I'm Not Your Friend. I'm Not Your Lover. I'm Not Your Family.

Dear You,

Music: Me First And The Gimme Gimmes - I Believe I Can Fly

I don't feel like writing about myself.
I've been good and busy.
The Sounds - concert was good. Support - Under The Influence Of Giants was freaking amazing. Loved it.

I made my mommy upset. She caught me drunk again. Not good. I made her cry. Not good at all. We've had this 'accident' which involved me and too much alcohol. I think my mother is traumatized because of it. And she's always been against me drinking. It's f*rbidden(why the f*ck can't I write that without it being censored?). So I told her I wouldn't drink (again). Another lie, but I do feel sorry for her. I appreciate her not telling my dad...

That's it.

Smile,
Natasja

Songs To Download:

Nine Inch Nails - This Is The Only Time
This song is freaking awesome. Mind you, NIN is freaking awesome. I love the sounds and the lyrics is amazing.

Im drunk.
And right now Im so in love with you.
And I dont want to think too much about what we should or shouldnt do.
Lay my hands on heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars.
While the devil wants to f*ck me in the back of his car.

Nothing quite like the feel of something new.
Maybe Im all messed up.
Maybe Im all messed up.
Maybe Im all messed up in you.
This is the only time I really feel alive.
This is the only time I really feel alive.

I cant help thinking christ never had it like this

Under the Influence of Giants - Lay Me Down
You should download all their songs. They're funky, oldskool r&b with alternative, indie rock. Beautiful songs.

Natalie Imbruglia - That Day
The song is ok but the lyrics is beautiful !

That day, that day
What a marvelous mess
This is all that I can do
I’m done to be me
Sad, scared, small, alone, beautiful
It’s supposed to be like this
I accept everything
It’s supposed to be like this

That day, that day
When everything was a mess
And everything was in place
And there’s too much hurt
Sad, small, scared, alone
And everyone’s a cynic
And it’s hard and it’s sweet
But it’s supposed
To be like this

That day, that day
When I sat in the sun
And I thought and I cried
’cause I’m sad, scared, small
Alone, strong
And I’m nothing
And I’m true

Common ft. Will.I.Am - I Have A Dream
A nice song and I like the meaning of this song. I also like how they used Martin Luther King's saying: "I Have A Dream".

My Dream Is To Be Free

Bloc Party - The Prayer
Because Bloc Party freaking rocks and this song is beautiful. The sounds in this song is soo amazing. Enjoy it. Love it !

Is it so wrong to crave recognition?
Second best
Runner up
Is it so wrong to want rewarding?
To want more than is given to you?
Than is given to you?

Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm, I will slice,
I will dazzle them with my wit
Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm, I will slice
I will dazzle I will outshine them all