With her mind racing, Peyton parked the car and ran inside the hospital, quickly locating the emergency room waiting area. She scanned the handful of people there, quickly locating her father. "Dad", Peyton started as she briskly walked towards him. Stacy jumped to meet her as Peyton got closer, "Now Peyton he's fine, calm down ... it was a false alarm, no harm done", she said as she attempted to smooth things over. Peyton hesitated a second, wondering should she knock this lady out right now and save her Dad from making a huge mistake or not. Opting out of it, she side stepped her and kneeled in front of Larry. "Dad, what happened ... are you okay, is everything okay ... just tell me what's going on." Larry smiled endearingly at Peyton, placing his hand on her cheek, "Now honey I'm fine ... it was just a little scare. The doctor just wants to run a few more tests before he clears me to go home. You don't have to worry ... Stacy is taking good care of me." Peyton looked at Stacy who was now standing by Larry, with her hand upon his shoulder. Rolling her eyes, Peyton turned back to her father, "Well, how about I stay here with you ... we can give Stacy a break ... and then I can drive you home and stay with you. I'm sure Stacy has some shopping to do.". Stacy jumped in, "No, no ... I want nothing more than to be with my Larry baby. I need to know he is going to be okay!". Wondering if she could be anymore fake Peyton turned back to her dad, "Are you sure you don't need me to stay with you", she asked hopefully. "No hun ... I'll be fine. You aren't going to be in town much longer and I'm sure there's more things you'd rather be doing than staying home with your old father. Just go have a good day ... and maybe we'll eat dinner around 7? Stacy can cook a great roast!", Larry said with slight strain ... obviously showing exhaustion, and a need for rest. Not to argue or be difficult, seeing as she could tell her dad was really tired, Peyton conceded. "Alright ... just keep the phone by the bed and I'll give you a call when I'm on my way home. Call me if you need anything Dad." Peyton stood, leaned down to kiss her father's cheek, turned and left, not once acknowledging Stacy.

It was obvious that Peyton refused to give Stacy a chance. She  couldn't understand what her father saw in her, and why he even needed to start a relationship at his age, and in his condition. Her dad met Stacy about 5 months ago, around the time he was diagnosed with cancer, and their relationship has moved at the speed of light. It was just a week ago they were actually discussing moving in together. Stacy was at least 15 years younger than her father, and Peyton just felt her he was being completely unreasonable in getting involved with her so quickly. Despite her utter disgust for this ditzy, blonde bombshell, Peyton loved her father, and she could see how happy he was with her, and how much he truly loved her, so Peyton tried her best to not be difficult. It didn't mean she had to be nice to her ... it just took everything to just ignore her, and Peyton was trying her hardest! She did everything just to see her father happy, that's all that mattered to Peyton now. The doctors were unsure of how long treatments would be necessary, and if they would even be able to cure the cancer with treatment. Luckily, the cancer was pretty stagnant for now, not spreading rapidly, or even slowly for that matter. For some reason, it was going at a crawl, if going at all, and that was one thing Peyton was thankful for. She just felt that if she could hold on till he was okay, and treatment was over, he wouldn't need Stacy anymore, and everything would be back to normal ... back to just the two of them.

Reaching for her keys, Peyton felt her phone vibrating in her back pocket. She stopped walking, grabbing her phone to check who was calling her. Smiling she recognized the "mystery man" who had replied to her ad to buy her car, "Well yes Mr. Scott, how may I help you", she said, holding the phone to her ear. The voice on the other end was not the one she was expecting, "PEYTON! So it is true ... Nathan told me, but I just didn't believe him, well b/c you know how he loves surprises and tricking people, but yeah ... how are you? Where are you!? Weren't you here???". "Haley! Hey ... yeah, I was there, I just had .... something to do that couldn't wait. Sorry I had to split so soon", Peyton said dodging the truth. She just hadn't told anyone about her father's condition, and didn't feel now was the best time. Reunion's with long lost friends aren't meant for catching up on family health history. Haley excitedly rambled on, while Peyton began to zone out. Quickly she forced herself to focus, turning Haley's mumbles into words, "...so, I really think you should come back over. Eveyone is still here, and it would just be so great to catch up!", Haley finished. "You know", Peyton began ... hesitating, b/c lieing just came far to easy for her, "...can I take a rain check? I am just really tired from the drive...and I would really like to just rest a little. Maybe I'll give you a call later ... we can have dinner or something?". She could hear the disappointment in Haley's voice, but knew it was unlike her to hold it against her, "Yeah ... that's fine. We will be here for awhile, so just give us a call when you get up. Hope to talk to you soon!". Peyton agreed, and with quick goodbyes they hung up. Peyton looked at her phone as she slipped it back into her back pocket, grabbed her keys, and jumped in her car. She wasn't tired ... and she didn't want to go back to her house and rest ... that would involve seeing Stacy. She just needed a place to go ... where she could think ... starting the car, she knew just the spot.

