so the other night i was alone watching tv and suddenly the song Time after time came on...it gave me adn epic nostalgia feeling and made me think about the real world....loosing my family and friends...my dad (he passed away 10 years ago )...and getting old and not doing enough....i have been deep in thought ever since about my purpose and what to do....it has made me numb ..

so i was playing Wipeout Pulse on the PSP and i heard this track called X PROJECT ..it got me hooked on electronics/bass/drums....i continued listening and lusting and searching for more i found work from Marcus intalex and like that a lot too....then suddenly i encountered jean Michel jarre-i really was speechless when i saw this ........ i am still certain that JMJ is beyond human...i am listening to more of his work now -the other equinox parts and of-course OXYGEN PART IV...

so what other electronic songs would you recommend? and please NIL vocals in them

so i couldt wait-for july 12 to get a ps3..i gave in and bought one early for GTA IV -im not sad im just pissed/amazed because i have a very strong patience and mind set but GTA IV made me .....im still enjoying it though

so have you ever succumbed to darkness and regretted it?

MGS4 is coming and im glad i waited fo a ps3 now ill be getting the 80 GB bundle

anybody else have any plans for it?

so i did it

we have a careers teacher and he gives advice on how to choose career and etc..he said" go do it...you wont see them again in this city...dont be ashamed overcome your fears..just go do what you have wished to do"

so i work at subway but i dont like fastfood enviroment to work in i had heard about a bike shop needing someone so i went to ask for a job..i had some sales exp in a nother bike shop for couple of months...i went it and talked to the guy..i remembered all my teachers stuff and just said"hey im willing to learn..you wont be dissapointed etc.." and i kept getting more relaxed and calm and in the end he suddenly sai "come monday " i was so happy

the thing that makes me mor ehappy is that before going their i was not willing to go i kept saying nah they wont ever hire me blah blah..no im so happy ... if i hadnt gone i may have regretted it for ever

i am not a social person so this is big for me going to talking to a stranger for a job that im not exp in

yayayay come on .. wanna celebrate