plans? School!
3. Dislikes about tomorrow? School. Mad studying for my midterm.

F A V O R I T E

1: Number: Six.
2: Song: Of the moment. Eyes on Fire - Blue Foundation.
3. Color: Purple.
4. Season: Early fall.

PS, My BlackBerry Pearl broke so now I have a Curve. And it's red and I am in love. No big deal. I have been big time obsessed with my twitter lately. Do any of you all use it? Mine is www.twitter.com/lo_ashley if you all do.

Me and Kat in our new sunglasses that
we have no business owning since
it's winter and the sun barely comes out
and we both already own so many pairs.

Blog title. - Definitely obsessively making my way through season 1 of The O.C. And for some reason I have mad love for Oliver.

HEY ALL. It's Saturday night. It is 10:20pm. I am on here. WOW. I feel super pathetic. But somewhat okay with it. I have kind of been in a mood the last couple of days. Like my reflective mood where I think about everything and anything. Yesterday was the first time I have felt any homesickness. I really just wanted to hang out with Kat. Just in my room. And I couldn't. And I was sad. I saw Kady yesterday. We went shopping. Henry informed me that he thought Katie (my cousin) is cute. SO FUNNY. They hated each other like two seconds ago. I need them to hook up. It would be so funny. Like Henry who grew up with Kaia. Who used to date Kady. Who liked me. Who Kat liked. Who now thinks Katie is cute. Like complicated. Awesome. It won't happen. but it would be funny. I feel really fat right now for some reason. I am just randomly thinking about that.

So on the 30th I am going on some party bus thing. And there is all of these complicated things going on. Cliffnote background. Sarah likes Mike. Katie and Mike almost hooked up. Katie and Sarah are really good friends. Sarah doesn't know about the almost hook up. So on this bus there will be all of them and bunch of other people. Anyways, last weekend Katie, Mike and I showed up to Sarah's together and Sarah kind of got mad and now is out to prove to Ali that he likes her (Sarah) more than her (Katie). I don't know which one is true. At all. Sarah doesn't know about my part in all of this. It's called, I am liked more than everyone involved. Sarah has no idea. Because I don't go opening my trap to everyone and anyone. Like we have hung out more than once and stuff. Getting texts super late asking for me to come over. To have sleepovers. Texts that they aren't getting. Like it's like just a really friendly basis thing. But I am the one being asked to go out. It's not them. You know. I don't really care what happens. I am definitely not emotionally in this. I don't know. Like this is all going to turn out so bad. I don't even know. I don't like being in the middle of drama. Not that I am yet. But I am going to be.

TV SHOWS. So I started watching Glee and Vampire Diaries. IN LOVE with Glee. It's so amazing. Like I love the music. I love the people. I love the cliches. I love it. Obsessed. Vampire Diaries, way better than I thought it would be. Enjoying it. One Tree Hill - it's better than I thought it would be this season. I am loving on Quinn and Clay. Gossip Girl - it's kind of whatever. I am so over Serena. I always have been, but seriously. I want more Chuck and Blair. And more Nate. Goodness. Grey's Anatomy. Shocked this week. Sort of. Poor Alex. I actually have been enjoying it. I love the fact that two of the new people are off of Everwood. Hannah and Laynie. Loved both of them. And that's all I am watching.

QUIZ.

Promise not to lie or erase any of these questions?
Sure thing.

If you married the last person that texted you, what would your last name be?
Thompson.

Do you know anyone named matt?
Not well.

What smiley face do you use often?
=D

Honestly, have you ever ate raw cookie dough?
Who hasn't?

Who were you with Saturday night?
Last Saturday was spent with The O.C. and chemistry and calculus studying. Some of this Saturday was with Mike and now it's with you all.

What is bothering you?
Boredom.

What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
Vanilla. Oreo. Reese.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Yes. I really need to have "believe" on my wrist.

Is there a difference between "best" friend and friend?
Sure is.

Do you take walks often?
I used to sometime at home.

What language do you want to learn?
Don't really care.

Is good grammar attractive?
Yes! But bad grammar isn't unattractive either. But if someone has good grammar, love it.