"Well I'm here to pick up some clunker that's way over priced if you ask me", he said after taking off his helmet. Peyton could hardly hide her excitement, "Nathan Scott! How long has it been?", she asked as she ran to give him a hug. "Oh too long Miss Sawyer!", he exclaimed after lifting her from the ground in a huge hug, "how have you been?". "Oh, you know, just gettin' by ... and Hales and Brian? How are they? Actually where are they ...", Peyton said laughing to herself for just now noticing they weren't there. "Well, Haley is doing good, she's at the house with mom right now, letting the kids visit their Grandma", Nathan said, with obvious strain on "kids". She didn't even notice, "Awe, the kids ... I can't wait to see the-themmm ... Nathan KIDS! As in not just one!? You have got to be kidding me ...". Nathan laughed, "I was wondering if you were going to notice. Yes, I have KIDS. Brian now has a little brother, Joseph, and today's actually your lucky day Miss Sawyer, because it's Joseph's 2nd birthday, and all he asked for was for you to be his special guest!" Peyton laughed aloud, then it slowly faded out, "Wait, you're serious ... oh no no no, Nathan, no. These kids ... your kids don't know me! I haven't seen Brian since he was born, and Joseph, Joseph doesn't even know I exist!". "Well, that's where you're wrong", he said as he put his arms around Peyton's shoulders and led her back to her car. He reached to open her door as she jumped back in front of him holding her hands up, "Okay, okay ... I give. I'll go, but just to say hi. Deal?". Grinning because he knew he had won, he opened Peyton's car door, "Well then follow me ... if you can keep up!". "Ha ha .. funny. I'm not the father of two here!", she said as she climbed in, closing the door behind her. Laughing to herself she reached to start her car, wondering what other surprises this trip back to Tree Hill was going to bestowe on her.

She had come back to visit her father, picking up some final belongings, and meeting who she thought was a potential buyer of her car. She had to admit, she was a little relieved that she wasn't getting rid of her baby just yet. It held so many memories. As she followed Nathan out of the parking lot she started to think back on the night of graduation ... The day had been crazy, hectic to say the least. It was a total mayhem at school, the teachers struggling to keep everyones attention throughout each of their final classes. Luke, Nathan, Skillz, and some of the boys had ditched, and were out at the Rivercourt, playing a game for old times sake. Haley was at home, on bedrest, ordered by the doctor's since she was nearing her final two weeks, and Rachel had skipped out of town early for a photoshoot. Brooke had managed to get her grades up with Haley's help, but she still couldn't afford to miss any classes. So there we were, going class to class managing to stay somewhat calm, despite the events that the day would bring. Why was I there ... well, I was soaking in all of what was left. Remembering the school with a new peace of mind. Part of my steps towards letting go of the bad that the past held. Brooke and I were on good terms, still not like the old days, but we had somehow been able to build a newfound friendship, and I cherished it greatly. We seemed closer than before in a sense. I remember we left school that day together, and then we went to the Rivercourt's. I remember we sat on my hood, just like we had done many times before, watching the boys play like it was the last game of their lives. Skillz had managed to land a scholarship at the state university, and Nathan of course was going to Duke, and Lucas ... well Lucas just played for the love of the game. That was the day that we got the call ... Haley was having the baby. She was giving birth to Brian Lucas Scott. As I smiled to myself at how happy Nathan was that day, I noticed Nathan pulling into a gorgeous 2-story house. Man, Deb sure was doing well these days, I thought to myself. I took a deep breath as I turned off my car, obviously too nervous to notice the multitude of cars parked at the house. Climbing out of the car I looked around, admiring the house, the lawn, the flowers, the cars ... wait, the CARS! Peyton turned to Nathan, "I thought this was Joseph's birthday party, just you, Hales, Deb, Brian ... what's with the parade of cars?". Nathan gave his famous smirk and shrug, "I guess my mom is having a few more guests than I thought", he said and turned to walk in the house. Not wanting to be left out there alone Peyton stayed close on his tail, "Nathan ... Nathan ... who ...", and she could barely finish her sentence as two kids bombarded her as soon as Nathan opened the door. Picking the little boy up, and placing his other hand on the little girl's head that stood by his side he turned to Peyton, "Now, I know you remember Brian ... but do you remember Kayla?", he said looking at the little girl. Kaley looked up shyly at Peyton, then with a huge smile held out her hand, "My name is Kayla Marie Roe-Scott", she said in a small but steady voice. Peyton laughed, "Well, it's a pleasure to meet you, my name is Peyton Sawyer." Kayla's eyes doubled in size and her smile stretched further across her face, "My mommy has told me all about you. Let me go get my brother, he's been waiting to see you!", and with that she turned and disappeared around the corner. Peyton looked at Nathan, a look of confusion on her face, "Her brother? Who did Karen have another kid with?". As she was thinking about anything that she could've remembered ... was it possible she had twins? No. As I started to ask Nathan again I felt my phone vibrate in my jacket pocket. Reaching in, I pulled my phone out and glanced at the screen. Looking at Nathan I said, "Sorry, but I really have to take this", as I quietly stepped out the front door. What I was about to hear brought my world crashing down. I frantically pulled my keys out, jumped in my car, slamming the door, as I fumbled to put the keys in the ignition. This couldn't be happening ... not now ... not here. All these thoughts raced through my head as I pulled out and headed towards the hospital.

