And it left me a little bit on the traumatised side.

To be honest it wasnt as awesome as I was expecting. Not that it wasnt awesome but I was kind of expecting a big huge fight with demon minions and a big fight to the death with Lilith. She wasnt all that difficult to get rid of, although in fairness that was because of Sammy doing....whatever it was he did.

I did like how Lilith turned out to be in Ruby's body because I totally did not see that coming! Ruby/Katie Cassidy as Lilith was so very creepy. Not as creepy as that little girl mind you.

Anyway back to the important stuff...

The end! Oh my god the end! Dean wasnt just killed, he was ripped apart! With blood spurting and bones cracking and screaming and more blood spurting, all infront of Sam, who was completely powerless to do anything. And then when he was crying over Dean's body....Jared/Sam in tears always gets me but that...That was just completely totally and utterly heart wrenching (and to be honest completely adorable, Which is a bit sadistic I know).

This however disturbed me quite alot...

Aside from the copious amounts of blood and the fact Dean was screaming in absolute terror for Sam and for someone to help him, which by the way was disturbing enough, look at the meat hooks!! There are meat hooks through Dean!! MEAT HOOKS! THROUGH DEAN!

I cant wait for season 4 now. Even if I do have to wait until like February...*huff*

On the plus side, no more Bela! *dances*. I really didnt like her, and infact spent most of the season hoping Dean would smack her about a bit. Not that I dont think Lauren Cohen did a great job, I just dont like the character. But now that she's been mauled to death by hellhounds too she wont be coming back. No reall, Lauren Cohen wont be back for season 4. So I hear. Woo.

Anyway, Im going to go look at some pretty pictures from previous happier episodes to try and get over that whole meat hook thing...

I know I mentioned this is an earlier blog but whats with everyone leaving Smallville? I knew about Michael Rosenbaum but I was just reading these articles

http://www.tv.com/story/11305.html

http://www.tv.com/smallville/show/1718/story/11100.html

Lana, Lex and Al and Miles are ditching the show?!

Like Ive said before I havent seen any of season 7 yet so maybe it fits. Maybe it makes sense with the story or something (dont tell me anything about it though!).

Ive never liked Lana. She used to irritate me so much in the earlier seasons with her permanent puppy eyes and her Clark-its-all-your-fault-all-the-time! nonsense and her Clark-youre-never-honest-with-me whining. Every time she was in a scene I couldnt help but make snarky comments at the tv and every week I hoped she would be killed off, or at least leave. Remember Crisis in season 3 (I think?) where Adam shot her...Or the time she got trampled by the horse before that? Or when she left for Paris at the end of season 3...Got my hopes up so many times.

She did get better in later seasons but I still dont like her. Now though after so many years of wishing for a Lana-free season for Kristin to leave when theres only 1 season left does seem a little silly.

Apparently Laura "Supergirl" Vandervoort is leaving too but she was only in it for the 7th season. She hasnt been there from the start unlike Al Gough, Miles Miller, Michael Rosenbaum and Kristin Kreuk so her departure wont really have much of an effect. It wont totally totally change the show.

I dont know, maybe it'll be ok but I cant help but feel they should all just stick around for the last year. Why do they all feel the need to "move on" and "move in a different direction" and "advance their careers" now after 7 years? Whats one more year?

Also being on a show like that guarantees work and income. Why leave that? Why not stick around for another year of steady work rather than look for roles in movies or other shows or whatever theyre planning to do and maybe not have work for a while?

It just makes me a bit apprehensive about season 8. If alot of the cast, and more importantly the original cast, wont be in it any more will the 8th season suck beyond belief? I know Smallville isnt exactly the greatest show on tv anyway but will this just make it worse?

What do you guys think?

I had my last exam today (Woo hoo for uni being finished for the summer!) so Im now at home watching season one of Angel.

