This week has be interesting. On Wednesday night I stayed up until 230am even though I had to get up at 6am. But I had an ENVS (EDIT: ENVS = ENVIRONMENTAL SCIENCE, sorry. I forget the people wouldn't understand that.) midterm on Thursday and I hadn't studied yet. So I was up studying. So I went to school the next day on less than four hours sleep and like no one showed up to chemistry since most of our clas-s is in ENVS. So they all obviously slept in. And this girl Kelsey invited me to come and hang out with people for a ENVS cram session/hang out. So I went. And it was fun. It was the first time I hung out with ENVS people outside of clas-s. And between all of my clas-ses all day I hung out with people. It was a really good day. On Friday I slept in and then Katie and I went to the gym and it was really good. Then we went back to my place and got ready for the night. A few weeks ago we invited out on this party bus. And then things got really weird. That stupid little "love triangle" so no one had really told us anything about it so we actually thought we were uninvited. So we decided to hit up our typical bar but no one would come out with us so it was just me and Katie. We get in there and like a few minutes later I get a text from Mike asking where we were. This was TWO hours after we were supposed to meet up with them. So like seriously, no one cared that we didn't show. And he started being a complete ahole to me, so I was a b*tch back and Katie was just killing herself about it. She's like I love you like this. Like I have this complete b*tch side but I rarely bring it out. But if someone is pushing me, it's going to come out. And it did. And I won. That's all the matters. For whatever reason that night the bar was sloowwww. And old people were obsessed with us. We got like hcore hit on but four sets of OLD people. Like my dad old. Drinks being bought, I wasn't drinking. It was so creepy. And like everyone was acting like it was a junior high dance, girls were together and boys were together. No mixing. It was so odd. So we were kind of bored and tired so we were going to call it early that night.

So we were just sitting there and this guy flies up and slams his beer in the middle of our table. Both Katie and I just kind of look at each other confused and looked at the guy. IT WAS OUR COUSIN KEVIN. Who lives like three hours away. It was totally random. We were like whattt, KEVIN? Kevin and I don't really get along. It's not like we fight or anything but that side of my family has totally judged me to be something I am not. So he thinks I am like this totally priss and stuff. But really I am a city kid that's it. I am not a hick like rest of them. I know how to have fun. But he doesn't know that about me because I am poised around family and we are never in the same place without all of the adults of family around. So he totally doesn't know who I am. Where him and Katie have spent a lot of time around each other and he knows her and they have a good relationship. So he was with these three guys. One from the small town that our families are from. And the other two from one of the outside towns. But all three of them live in the city for school. One of them goes to mine and two of them going to the tech school. I am not too sure how old they all were. Because Kevin is older than us. Like 22-ish I think. Kevin was trasheddd. He'd already been kicked off the tech school campus for a beer bong. Which he was really stoked up and was telling me all about it. And his friends were pretty chill. The one was really proud about knowing my name and I have no idea what his was. Like not at all. And only reason I know one of the other ones was because he was texting me the next day. Haha. But they were nice. Sometime Katie had met these other guys. Who were pretty cool. Who I ended up driving home. I so could get myself into trouble one of these days. And it turned out that were they were staying were on the same avenue I live on. One street down. So weird. We got invited to one of Kevin's friends houses but we didn't go. But it was really fun. And I think Kevin might have a slightly different opinion of me now slash, his friends were getting MY number not Katie's. I love the girl, but I am so sick of people always thinking that Katie is better than me. Not that I think I am better than her either. I just like to be on top once in awhile.

So on Saturday morning we got up early so Katie could go to work and we had to move nine pumpkins from my car to her car. So I got up with her. Then I went back to bed and when I woke up I had a bunch of texts. Of course creepy Mike, saying sorry and confessing more of his like, this kid I met through Kevin, one of the guys I drove home and Katie. Ignored Mike. Talked to the boys I met at the bar and Katie was in the hospital. Yeah. So I ended up spending my day at the hospital in Katie's town. Because it was her sister's birthday so I decided to go and help out and be Katie's doctor/babysitter. One of Kevin's friends, Jace was still texting me and invited me out and stuff. And I couldn't go obviously since I was in BD with Katie. But it was just hilarious, because we always make fun of that town our mom's grew up in since it's like in the middle of nowhere and so hick and hilarious and this is where this kid is from. Hah. Like I was texting a Corntown boy. Hah. My sister would die if she knew. And if he knew me, he wouldn't be texting me. He was like this total cowboy and I am this crazy, hippie, veggie city girl. HAHAH. It made me laugh.

BTW, Katie is fine. She was just dehydrated.