Are any of your friends taller than you?
Majority.

Do you crack your knuckles?
Constantly.

Spell your name with out an L:
Auren.

Do you like hugs?
Don't hate them like I used to.

Who was your last one from?
Mike.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Uhh. I was a mess this time last year. I don't know if I like this person or if I was just still so caught up with what had happened. Or whatever.

What are you listening to right now?
Everytime We Touch (slow) - Cascade. Wow. Summer of '08, you still give my heart a little pain now and then.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Katie.

Did you copy and paste this survey?
That I did.

Ever been to Georgia (the state)?
That would be a no.

Does anyone know your password besides you?
Nope.

Have you ever dated a football player?
Not date, date. But definitely have had a thing with one.

Last person to make you smile?
LKB's wall post.

Feel like talking to someone you haven't in a while?
Always.

Expecting something to change in the next month?
Probably.

Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
My Pearl.

Is there anything you should be doing right now?
Living.

Any cuts or bruises?
Yeah. These really random bruises on my hip.

Have you ever gone out of your way to make someone happy?
Yeah.

Do you have a reason to smile?
Not really.

Is there someone who can ALWAYS make you smile?
Yes.

Excited for anything?
Yes. Next weekend. My birthday weekend.

Someone recently told you something you didn't want to hear?
There's a lot of thing I don't want to hear.

Will tomorrow be a good day?
Hopefully.

Are you sober?
Always.

Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
All mine.

Are you in a good mood right now?
Not a great one.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Not everyone.

Would you rather be able to read minds or be able to fly?
Minds, I think.

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
Vaguely.

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
Well that would be kind of odd.

Do you regret anything?
I try not to.

Who was the last person you had a face to face conversation with?
Mike.

What were you doing at 12 am last night?
Half asleep on the couch watching the family channel.

Do you have any tattoos?
Nope.

What's in your wallet?
Money. Cards. ID. Receipts. Fortunes. Movie tickets.

What's under your bed?
Carpet.

What's on that way top shelf or in the very far back of your closet?
A bag.

Do you sleep with anything?
A pillow and blanket.

Has someone ever called you beautiful?
Yes.

Are you wearing short shorts?
Yes.

Do you miss anyone?
Constantly.

Do you like messages or comments better?
Either.

What are you drinking?
Nothing.

Are you a b!tch?
Apparently.

Anything dramatic go down yesterday?
I am sure somewhere, something did go down.

Are you afraid to stay home all alone?
Not at all. I love it.

Have you ever walked away from someone who was yelling at you?
Yes.

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
Sometimes.

Has anyone licked you in the past week?
No.

Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
Yes.

When you say you don't care do you mean it?
I saw whatever when I care. And I don't care when I actually don't care.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
It is always the plan.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
A lot of the time.

Do you like to take walks?
Didn't I already answer this question.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
Yes.

What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Bathing I think.

Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
Depends on what the situation is.

What is on your wrists right now?
A ponytail holder.

Did you sleep alone last night?
That I did.

Have you ever felt lonely?
Yes.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Like seven.

Reason for the last tear shed?
Can't remember.

ME RIGHT NOW.

ps, so i was talking to this guy. previously mentioned guy tonight on fb chat. and he's all like you're hard to read and i was like what do you mean? and he got all weird and was like nevermind, you don't want to know. just forget i asked. like whattt? i am so confused about that statement. and like i said i would let it go. but i really want to know. like hcore. i am really open person most of the time so i don't know how it may be hard for me to be read. bah.

Hey everyone. How is it going? I am on my midterm studying break. On Wednesday I have my Human Geography midterm and on Friday I have both my Chemistry and Calculus midterm. I am not too stressed with Human Geography but Chemisty and Calculus. Oh my goodness, so freaked out. Today is my Chemistry study day. And tomorrow is my Calculus study day. It is Thanksgiving here. I am avoiding it. I do not eat any of the food involved in whole thing. And it is at my Aunt and Uncle's house and I am over being around them. My Uncle says some of the most inappropriate things because my family are a bunch of redneck hicks. That is something I am not. There have always been things that everyone says that bother me a lot. Lately for some reason I have been speaking out towards them. So I stopped putting myself in the situations where I was going to seem like a preachy person. But yeah. Midterms. So over it already. So stressed. I have been trying to study for my Chemisty one and I can not figure it out. So I am becoming very frustrated so I had to give myself a break. Plus I had to eat since I have been starving myself again lately, so I was starving and my energy was so low. So I ate. I tried studying at the library but I do not know, I just could not concentrate. I just want to hang out and I am fighting the urge. So much. After I write this blog, I think I might have a nap and then get back on the Chemistry bandwagon.