And one more to go ... I never thought it would take so long. The one thing I wait for every week is OTH, and then after that it's Grey's on Thursdays ... and that ends my week perfectly. So there is a lot of commotion in the forum about the whole Leyton fixation ... oh how I wish people would stop playing on that. Leyton is going to happen, and it's a waste of anyone's time to argue or fight it. To all of you Brucas fans ... just triple A it ... acknowledge, accept, and adapt. You won't be able to change it ... Leyton is something that should've happened in Season 1, and now they are getting their chance, and I think they built their relationship the right way, and it's going to last. They have been GOOD friends for awhile now, always going to each other when they need help ... and now they are getting a chance to explore deeper into those feelings and it's going to happen. I for one am excited .. obviously like no one knows that yet. Lol.

Anywho ... that's my take on the whole situation. As for the rest of the season, I can't wait to see what happens ... it's going to be GREAT! Looks like there will be a lot of good storylines ... I just dread it getting so close to the end ... stupid winter hiatus'. Oh well ... two good weeks, two good epis, then a stupid hiatus, then 3 more good epis to go. So I will enjoy every last one. I'll just watch my box sets on all the off weeks.

Oh, now as for my drama of the minute ... so this weekend there was chaos! Here's the characters: Girl 1: Karen, Boy 1: James, Boy 2: Mike, Boy 3: Darren, Boy 4: Jose .... then there's me. So here's what happened ....quick background ... Karen has been dating James for 6 months now, James has been friends with Mike (at least 12 years), Darren (3 or 4 years), and Jose (6 or 7 years) for awhile now. Now, Darren and Jose found out that while James was out of town, Karen had done some things with Mike that she shouldn't have and said some things she shouldn't have ... (she layed in bed with him in her thong, she told him that he should take her to the movies, they established that they were mutually attracted to each other but nothing could happen, those sorts of things, although nothing ever actually happened). Now, Darren, Jose, and I talk about this whole thing one day, and Darren decides that someone needs to tell James. Well James and Mike have a big falling out, not b/c of Karen, and they stop talking. Well Mike had an oppurtunity to out James' gf, but he didn't. So one night, after some drinking, Jose makes a comment about Karen being a slut to James, James questions it, and WILL NOT drop it, although Jose told him that they should wait till they were sober. Darren, James, and Jose have a talk, the whole story is outted ... James overreacts, being drunk and causes a HUGE scene. Karen is in the dark, b/c she doesn't think James knows anything. Karen comes to me, begs on her knees for me to help her, but she can't even look me in the eye and tell me nothing happened between her and Mike. James comes to me, talks to me, and I tell him I don't want any part of it. Darren kicks Karen out of the house, after MAJOR drama ... Karen is back the next morning in bed with James ... now really! So now, after James choosing his gf over his friends, Darren and Jose decide they don't want to live with James anymore, and want out of the house, but James is out of town on business, and they aren't sure what to do. James has basically destroyed his year long friendships all for a girl that he's been dating for 6 months, that slept with him the first night he ever met her ... and who has slept with almost all of James' friends, prior to dating him. Does that make sense? No ... James is making stupid choices right now, and it will soon backfire. Jose and Darren HATE Karen, and she isn't allowed to the house while James' is out of town ... James' is turning 21 and wants to go out with his friends, but Karen won't allow it unless she's there ... but Jose and Darren won't hang out with her, or talk to her, or even acknowledge that she's there, therefore making it difficult for Karen b/c she wants everything to be cool. So now James is in a tight spot ... there's his friends and his gf, who he has obviously put above the rest. Now James is about to move in with Karen, although his family 100% does not approve of it ... therefore pissing more people off. So he will have no friends, and no family that approves of his lifestyle ... all for this one girl. Man! I hope it's worth it ...

