Hey! Sorry I haven't been on in awhile. I've been really busy with school and having some family problems. My great-grandma just passed away, so I have to go to a memorial for her tonight and then the funeral tomorrow. I knew I was gonna be really upset in school, so my mom said that I could stay home. So I don't know when I'll be able to get back on, but I hope I can get on as much as I can. School has been dumping homework on me, and that's why I haven't been able to get on.

On to better things, Supernatural has been totally AWESOME! I was really surprised with last night's episode. I won't give anything away if there are some people who haven't seen it, but I will say this much...it's a must-see episode. Next week's episode looks like it's gonna be really really good.

Prison Break is also awesome! When I watched the preview for next week's episode, I thought it was awesome! I can't wait for next weeks episode.

Well, that's all I have for now.

I don't know about the rest of you, but I really don't like the new tv.com design. I think it's too bright, and some things are really confusing. I just don't like it. I liked the old one better. I wish we still had that one.

I watched the season premiere of Supernatural, and I have one word to describe it...AWESOME!!!!! I think it was a really really great way to start off the season. I can't wait to see what happens next!

My aunt's baby shower is next weekend, so I'm leaving on Friday to go to it, and I won't be back until Saturday. I really don't want to go, but we're the only family on my uncle's side of the family that's gonna show up, so we think that it's the least we can do.

Yesterday I cracked my head off my bookshelf. Now there's a big cut on the side of my head. Everybody asks me what happened to my head, and then I have to tell the story over and over again. When Tony saw it, he told me that I must have a really hard head lol. I've hit my head so many times that I'm surprised that I don't have brain damage haha lol.

Hey! I need some help. I need some of your creative ideas!

I'm on the Yearbook staff this year at school, and the first pages that I'm working on are the faculty and staff pages. Do any of you have any ideas as to how I should make this page? I was thinking about having a chalkboard as the background. What do you think? I'm not really that creative, but that's what I came up with. So does anyone else have any ideas as to what I should do? It would really help me out!

Today is Nick Jonas's 16th birthday!!! So happy birthday to him!!

School is going good. I'm doing really good in all of my c.l.a.s.s.e.s. I just got an 85% on my Anatomy test that I took yesterday, so I was very happy with that. It would've been better if I didn't mess up on two problems. I got a C- on my first Government test. I knew the material, but I just wasn't used to what the teacher was expecting on a test. Now I know, so my test scores should be much higher from now on. I take my first Physics test tomorrow. I'm a bit nervous for it, but I think I'll do just fine on it.

Well, I watched Prison Break last night, and I loved it. It left off with a HUGE cliffhanger (which I really hate lol) so I can't wait till next week's episode. Then Supernatural starts on Thursday! It's only 2 days away!!!!! I've been waiting since May for this and I'm so excited!!!

I don't know what's wrong with me, but lately I've been having these really sharp pains up and down the sides of my body. I don't know why I'm having these pains. I've never had them before. And they just started yesterday. It hurts to breathe sometimes. And then when I stand up, I get this really really splitting headache and I get dizzy. Then I'm perfectly fine once I sit back down. So I don't know what is wrong with me.

Well, that's all I have to update for now. Talk to you all later!

I honestly do. My sister's friend Brit needed to go get her check. Well, her car wouldn't start, so I brought her to get her check. We had a gallon jug so that Brit could put a gallon of gas in there because she knew that her car wouldn't start because she didn't have any gas. So I decided to go put gas in my mom's car. finished and I forgot to put the cap to the tank back on. So I left the station with the gas tank open. I didn't realize it until I got back to my house and Brit had told me. So I asked if she and my sister would go back to the gas station and see if it was still there. And my sister is like, "I'm not gonna go back. It's your fault that you forgot to put it back on." I was so mad. I do soooooooooooo much for her, and she never does ANYTHING for me. So we got into a big fight, and now I'm not talking to her.

We had a fight about something similar to this the other day too. She's been drinking and she doesn't want my mom to know because she knows our mom would be really mad. So I agreed not to tell my mom about it. So I cover for her when she forgets a bottle of vodka downstairs or something. But then she doesn't do anything for me. So I was talking with my aunt's boyfriend Tony about this two days ago, and he told me, "Say no. Don't do anything for her. You do too much for her and she never does anything for you in return. You're gonna go to college and have a job before she even gets a job. I love her to death and all, but she's not getting anywhere in life. You are." I was happy that Tony stuck up for me because normally, he takes my sister's side when we fight. But yeah, my sister doesn't have a job and she's almost 20 years old. She doesn't even attempt at getting a job. I have. Tony knows that I'm gonna go to college. He told me to do that right after I graduate and not turn out like my sister. He told me that he would kick my butt if I turned out like my sister. I told him that I wasn't gonna do anything the same that she does. He told me that he was really proud of me for going for my dreams and for being really helpful to everyone. He says that I do so much and that I don't get anything in return. He says that's one reason why he loves me so much is because I help out a lot and that I'm not stuck up and think that I don't have to do anything for anybody.

But yeah, right now, my sister and I aren't talking. I really really really really really really really need to buy a punching bag. That would be so useful right now for how I'm feeling. I get so angry that I have to punch something and I've actually punched a hole in a wall before. I've also punched and broke a window once too. But when I get really really angry I feel the need to punch something. I really need a punching bag. That's one thing that I'm gonna get for my birthday when I get money.

But I'm so upset right now and I feel like such an idiot. I feel like nobody cares about the things that I do, because I barely ever get a thank you from people. It's just not fair. I always say thank you when people do nice things for me. I barely ever get a thank you. My friends are the only ones that pretty much thank me when I help them out. Sometimes I feel useless, and that's there's no point in doing things because people act like they don't appreciate the things that I do.