Uhh, I went home last weekend. It was kind of nice. I liked being there but I kind of missed it here as well. I spent most of the time with Kat. I ended up coming home on Thursday night after my night course And I did not tell anyone that I was going home. So the next day I surprised Kat at school during lunch. So we hung out in my car for like 45 minutes. It was the first time I had seen her in more than three weeks. That day I also went and visited work. And all my favorites were there. It was really nice to see everyone. And everyone missed me. I got hugs from everyone. I was allowed in the back room. One of the girls told me that that very day she had been walking in the store after the morning meeting and said to another one of the girls that she missed me. One of the managers said she was going to send me a facebook message since she needed to know what was up with me. It was nice to be there. I did not realise just how much I missed it. I am definitely going back to work at Christmas when I am in RD. I went out for coffee with Kady afterwards. And it was really nice actually. Which is weird for us, we normally end up with awkward silences and stuff. It's like she understands now. Everything. Like she started telling me some story about Henry and everything that happened with them in the last 6 months or so. And I like I hung out with Henry that week as well. So I had heard all of it already. I do not know really why both of them felt the need to talk about it. But when I told her that Henry had already told me and that he was crazy normal in ctown, she accepted it. It was nice seeing her. Kat and I hung out that night. Ate everything in sight. No big deal. And I saw Mia the next day and then hung out with Kat for rest of the day. And the next day I hung out with Kaia. And we got pedicures. Which was a first for me. So weird. And I went back to ctown early and finished moving everything in my new room. (We moved from a different apartment to a new one last week as well) My room got all nice and organized. Which is really nice. I have my own space now, it has been really good for me. I have been a lot happier since.

I had my first midterm this week. And my first paper due. So I am trying to behave myself and do everything before the last minute. I did not. I wrote my paper at like 6 pm the night before and studied for my test the same day I had it. But I think the test went really well. Since it was only on the first three chapters, cramming was still reasonable. Plus one of the chapters was genetics which is something I already knew and am really good at. People came out saying it was hard. I didn't feel that way at all, so I hope that's good news for me. The paper I totally slacked on. So I don't expect much from that. I found out I am doing better in calculus than I thought. So that was nice. I just need to sit down and study some. I avoided plans all week. Which was good for me. I am totally such a social butterfly it's out of control. I was eating everything in sight for the last week. I went h-core ana for the last couple of days. I am eating again as of today. I am so stupid. I need the energy from the food. I have been watching the first season of The O.C. lately. I forgot how awesome it was. I don't watch much tv these days. I have only been watching OTH, GG, GA. I also sort of started watching Vampire Diaries. I am behind a few episodes. But I have a good internet watching source, so I am trying to catch up.

