OMG. Last night's LOST was one of the best this season in my opinion! Every scene was just perfection...

SAWYER- I must say..he has been my very favorite since the beginning (besides Locke and Kate, of course) but last night he totally made me love him more than ever!! I love it b/c even the people who don't love Sawyer HAVE to think he's better than ever. If he hadn't saved Claire, she would probably be dead right now. He really showed a LOT of compassion compared to episodes in the past..he cares about much more than just Kate and himself now. I loved his line to Locke about how he better not touch a curly hair on Hurley's head. And how he is taking care of Claire now that Charlie isn't there to do it. He has really stepped up and become a wonderful guy..and it is really amazing to watch..nothing better than when your favorite character on a show steps up the way he has! And I'm sooo glad he decided to take Claire and the baby back to the beach. I definitely think that's the smartest decision he could make..whether he wants to get off the island or not! Can't wait to see what happens in the next episode w/ him, Claire and Miles.

BEN- All I have to say about his flashforward is WOW. The end was just like woahhh. I was not expecting him to go see Charles Widmore!! Not at all. I thought they were like in this war against each other so I never expected to see them in the same room together the way they were! So now we know how Sayid came to work w/ him..that was a decent enough reason. He did love Nadia very, very much and Sayid is so passionate about the women he loves..it makes sense. I reallllly hope he doesn't seriously end up killing Penny!! That was totally crazy. Speaking of crazy..on the island when he just let Alex die! That was REALLY sad. I was really disappointed in Ben though. Okay, now about smoke monster guy...so Ben is in control of it. I wonder if he is ALWAYS in control of it..or does it do whatever until Ben gives it instructions? SO MANY QUESTIONS! UGH! lol

JACK & BEACH CREW- Kate looked so beautiful at the very beginning of the episode. I just had to say that. :] lol So the doctor that washed up on shore is alive on the freighter? Hmmm. Obviously has to do w/ the time thing that Faraday explained..but that is still totally confusing. I'm choosing not to put much thought into that until next week's episode..but considering his throat was slit..its obviously not a suicide like Regina. I liked Bernard in this episode..its nice when they give him screen time. He doesn't have much to do so its nice when they include him..like in that scene w/ Jin when he was angry w/ Sun for cheating on him. I'm curious about Juliet doing surgery on Jack in the next episode..according to Jack, she can't even hold a clamp so I don't know how comfortable am w/ her doing surgery on him..but obviously he lives so I suppose it doesn't really matter. I really think that after all they have been put through..they should just tie Charlotte and Faraday (even though I LOVE him!) to a tree and question them..Sayid doesn't have to be there for them to question them. That's just my opinion though lol

Hey all. So it is Earth Day obviously..and I loved the little public service thing the OTH girls did. Very cool. :]

BROOKE- She was so cute in this ep..well she always is but you know. I am SO happy they gave her the baby..that scene at the end was wonderful! And when she didn't get anything besides toys for the baby..that was so cute. I was glad to see that she was overwhelmed..I think its best that she gets a trial run w/ the baby but I totally call this..she is gonna have the hardest time giving her up when its all over..and I'm sure its gonna be heartbreaking. :[ So about her boys..I cannot stand the way the Owen thing went down. I get that he doesn't want kids and all that..but who said anything about him having to raise her? Brooke isn't even going to raise her..she's just doing a really great thing and he should respect that. I guess its better for her to have found out now than once she had fallen for him for real. And Chase..how adorable was he?? I love the way he is w/ her...I see him coming back for her in the future. Or at least I hope. :] I also really liked the scene between her and Lucas...its nice to see they have a great friendship after everything they have been through.

PEYTON- Her hair looks amazing this season. Better than ever before. She wasn't very interesting in this episode in my opinion. I was glad she and Luke were able to talk and that she told him she was sorry for everything. I'm also glad he doesn't blame her for everything that happened. I am starting to think the same way I feel about Brooke and Luke..if he doesn't appreciate you or see the love you have for him..forget him. She deserves better. I'm also glad she and Haley will be working on her album together..that will give her much more to do than pine for Lucas every second.

LUCAS- He was really great in this episode in my opinion. I LOVED the scene where he stood up to Q and made him hold the balls in his hands and the scene w/ Jamie talking about Dan was really great too. I think Jamie looks so much more like Lucas than Haley OR Nathan! lol Cutest kid ever! :] I know everyone hates Lindsay w/ a passion..but I'm not a hardcore Leyton fan and I kinda like her. And since I think Peyton needs to find a new relationship and stop w/ the Lucas obsession, at least for awhile, I have no problem w/ he and Lindsay being together and I hope they work things out in the next episode.

NALEY- They were adorable in this episode. I am so glad they are being so supportive of each others dreams. Haley getting back into the music is great..predictable, but great. And I love that Nate wants to get back into bball..Q IS SUCH A JERK! Nathan is obviously very sensitive about how bad he is right now..and for him to rub it in like that...NOT COOL AT ALL. Jamie is the cutest thing ever and a HUGE asset to this show. I lovedddd the rap he did at the beginning w/ Q, that was seriously like the cutest thing ever. And I love how cute he is w/ Dan..despite his actions...I think they have a cute relationship. The beginning of the episode was great..the scene w/ the little Scott family..they really are an amazing little family. :]

DAN- I really liked the beginning scene w/ Dan where he wakes up every morning and thinks of Keith. I know it is unforgivable and I don't really have any sympathy for him but for some reason I love when Dan has scenes. I think its much more fun now that he is seriously hated than before when he was hated but everyone still kinda tried w/ him.

MOUTH- Him and Millicent are sooooo cute. I love that she's a virgin. She really is like the perfect girl for Mouth. Yah..they're boring..but they are cute. They don't need quite as many scenes are they are given..but like I said, at least they're cute.