I heart Doyle. But anyway the point of this blog is I was thinking Glenn Quinn would have been perfect as Gerry in P.S I Love You. That character is a silly, playful Irish guy. Dont get me wrong, Gerard Butler was pretty good (apart from his attempt at an Irish accent but I like him so Ill ignore that horror for the moment). Glenn Quinn was Irish so he could have been the silly playful guy but with a good accent.

Damn him and his drug over dose. He would have been so amazing.

Anyone else think he would have been good in that part or just me?

So yesterday kind of sucked out loud. Nothing particularly bad (and definately not worth 4 bads like the title has) but just lots of little things that accumulated to make the day really crappy.

Firstly, I had to get up at 6am which is bad for me because I dont do mornings at all. I consider 10 or 11am early. The whole reason for getting up so early was I had an exam yesterday. A geography exam which I wasnt very confident about and if I fail it I dont get into 3rd year of university. So no pressure...

The exam wasnt great but not as bad as I was expecting it to be, although I did have a minor panic when I read the questions. There were 8 essay type questions and we had to do 3 and when I first read them I had no idea about any of them. Hence the minor panic. Once I calmed down a bit I realised that there was one I could definately do and 2 that I could mostly do but would have to BS my way through a little bit. So I dont think I totally tanked it but we'll see.

Thankfully yesterday was really sunny. If I had come out of that exam feeling a bit rubbish to find it was raining I think I would have been looking for a bridge to jump off. Lol not really, thats a bit drastic. So I was standing outide in the sun chatting to a bunch of people from the c!ass including the guy I happen to like, everyone in a pretty good mood because the exam was over when we all decided to go for a celebratory drink. All was good. Until my friend tells me that said guy was out on a date with this girl the other night. "This girl" is also my friend. Shes a new friend though and she doesnt know I like that guy so theres nothing bad about that part. So not in the greatest mood ever because this seems to happen to me alot and its irritating. Especially since I thought the guy perhaps maybe liked me too from some of the things hes said to me.

Anyway, the seven of us spent a couple of hours sitting in the students union just generally chatting away which should have been good because the guys that were there were hilarious so there was much laughter, and the guy I like was there too. However so was the girl. They werent sitting anywhere near each other so there wasnt a problem but the knowledge of their date was still there...

To cut a large chunk out the story, we all ended up sitting in the back garden of another girl from our geography c!ass having a BBQ. This time with the guy and the girl sitting beside each other chatting away and being all giggly. And they disappeared off to "the shop" together. They actually did because they came back with ice lollies but still...

As if I wasnt in a bad enough mood with that, sitting in the sun all afternoon gave me a really really sore head and after we left we went via the uni to pick up an assigment that had been marked and I didnt do so great.

See, nothing big or important just lots of little things. And the guy. So kind of gutted about that. Theres always some other girl whos better than me. It happens alot. You'd think Id be used to it by now...

Sorry about the really long boring blog. Had to vent a bit.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ChHfRMMWMyk

"new fiance" - Guess it is true then.

"Shes very into me and Im very into her" - Im sorry, I have to say it....awwwwwww!!!!

Its cute that he cant even say the word sexy in relation to himself.

Sorry, I know im being sickening so I'll stop now.

Whats up with Michael Rosenbaum leaving Smallville?! How can Lex not be in a Superman related show. Who's going to cause all the trouble once he leaves? Whos Clark going to blame for everything? (ooh...b!tchy). Apparently theyre bringing in two new villans to wreak havoc once he's gone. See Lex is such an awesome villain that they need 2 just to fill his very expensive, billionaire shoes.

I havent seen any of season 7 yet so maybe it all makes sense. Maybe they're writing him out it an totally cool way (dont tell me anything!! I hate spoilers and I will set the dogs on you! Theyre cranky too - havent been fed in weeks...)

It wont be the same without him though. Im not a huge Lex fan or anything but it will be. It'll be really different, and kind of strange. I cant decide if its good that Rosenbaum has waited till the last season to leave or if it will just make the final season a bit crap.

Any thoughts?

P.S - I wont really set the dogs on you. I dont have any dogs. Otherwise I might have considered it...

P.P.S - Not really.