Yesterday was my free day. It was the day I decided I could do whatever I wanted. So Katie came over early and saw the new apartment and she had made vague plans with Mike, this guy we met a couple weeks ago. Who tried to hook up with Katie. Who Katie's friend likes. Who texts me a lot. So all kind of all weird. So Katie and Mike were texting about hanging out. While I was getting ready, the first time I was wearing make-up and doing my hair since Saturday. I have lived in hoodies, ponytails and make-upless face all week because I just did not have the time to care. So yesterday I was going to care. My hair was straight, I was wearing make up. My clothes actually has some thought behind them. (Today I am back in my yoga pants and hoodie.) Whatever. So we went picked up Mike because later that night we were going to this fire, hosted by Katie's friend, who likes Mike. Who I barely know. Haha. Awkward. And there was drinking involved and since I am the sober one all the time, I drive a lot. So we went to Toy Story 1 and 2 3D! It was apparently super necessary because of me. Since we had plans to see it from earlier in the week that we both cancelled because of school. For both of us. So he told Katie that because I was coming that we had to go. So we went. Way too funny for a children's movie. Like it's not funny unless you understand the innuendo. Hah. Afterwards we went to the fire. And like one the way there Mike was whinning about how awkward it was going to be. And like it's so stupid, because he made it awkward. Like he is sort of playing Sarah. (The friend) Like if he didn't know she liked him, it wouldn't call it that. But since he knows, I don't know. I am not a 100% on the situation. So we go. And it was soooo cold. I live in Alberta, Canada. And mother nature this year decided we were going directly from summer to winter. Two weeks ago I was wearing shorts, now I am wearing winter boots, mittens and jackets and still freezing. So there was a lot of people there. And I didn't know anyone. But like I am okay in that sort of situation, so it was fine. And then this girl Jessica showed up. And her boyfriend is Mike's best friend which is how that whole thing is connected. Anyways, she was very quiet and obviously didn't like Katie. I didn't get the best vibe from her and it was weird because I have met and hung out with her boyfriend a couple times and he is very nice and they don't seem anything alike. Anyways, Jessica and Mike end up leaving to get Big Macs. And I could tell something was up. Next thing you know Sarah got a text saying they weren't coming back. And she was not happy. And every single person around the fire looked at her and started talking about how he was the guy who she liked. Like wow, I am so not one of those people that I let everyone in on stuff like that and the fact that literally 15 people including her brothers all knew. Eek. Especially since I know way more about the whole thing. Me and Katie left fairly early, we were freezing, Katie's super sick. So early night.

I got home and I was just prancing around getting ready for my night in. Katie was already texting me. Then I got a text from Mike whinning about how we didn't get to hang out. Hah. I was like uhhh, you ditched us, don't complain. And I was on facebook. Then he started talking to me on there. About Katie, I guess she was annoying him. Which I get. She has quite the personality. I am fine with it, but most people can't understand how I hang out with her so much. I guess I have known her so long that it doesn't matter. It just doesn't bother me. At all. Somedays I want to punch her out. But I tell her when that's going down. Anyways, we're talking and he asks if I want to do anything. And I am totally a yes person. So I say sure. He ended up coming over to watch a movie where he proceeded to pick HSM3 out of my collection to watch. So we watched it. And talked until 3 am. I haven't done that in so long with someone. Other than my best friends. I found out though that he thinks that Sarah doesn't like him anymore. And like I don't know what to say to anyone about all of that drama. Like uhh, I am really good at reading people plus I know stuff. Like it's out of control. And like I don't know how much I am pushing boundaries. Like I we are friends, but like 3 am movie watching.. I don't know. Like I don't have any preference with everything, but I don't want to make anyone mad. I will just keep my mouth shut. And not worry about it. I think.

I am randomly really obsessed with songs that remind me of the summer of 08. I don't know why. But I keep listening to them over and over again. And go back to what was going on then. It makes me realize how much I miss certain people. And still how much I don't know about decisions I made. Which is super weird to still be lingering on it. Everytime We Touch (the slow version) by Cascada is the first song I listen to everytime I use my iPod. So random. I miss them though. My friends from RD think that I am a bar star now. It's so funny. Anyways, this blog is way longer than I ever thought it would be.

Be honest no matter what.

[ONE] Who was your last text from?
Katie.

[Two] Where was your default pic taken?
My back pasture.

[Three] What's your middle name?
Ashley.

[Four] Your current relationship status?
Single.

[Five] Do you wish your relationship status was different?
Have I ever not been okay with being single?

[Six] What is your current mood?
Stressed.

[Eight] What color shirt are you wearing?
Blue hoodie, white tank.

[Nine] What was the last thing you drank?
Strawberry, banana Crystal Light.

[Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
I second guess my decisions all the time.

[Eleven] Have a crazy side?
Not really. Sometimes there is an insane side.

[Twelve] Ever had a near death experience?
Not that I can think of.

[Thirteen] Something you do a lot?
Listen to music.

[Fourteen] Angry at anyone?
Nope.

[Fifteen] Do you wanna see somebody right now?
I am always up for seeing people.

