what does anyone on here do anymore? all of my old friends are gone. everything has changed. nothing much to do. remember I was the editor for Jeff Goode? well, guess who is retired now. then the beautiful banner AmarJ had made me is gone...

things nowadays are...okaay. I'm involved with theater and AFJROTC. senior in high school. remember when I was in eight grade??? my parents have been...having a huge fight. my personal life is hectic.

I don't really come on here often anymore (if you can't tell lol). if you want to talk to me more regularly or whatever:

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So I'm in Orlando, school's out, blah blah blah...

This morning, I woke up at 8. I looked at the clock, then checked my phone, and while I was about to do something on it, I saw someone standing by a counter. It was a little kid. Skinny, brown-haired, spectacled boy. He was looking at some things I had on the counter and was picking something up. Then he turned and look at me. Startled I sat up and he was gone

I couldn't go back to sleep because it puzzled me so much. Later I told me parents who just told me I was dreaming (and looked at each other like they were agreeing I was crazy) and they told my older sister who told me I was definitely dreaming.

It's possible I was dreaming, but I clearly remember being awake, a little drowzy. Even before I saw the kid, I was checking things, and I don't remember waking up again. I personally think it's stupid to state that it was DEFINITELY a dream. Who knows, it could have been actually something paranormal. I've never had one of those experiences anymore and I don't imagine things.

The only person who believes me is Erik. Oh and btw I broke up with him a few weeks ago because I'm not too much of a relationship person, but we might get back together.

I had been waiting like FOREVER to receive the info in the mail about my blood donation. Soo, I was looking for the forms for COTS (Cadet Officer Training School) and I looked under a pile of papers. Well, instead of finding the forms, I found a paper from the South Texas Blood and Tissue Center for me. It turns out my dad had it for days (opened it and never told me!!). Anyway, I have B+ blood like my dad. Also, this is what's weird - my cholesterol level is 243. My parents for some reasons think I eat nothing but junk food. I don't!! I barely ever eat junk food and there is the "proof" that I do. Great! My parents think I'm obsessed with sugary and fatty foods! In 2008, I had three blood tests. One said I had high cholesterol, but the other two didn't. Either it's a mistake, I have high-density cholesterol (hopefully if I DO have any), there's a sneaky food I'm eating, or my body is messed up. I would have to say that I think my body is messed up. It's compensentory. It thinks it's perfect the way it is, but it's not. Whenever I go on medication, it works at first, then it stops working after about a week or two. On a certain machine that graphs it (and if the medicine does work at first), you'll see the line in the middle meaning it's doing for my body, then it will all of a sudden drop downhill. It really sucks. Like I have insomnia and there's no sleeping medication that works for me. Maybe it does for a week, but then it stops working, and putting it at a higher dose doesn't really help at all.

sorry sorry I said that I would post em Sunday or Monday but I didn't have the time.

Soo this is my new haircut (but straightened):

and this was from the military ball Jan. 31st:

sooo the shorter guy is my boyfriend lol. the second pic was to annoy him. I love making fun of him. my mom got me a limo because my sisters had a limo to their military ball. The other guy is the Corps Commander and his girlfriend (who happens to be in my flight). the last one is my hair. jsyk this is not all the pics, but they're just kinda repeats so I just put the most "important" up. oh and that's not champagne, it's sparkling cider.

on another note, I've somehow gotten below 120 lbs. idk how, maybe from taking more biotin or fiber. I reached 140 last summer because of this stupid medication I was on.

today, we had the day off of school because of Fiesta (whatever the hell that is), and I signed up to march in a parade with other cadets in our wing. over 3 miles of marching, and it was raining (even pouring) some of the time. my allergies were also pretty bad, and sometimes it might have looked like I was crying. then my left shoe was about to fall off, but when at ease, I was able to secure it. overall, nothing too bad happened.

Ever since I learned about donating hair in NJ (like a few years ago), I've wanted to donate my hair. Then Noe donated her hair and that made me want to do that more. My plan was to go to college, shave my head, and donate it. Well, I still might do that (shaving part so I can start anew with my hair and experiment with short styles). However, this past week I'd been wondering if I should donate sooner. I hadn't had a haircut for a couple of months and my mom set one up for today (Saturday). I asked my family and boyfriend what they would think of me in short hair. My bf said that he didn't know and would like to see me with it (he also asked if I was going to do that soon and I was like idk because I was still deciding so it will be a surprise). I asked my mom and older sister what I should do, and we decided 10 inches (minimum amount), which is like a little underneath my chin - same length all around and slightly tapered. So I'm going to surprise everyone on Monday. I haven't posted any pics yet on myspace or facebook (doing that Monday). I'm going to put some pics here of my new haircut and military ball (which was Jan 31) like tomorrow or Monday.

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