=_= im.s0.tired....my.eyes.burn...i.havent.sleept.4.c0uple.days....

drinking.the.third.c0ffe....

s0me.0f.u.may.kn0w...i.wanted.2.runaway...leave.my.dream....ff0ll0w.a.diy.way.0f.life...

sleep.0n.a.park...0r.a.squad...all.i.has.is.my.sleepin.bag...+a.pair.0f.cl0thes....

+i.l0ve.it...

-yawns-

yea..that was supp0sted 2 b a big bl0g but my dad came 2 pick me up s0 i had 2 g0..

living in a small apartment in a bulding with another 15-20 ppl u d0nt even kn0w...

its n0t like americas suburbia.. n0 white fence +n0 place 4 the kids 2 play..

capitalism..

i h8 this way 0f life... it drives me crazy... i wake up in the m0rning and want 2 scream.. .traped in 4 walls..

i want 2 travel... c the w0rld...

i was l00king in the sky +its s0.. .all the p0liti0n and lights.. athens night sky is grey.. never black...

u want c the stars... i was thinking.. w0uld the sky b different in belgium? in germany? france 0r italy?

theres a whole world ut there + all they care ab0ut is b0rders...

maybbe ill runaway again.... when the exams are 0ver...

stay in the squad 4 a while.... then travel thr0ugh eur0pe...

train h0pping w0uld b the 0nly way 4 a min0r th0ugh...

ive been thinking this 4 years.. pr0bly since i was 12 0r 11...

sigh... i need 2 buy a sleeping bag.. .my 0ld 0ne is riped 0f+ it w0nt cl0se anym0re... a bivy bag..

th0se are small.. .but they c0st 100$... i 0nly have 50$...

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i d0nt need much...2 pair 0f jeans, 2 shirts ,a hoodie +my sleeping bag..

it will hapen eventually....

i feel caged inside my h0use...4 walls and i cant breath...

but thats h0w it is civilized life lets u n0 air..

2day is g0nna be the 3rd night in the r0w 0f drinking..hard drinking...

h0pe my friend manages 2 find s0me $...

-sigh-

i havent been studing 4 my exams at all....

anyway..im in a better m0od... ^=^

thank u d0lph...what u did was very sweet..

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btwn...ive started d0nig my dreads...its g0nna be black +blue...

RANDOMLESSS..idk what else 2 say....i need a c0ofee..

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h0pe mum w0nt get mad cuz i ll be back 2m0rr0w m0rning..

luff u all

take care