[Seventeen] When as the last time you cried?
Uhh, I can't actually remember.

[Eighteen] Who would you do anything for?
Yes.

[Nineteen] Who are your heroes?
Not really into the whole "hero" thing.

[Twenty]What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Face.

[Twenty-one] What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Skinny Caramel Latte.

[Twenty-two] What's your biggest secret?
Secrets, who has secrets?

[Twenty-three] Where is your ex?
Invisible.

[Twenty-five] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
Not obsessed with Disney or anything.

[Twenty-six] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Nothing for once.

[Twenty-seven] Do you speak any other languages?
I can eye talk.

[Twenty- eight] Whats your favorite smell?
Spring, vanilla.

[Twenty-nine] Describe your life?
Change.

[Thirty] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
I have not had a Haley and Nathan moment.

[Thirty one] Do you like the rain?
Yes. As long as it is just rain, no storm.

[Thirty-two] What are you thinking about right now?
Gilmore Girls. Watching it. Loving it.

[Thirty-three] What should you be doing right now?
Studying for my midterms.

[Thirty-five] What are you listening to?
Lorelai and Rory talking about Rory and Dean kissing.

[Thirty-eight] Do you act differently around the person you like?
What person?

[Thirty-nine] What is your natural hair color?
Dark, dark, dark brown. And more than a couple of greys.

[Forty] Who was the last person to make you smile?
Not a clue.

picture of the day.

I am sure there are other things I should be talking about that have happened recently. But oh my goodness, I had quite the night last night and I feel a need to write it down. So yesterday. I was hanging out with Katie, my cousin. And we did a few things throughout the day and went to FAME at like 7. (Which I really liked, in the cheesy awesomeness). After the movie Katie had a text from a friend asking if we wanted to come out them. So we came back to my place and got ready. And we walk down to the bar. And we get there and it's super slow. Because for whatever reason everyone goes out super early here. Like at home, no one goes out before 11. For sure. And then another one of Katie's friends walk in with another girl and three guys. And she took off talking to them. And I just sat talking to her other friend. Eventually I end up in the bathroom and Ali's telling me how we can't hit on this one kid with her friend since Katie's friend likes him. So I was like okay. Not that I would have anyways. Since that's so not me. Me and Katie end up hanging out with that table of people and the friend we originally came out with was not having a good night (she has a lot of problems going on her life) so her and her boyfriend decide to head out. Whatever. So the other girl who came with Katie's friend was all up in this off-limit's guys business. And Sarah (Ali's friend) was getting hammered. Completely and totally. There was this way older guy obsessed with my hair and eyeballs. That was odd. And then Katie decided she was getting drunk. And staying at my place. So me, Katie, Sarah and these two guys (two of the people that came with Sarah) are on the dance floor. And I am not a huge dancer. Like I can't do the whole skanky grinding thing. I don't know why. I just suck at it. So this Mike kid (off limit kid) he's starting to get up in my business and I am straight, like I don't dance and this that and the other thing. He's like I am teaching you. So I danced. Like what the heck. When did that happen. And I was wearing like 15 bracelets since I am into this hippie thing. And all of these guys were like uber obsessed with that. I was bracelet girl. But they all knew my name as well. Which is unusual. So Katie is an aggressive girl. And an amazing dancer. So next thing you know Katie and Mike are IN each others business. Like straight up. And Sarah was obviously hurt by it. But apparently Katie asked. But seriously. And since I am so much of a buds before studs kind of girl. I felt so bad for her. I don't really know what happened for awhile. I was sitting around, Katie and Mike were dancing. Sarah was so done so the other girl was going to take her home but she had also driven the other two guys that were still there. Mike and Milo. So Katie volunteers me to drive them home. So they stayed. And I just kind of hung out with this Milo guy. And we were on the smoke patio and a guy that Milo knew came up and was talking to me. And somehow got my number out of me. Since I can't say no. And then he starts saying all of this stuff. And like so anti who I am. Ugh. (He's been obsessively texting me all day. And I don't respond to most of them and the ones I have it's been two word answers) Finally it's like 230 in the morning and we get Katie and Mike to leave and we go back to my place so I can get my car.