SKILLZ- Q deserves a beat down and Skillz needs to do it. I loved when he yelled at Skillz at the hospital and Skillz was so mature about it, telling him he will let him take it back once he's ready to get back on the team. Skillz needs more to do..I love him coaching the Ravens but I love his scenes w/ Jamie more.

DEB- Thank goddddd she is back as the nanny. I don't think I could have dealt w/ anyone else causing more stupid drama for Naley..so I am loving this idea! And I have always loved Deb since season 1 so its great to have her around again! I am interested to see how she and Dan will be when they see each other again. Obviously they won't like jump into bed or anything..I'm just curious how he will react to seeing her and vice versa.

All in all..a really great episode in my opinion w/ lots of great scenes and progress. Can't wait for next week!

Okay so there has been a ton of talk about this huge kiss that is going to happen on the season finale of Lost..and its down to these main characters, if we're thinking of who the obvious choices would be:

1. Desmond and Penny

2. Sawyer and Kate

3. Jack and Kate

4. Jack and Juliet

5. Sun and Jin

What do you guys think? I am personally hoping its a goodbye kiss between Sawyer and Kate (obviously) but w/ this show, yah never know! So tell me what you guys think! :]

1. Where did your last kiss take place: My house

2. Who knows a secret or 2 about you: My boyfriend knows them all

3. Four words to explain why you last threw up: None of your business :]

4. Have your ever burned yourself: Yah a couple of times but nothing major

5. What's crazy to you: Wayyy too many things to list!

6. What's your favorite swear word: I love them all lol

7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now: Do I care? Not at all. People aren't worth it if you have to worry about that stuff.

8. Who is your hero: I don't really have one..

9. Would you ever want to be a model: Nope

10. Who is the most experimental person you know: Myself, my boyfriend and all our friends are all very experimental

11. Do you tell white lies: I try not to

12. When is your next party: After being 21..the parties are few and far between

13. Who do you want to be with right now: My boyfriend!

14. How do you handle a breakup: I don't..me and my man have been together for 6 years!!

15. Your motivation for tomorrow: Go to work

16. Last person to make you laugh: Tiffany, a coworker

17. Last thing you ate: Twix

18. Do spiders freak you out: YES. I hate ALL bugs.

19. Do you ever talk to the tv: No I talk outloud to no one when watching though lol

20. If you could fly, where would you go first: Somewhere tropical and gorgeous!

21. Love or lust: Love of course!

So thank goddddd Lucas and Lindsay didn't get married. And I am BEYOND happy that it was Lindsay who left and not Luke. For some reason I just really loved that it turned out the way it did. She finally put 2 and 2 together and realized that no matter how much Luke may love her, Peyton will never not be in his heart...and that whole Comet thing..I'm just glad she figured it out before they got married for real. This will make the episodes that come after the 3 week break from Hell a LOT more interesting.

So Skillz is awesome. Totally awesome. The Friends reference..he's one of the greatest characters on this show and to think, he only started out as Luke's Rivercourt buddy and now he is a main, and VERY LOVED character! I adore his character and his interactions w/ Jamie and I would love it if they gave him another love interest. I've been reading all sorts of random stuff about "Pillz" and I kinda like that idea. It's a little bit bizarre..okay a lot bizarre..but I'm still diggin it. :]

Brooke and the baby thing...I get where she's coming from...but she is 22 YEARS OLD! She does not need a baby yet. If she has/adopts one, as long as she is an amazing mother, then I'm all for it. But if she has/adopts one just to fill a void and then doesn't have time to take care of the baby b/c of her clothing line and all that..I just hope she goes about all of this the right way. On another note..the way she was raised, I think she'd be an AMAZING mom since her own mother is Satan. Thank god she's gone! Hopefully forever! I have to say this though...I wish that Brooke would wait until she is totally in love w/ a man who is totally in love w/ her and NOT HUNG UP ON ANYONE ELSE....and has a baby w/ that man. That would be my ideal scenario for her baby situation...but shows rarely do what I want so whatever lol

The whole Dan/Jamie/Carrie thing..I knew that was coming for like a really, really, really long time now so I wasn't suprised. I'm glad Dan was able to get Jamie back though..that would have been AWFUL if Carrie got away w/ that!! Oh god..I can't even imagine how messed up these next 3 weeks would have been for all of us!!!

Naley...I liked them in this episode...I liked that Haley finally took some responsibility instead of constantly blaming Nathan..and I LOVED that Nate just took her in his arms and held her..it was very sweet. I honestly have to say though....there is a part of me that wants them to divorce just to change the show up a little bit. Have them date other people..see how life is apart for real...and then get them back together at the end of the show or at least after another season b/c they will have tried life w/out each other and will realize that they really are meant to be. That would be the most realistic thing that could happen in my opinion. I know all you Naley fans will hate that a lot, but it is realistic and would give them both a lot more to do besides be crazy in love or fight all the time.

Soooooo glad to see Karen back!!!! And Lily...awww what a cutie. And I always liked Andy, but wanted her w/ Keith..so now that that cannot happen, I'm definitely glad she and Andy found each other again. He always treated her very, very well. I really loved what Andy said to Lucas too. He was a great replacement in Lucas' life when Keith went away in season 2..no one will EVER compare to Keith....but if Karen is going to be w/ someone..I'm thrilled that its Andy! :]

One last thing....If Carrie comes back..I am gonna be seriously pissed off. That storyline is OVER, or it should be!, unless they get her like arrested or something. Otherwise, I don't ever want to see her psychotic ass again!

Anyway.........here's to 3 weeks of being miserable and having withdrawals from OTH! :[