So last night was OTH! I was a tad disappointed with the epi, but it had some major pieces to certain puzzles in it! Like first off, we finally can now say, 100% confident that Haley James-Scott is pregnant. There will be another little member to the Scott family! Which I think is great, b/c I think Haley would make an amazing mother! And it's going to add some good drama with Naley ... not like too many want that b/c they are a good couple, but they can't be perfect. Ya know!? So many bonos to Mark for that storyline!

Now Derek ... CREEPO! He's soooooo weird, and he's not even Derek ... he's watchmewatchu. he is SO obsessed with her, it's crazy. I am worried for Peyton. Next week, Lucas is going to save Peyton, well we know he's going to try, b/c he's the one who calls her cell phone, but it seems like she's alone when he's attacking her, so of course Lucas is going to have to come at the last second and save her, which will inevitably bring Leyton closer! I'm wondering if so called 'Derek' is going to flee the scene or not. Like do the cops get him, or is he going to still be out there. I think it would be a WAY better choice to leave Derek out there, it'll keep all the drama going. Hmmm ... if he does still remain free, I bet Lucas is going to try and get Peyton to live with him, or him stay with her, since Derek knows where she lives, and her dad's never home. Which in turn would ALSO bring them closer. Eeeee! I can't wait for that part next week!

Then I must say Dan is doing a great job of becoming a better, kind hearted person ... but how long will it last? He's like a time bomb right now. He's trying to better himself, but ya know ... a person can never completely change from who they have always been, and it's only a matter of time before he resorts to his old selfish ways. I'm excited to see how he reacts about the whole Naley baby ... I mean I know he's always been pretty against their relationship, but now with his newfound self image, maybe he'll be supportive.

Then there's Brooke ... I have no clue what role she's going to play now. It's like she really has no role, so somethings going to have to be coming up for her, otherwise she might drift off into the shadows! And as much as I hate Brucas, love Leyton ... I like Brooke. So I don't want to see her character dwindle away.

Now Rachel ... Althought she seemed sincere when talking to Nahtan, I do NOT think that she saw Keith, at all. I think she is using whatever advantage she can to mislead Nathan and try to earn his trust, and form some connection with him that he is unable to have with Haley. But ... Rachel doesn't know that Nathan has already confided in Haley, so now what little trick is she gonna try and pull?

Deb ... don't get me started about her. I cannot believe she chose pills over her own son, and for her to rectify it all by saying Nathan left her first! Wow! That is a new all time low for Deb, and I really thought she was better than that. Let's hope she gets some help before she hurts herself or someone else.

Hmmm ... I'm thinking that's the jest of it all. Overall it was an okay epi, but next week is going to be through the roof! Can't wait!

So, my Friday the 13th was yesterday! I had the worst luck all day and it wouldn't stop! Don't want to go into detail, b/c I don't want it to come back to life! There were two things that I looked forward to the whole time though.

ONE - Weds is OTH ... and Peyton is going to supposedly tell Lucas how she feels. I don't think it's going to happen ... either that or the whole epi is going to revolve around her telling him, but she'll keep getting interrupted or something of the sort, then the last shots of the epi are going to be of her FINALLY telling him, and him not saying anything! Eeeee! I don't know what to do I'm so excited! It is just around the corner! If I can make it through tonight and tomorrow's day of work, I'll be in the homestretch! I don't think I have EVER loved a show so much! It's great! Not to mention I will get to watch Jericho before that, so that's one hour that I know will go by quickly ... b/c I love me some Skeet Ulrich! I wonder what else is going to happen in OTH tomorrow? I mean other than the whole Peyton thing it seemed kinda boring ... oh, I take that back! Nathan rides off on a motorcycle with Rachel! WHAT IS HE THINKING!