On the way there. Katie and Mike were like playfully fighting. So then he was all up on talking to me because he was playing games with her. In the proccess he calls me beautiful and I don't know what it is, but I am so over being judged on how I look. I can't deal with it. At all. So I was screaming about that. I live downtown. And I wasn't wearing much yesterday. Since it was the same outfit I was wearing in the day and it was hot. So I was wearing short white shorts, like a loose gray tank, tall black boots and lots of jewelry. Anyways, Mike asks me if walking around downtown like that if people ever mistake for a hooker. Like whatttt!? We did not just go there. Eventually we get my car and someone decided it was necessary to go to Denny's. So we went. At this point it comes openingly out why Katie and Mike should not hook up. The whole Sarah thing. And then this kid suggests a threesome. Katie and I are blood relatives. Uhh, no. And then he was just trying to play us both. It was so out of control. Like we aren't stupid, I was completely sober. So after Denny's we go back to his house, Milo was staying there. And we went in. And Katie straight up told me to not let her do anything with Mike. So we go up to his room since his sister had some people over as well and they were taking up all the other space. Immediately Milo passed out on the couch in the room. So it was just the three of us up. And I was laying in his bed backwards and he was in it too. And Katie was playing Wii since you know it was 5 am and that was necessary. I was practically asleep when Mike and Katie decide hooking up is needed. So I tried to be a brat for awhile. But it didn't work so I just let it go. And I went downstairs and chilled with his cats. And then Katie came down pretty much right away and had apparently grown a brain and was not going to hook up with him.

So we decide to go to bed. It was like 6 ish at this point. And Katie had to work at ten this morning. So we had to get up at like 745 so we could get back to my place to get her car and so she could drive out of town to her job. So we were just dreading it. So I was laying on the floor near the bed. And Katie and Mike were in the bed. And they were fighting because Katie felt zero need to sleep for some reason. Then apparently it was necessary for my butt to start being grabbed. Because it was nice. (BTW, I have a flat butt. It's nothing special.) But both of them wouldn't stop talking about it. And I was seriously like dead. So tired. So I was done fighting back. Then for some reason Mike got out of his bed. (His bed was a single, just saying) So I jump into it. And then it was three of us. And Katie got mad and left for some reason, still not a 100% sure what when on there. And all you hear is the house door closing. I was too tired to care. And then Mike went to check and make sure she didn't let any cats out. And if my keys were still there. And went talked to his sister. And then came back and I was almost passed out and lets me know that my keys are still there and that his sister things he should be trying to get with me since I am the cuter one. Again so tired, barely responded. So I got like a half hour of sleep. But I was freezing. Still in my clothes and no blankets. Then Katie came back into the room, panting and I sat up and was talking to her. She went for a run. In her wedge boots. Like insane. And then I was demanded to lay back down so I did and napped a little. Until my alarm went off. And at some point there was a sheet put on me. I don't know. So Katie and I left. Said bye to the boys and peaced.

So I got home and I went on the computer for a bit since I wasn't that tired anymore. Once I am awake, I am awake. So I screwed around for a little before finally collapsing. And I wake up a couple hours later to an insane amount of messages on my phone. I don't actually text that often and when I do it's mostly BBM and a lot of the messages on my phone were actual texts. I had five different texts from three guys I had met last night. And a couple normal ones. It was so weird. And like I got rid of the two guys half decently fast. Since I really didn't meet them or whatever. But Mike has been obsessively texting me all day about me coming out tonight. I am totally the girl who doesn't go out unless I have a good friend with me. And Katie can't go out tonight and she's my only friend here. So it was a definite no. But he's been texting me all day. And like he was mostly a decent enough guy to be around. But like is he stupid thinking that both Katie and I don't know he's hitting on us both. Like what. And just told me about how he wanted to cuddle and all of this stuff last night. Like he was trying to get with Katie last night. Everything was so weird. And like so stupid. Like we went home with two guys that we had met that night. Even if they are friends of friends. So dumb. Like I normally don't do that kind of stuff. I don't know. So bad. And I want to hang out with them again. Like I had a lot of fun last night. If my friends from home knew what I was up to here, they'd die. Absolutely and completely. I kind of like it. I have always said this would happen when I left RD. That I would be this other person. Because in RD I always felt when I did something considered out of character that everyone would judge me for it. Or make a big deal of it. And here it doesn't matter. I wanna be out and run into Randy or Henry and see their reactions. It would be priceless.