On my way home from BD I called my mom. And we were talking about stuff and somehow we ended up talking about my father and she told me that I need to find somewhere else to live. Not because I am being kicked out or anything. But this situation is so bad here. I can't deal with it. And she gets it. And like I let some stuff slip about stuff my ahole father has said about her in context to me. Basically anytime I make him mad he sits around mumbling about how it's my mother's fault because it's how she raised me and all this stuff. My parents are still together but my dad has never been home. And like we used to get along but last spring he decided he was going to tell me everything that is wrong with my life and teach me lessons and stuff. Like um, no. First all I am eighteen and I have made it through my life without him so far. Second of all, I am super independant and I won't change for anyone unless it makes sense to me. Third of all, he approaches it so wrong. Fourth of all, he pushes me and does not understand by trying to force me to be who he thinks I need to be is only forcing me further away. He makes me so mad. All the time. He's so passive aggressive. AHH.

When I was in BD is spent a lot of time talking to my Aunt (Katie's mom). She doesn't live there but she was in town so her youngest daughter could have a BD birthday. Anyways, I stuck around to help out. Cleaning up and stuff and ending up talking to my Aunt. I don't really like my Aunt too much. Her and my mom don't really get along and stuff. Anyways, she was telling me how worried she is about Katie and all of this stuff. And talking to be about her. And it makes me feel really awkward because Katie is one of my best friends. And I love her. And I am totally team Katie. She wants me take care of her. I already do. When I was talking to my mom afterwards she was saying that it's everyone in the family's thing thinking that I will save Katie. I don't know. It's weird, like she doesn't make some of the best decisions but it's not the worse. My aunt was super stoked to know that me and Katie talk about our Grandma. She died like four years ago and that's what brought Katie and I to be so close. My aunt thought that Katie kept that all bottled up inside. Like my Grandma practically raised Katie. And they were incredibly close. It was weird to talk about it.

1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Middle of forehead. Chicken pox.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Nothing.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
Snore sometimes and talk.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Mostly indie.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Yes.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Nothing really.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Home.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
My quilt my Grandma made me.

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
Five foot two and a half.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Yes.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Nope.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Me and my mom talking about my dad.

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
The worst case scenario.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
It's not going to be a make or break thing. But I like brown hair, blue eyes. AKA Nathan Scott.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
I don't really see myself proposing.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Coffee.

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Cheese.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Apple crisp.

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
Purple.

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
The snack that smiles back!

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
I have all of these homemade gifts from my Grandma.

22. DO YOU HAVE A CELEBRITY CRUSH?
I have an unhealthy infatuation with Nick Jonas. I know. Make fun of me. Then there is James Lafferty. And Austin Nichols. And Robert Buckley. And Chace Crawford. Taylor Kitsch. WOW.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Nope.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
Six.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes.

32. FAVORITE QUOTE
Of the moment..
"I mean, how many moments in life can you point to and say, 'That's when it all changed'? You just had one."
I know it's kind of random and old school. But I have been thinking about it a lot lately.

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
Home.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF Canada?
Yes.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Lots of things.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
Yes.

37. FIRST JOB?
Old Navy.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
I used to do that all the time.

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
I don't believe that people have JUST one soulmate. I think there are a lot of people out there that are perfect for you.

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Watching Dawson's Creek and still am.

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Yes.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
My hair.

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
Yes.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
MONEY. Or clothes or dvds. My birthday is on Friday so keep track!

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
Four. Laurelai, Kianna, Tayanne and Nathan.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yes.

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
I don't know really.

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE(D) ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
Friends.

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
Herbal Essences.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Not really.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
None.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Yes.

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
Yes.

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH THE IDEA OF FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
Don't really disagree.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
You don't have to be hot or anything, but you have to care. You know.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Screaming, crying, throwing things, writing.

58.WOULD YOU RATHER GAIN 58 POUNDS OR LOSE 58 POUNDS?
Lose.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
My dolls, barbies and Grand Champions.

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Not many. I delete on a constant basis.

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
Nope.

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Constantly.

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
Ew.

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Honesty, understanding, sense of humor, loyality, independance, sports-lover and ambition.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Lo, LAH, Ren and Laureno.

67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER?
Read minds.

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
One Tree Hill and Friday Night Lights.

69. WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
Let it go.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Oreo.

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
That I do.

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
It's a laptop and it's in every room.

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT
Sleep. Laundry.

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
Vancouver.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Could careless.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Jen and Dawson talk on Dawson's Creek. Apparently Jen has sold her soul.

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Pink lemonade.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My momma.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Hair.

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
Anything.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Myself lately.

82. FAVORITE SEASON(S) OF THE YEAR?
Early fall.

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
Sour watermelons.

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
Yes. Five of them. Three of them are currently in my life.

85.HAIR COLOR?
Dark brown.

86. EYE COLOR?
Hazel.

87. SHOE SIZE?
7.

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Subway.

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Joey Tomatos.

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Ew.

91. WATCH TV TODAY?
Yes.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
It changes every year.

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
I wish.

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
Democrat. Ish.

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Both.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Depends on the people.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Groceries.

98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
If I could hire someone to clean. Hah.

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Trick - Ellen Hopkins.