TWO - Don't forget about the second reason I made it through yesterday! Probably my 2nd most favorite show ... Grey's Anatomy! I LOVE IT! And can I say last week's epi ... yes, I cryed! I was soooooo upset when McDreamy said he was going to walk away ... I was like are you SERIOUS! Then when Finn came back in and she was all teary eyed I just knew it! I knew she had made her choice, and it was the BEST one! I'm so excited to see where their relationship will go now! And I'm really excited to see what BIG secret Addison and McSteamy were keeping away from McDreamy! Not to mention the big decision of if Izzy is going to leave or not! This week is going to be GREAT! I can't wait to watch it! I have been wanting to see Ugly Betty right before Grey's but I always miss it! I'm trying to get into 6 Degrees after Grey's ... and it's pretty good.

There are just SO MANY good shows to watch. What am I supposed to do!? Lol

sooooooooo i'm finally a level 2! only 4%, but hey, not bad in my book! lol oh, i got a new icon thingy! lol

so, i never got to write what i thought about one tree hill on weds, but i'll get to that later! i just wanted to come say how happy i was to make it past level 1 finally! good day everyone!

So I never realized how serious these shows can be to some ... granted, I am a HUGE DIEHARD fan of One Tree Hill, and would be furious with anyone who tried to keep me from watching it ... but, some of these fans get REALLY defensive if you say something demeaning about 'their fav character'! Wow! It's a harsh One Tree Hill Fan World out there! lol Just so you are properly warned! Be prepared for your fav character to get bashed to high heaven, but do not, by any means, retaliate! It will be responded by 4 of the original bashers friends, bashing you this time, NOT your fav character! lol The time people have on their hands ...

So, here's what I think is going to happen with this show ... granted, it never seems to work the way I want it to so I'm going to be COMPLETELY real, and put what I see happening, and not what I want to happen!

First off - I think Brooke is pregnant. This whole time I've been fully supporting the Haley theory ... but if the whole idea of it being a 'one night stand daddy' theory is true, it fits Brooke's demeanor ... and her past way more than Hales. I don't see Haley ever cheating on Nathan after all that they had been through to get everything back to the good times.So that's my theory on the pregnancy.

Second - I definitely think that Peyton and Lucas will get their shot at a relationship this season ... but unfortunately, I don't see it happening till almost the end. It wouldn't seem practical if it happened anytime soon, just b/c of everything that has just happened. It wouldn't be a fair shot if he jumped into something with her right now after Keith and Brooke. So it will drag out the rest of the season, the tension building, the suspense, of EVERYONE knowing her feelings for him except her, and then when we think we can't take it anymore (although I'm already to that point) he's going to find out. Then the season finale will have a huge part to do with what his decision is. Granted I think they are going to share something physical before they get to where their emotions are. Just my opinion.

Third - I unfortunately see Karen letting Dan back in. I DON'T AT ALL want that, but I think she's going to be alone, and seeing as he is going to the moon and back on trying to show her he has changed, and b/c of all of Deb's drama occuring ... she's going to open up to him, and let her problems fall on him, inevitably trusting him.

Fourth - Now as far as Dan is concerned, I'm hating myself for saying this but, I do honestly feel that Dan has changed for the better this season. Now, having said that, I do not by any means feel that justifies the choices he has made in the past, but I do see Karen inevitably forgiving Dan ... now this is where I think that Dan is going to **** up and REALLY try to come clean, and repent for everything, in so many words/ways, and I think he's going to confide in Karen about killing Keith. Then it's all downhill from there.

Okay, that's all of my ideas for now! I'll be back with more ...

So I totally don't understand the concept of the whole 'Level' and the 'Percentage' stuff. It makes no sense to me how I'm supposed to improve this rating, b/c I'm sure no one wants to be at Level :1 ... right??? Hmmm ... I guess I'll just have to start watching to see if it goes up.

okay so obviously this is my first blog ... am i supposed to choose a category? guess we'll see! ummm ... hmmm what to talk about ... well i'm going to stick to my shows for now, until i feel the need to branch out ... maybe someone will find these entertaining ... or not, it's all in your preferences!

soooo ... on mondays i watch prison break, never really got into it until now ... funny thing, my exboyfriend got me into it ... when he was my exboyfriend! so i guess one good thing came from him. new show heroes ... loved it! not sure how i feel about the whole, comic book idea though ... i'll just see how it goes.

soooo .. tuesdays, i watch house, but i see baseball is taking it's place, and it's being moved to weds, when one tree hill comes on, don't see me missing oth for house ... gawd that's tough though! a few of my other shows ... criminal minds, grey's anatomy, ugly betty, nip/tuck, and jericho.

kinda new to this whole sharing my thoughts ... ideas ... whatever, so i'll work on it! toods!