QUIZ.

TEN WHATS:

1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?:
I don't even know when we can consider waking up for me today. Mostly what the eff went down last night.

2. What was the last person you messaged?:
Kat.

3. What is the most important part of your life right now?:
School.

4. What would you rather be doing right now?:
Nothing, I am waiting for a reasonable time to get ready to go out tonight.

5. What did you last cry over?:
Everything.

6. What always makes you feel better when you're upset?:
Blasting music (lately it's been LVTT) and driving.

7. What are your plans tomorrow?:
HOMEWORK. HOMEWORK. HOMEWORK.

9. What are you worried about?:
Lots of different things.

10. What are you looking forward to most in this week?:
Friday. Going home to RD for the weekend.



NINE HAVE-YOU-EVERS:

1. Have you ever liked someone with a girlfriend/boyfriend?:
Probably.

2. Have you ever had your heart broken?
No.

3. Have you ever played on a sports team?:
Yes.

4. Have you ever been afraid of death?:
Always.

6. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?:
I guess so.

7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?:
Not that I know of.

8. Have you ever dated someone younger then you?:
No.

9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?:
All the time.

EIGHT WHOS:

1. Who was the last person you saw?:
My dad.

2. Who was the last person you hugged?:
Katie.

3. Who was the last person you called?:
Katie.

4. Who was the last person to call you?:
Katie. (we were playing phone tag)

5. Who was your first crush?:
I actually don't have a vague clue.

6. Who was the last person to text message you?
Mike.

7.Who is the last person you texted?
Kat.

8. Who did you last yell at?:
Katie/Mike last night.

SEVEN WHENS:

1. When was your last shower?
Less than an hour ago.

2. When did you last see your mom?
The tenth.

3. When was your last hug?:
This morning.

4. When did you last dress up?:
Like dress, dress up.. My cousin's wedding.

5. When was the last time you cried?
Monday.

6. When did you last go to the movie theatre?:
Yesterday.

7. When were you born?:
November 6th, 1990.

SIX WHERES:

1. Where do(es) your best friend(s) live?:
RD, P, BD.

2. Where did you last go?:
Home.

3. Where did you last hang out?:
I guess, Mike's house.

4. Where do you go to school?:
MRU.

5. Where is your favorite place to be?:
Somewhere fun.

6. Where did you sleep last night?:
HAHA. I don't even know how to answer that question. I didn't really sleep last night. When I was "sleeping" I was on floors and beds. Not my own.

FIVE DO/DOES:

1. Do you like someone right now?:
Nope.

2. Do they like you too?:
Irrelevant.

3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?:
Sometimes.

4. Do you know the muffin man?:
I know someone who does.

5. Does the future scare you?:
Yes.

FOUR WHYS:

1. Why are you best friends with your best friends?:
Because they are incredible. They make me laugh, they are there no matter what, I can tell them anything.

2. Why did you get a Facebook?:
Because Randy constantly told me to in Physics 20. So I did. And it changed my life. (Literally.)

3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?:
Because they liked it.

4. Why are you doing this survey?:
It looked interesting enough.

THREE IFS:

1. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?:
Fly or read minds.

2. If you married the last person that messaged you, what would your last name be?
Wall.

3. If you were stranded on a desert island and could bring one thing what would it be?:
My phone.

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVERS:

1. Would you ever be friends with someone again, who you promised yourself you never would be because they were mean to you?:
I have done that before. More than once. So I guess the answer is yes.

2. Would you ever shave your head to save the person you love?:
Probably. But it would be hard. I love my hair, a lot.

ONE

1. Name a dream you wish to fulfill:
To discover who I am and be that person. And travel the world.

PICTURE.

Me this moring. Messss. You can't see really because of my glasses, but my eyes are exceptionally puffy.