Sorry I just disappeared for a while... I have been so busy with school and clubs and keeping up with my shows.

Okay so this month was crazy! Teachers pilled on homework. Monday I had a play reading after school for the first half of the Larmie Project (im pretty sure that is spelt wrong). Tuesday I had a dress rehearsal after school till 5. Then Wensday I had a fine arts concert and had to perform with the Adv girls...

Then continuing on I have a Drag race on Saterday. The AIDS walk on Sunday at like 7 am. Finsih reading the play reading after school till 4. Then at 6:30 go down to the universty to see a play.

Oh I am also joining Glee club at my school...

And I am moving into a differnet house this month...

And my show sched is crazy

Sundays: Desperate housewives

Mondays: House, The Closer, and Lie to Me

Tuesday: NCIS and NCIS:LA

Wensdays: SVU and Glee

Thursdays: Bones

Yea it is hard to do all that and still be on the honor rooll! God is my life busy or what!

Oh before i forget! TOTAL freak out with the tvguide clip on youtube of svu! Anyone with me?!?! I mean come on they KISSED!

Okay so my summer has been for the most part completely dead! I mean so dead I was able to sit down allll day and watch every ep of Desperate Housewives... granted it took me 2 weeks but that was all i did :S... but my grandparents came down and they leave tomorrow and we went up to Phoenix and TOmbstone so that was fun... but on the 4th I went to school and got my schedule... here are my classes

peroid 1: Vocal Music, Advanced Girls

peroid 2: Algerbra Intermediate

peroid 3: Chemistry

peroid 4 World History/ Geograph

peroid 5: Writing for Publication

peroid 6: Theater Arts/ Beginning

so dont get me wrong I love my ****s that I'm in... but for Vocal and Theater I have to pay a $50 fee for what they say is "tax"... I think it is bull! If I don't pay it I don't get the credit for it! Also I have yet to get my transcrip from my old school in Oklahoma so I am considered a Sophmore again even tho I am a Junoir and I will be considered a Sophmore until they get my transcrip! And in the year book it will say im a 10th grader... ugh I am quite mad right now with school and it doesnt even start till the monday after next...

so I have a couple questions:

1) Do you like my sched?

2) Do you think I should have to pay the 50 dollars the goverment is suppose to pay and isn't?

3) Do you think it is right for my old school to hold my transcrip for paying not paying money we paid off and forcing me and my brother to be held back a year for not having enough credits?

Okay so first all my blogs got deleted and they all just showed back up... WTF!?!

Anyway how are you guys?

i know it isn't still the forth for most of you but this is the only free time i have had all day! Basically all week! Sorry I changed my icon... i added the facebook thing on here and it made my facebook profile pic my icon on here... so i had to change it... i am prolly going to change it again to the icon from my ff account

Okay so I went to my throat doctor this week... if my test come back normal I have to get my tonsiles taken out at the end of the month! :S Not looking forward to that! But once I am fully recovered I am going to start the medicine that will treat my disease! Which is realllllyyyy good! But we have to be careful because it (the meds) can cause heart problems.... and it is worse since I already have some... so I am going on a 8 week trail... but at least we got somewhere with that.

My cousin is moving down here monday! Well she is moving an hour away... but right now she lives two days away so that is awesome sauce! It is soo cool, because I miss her a lot and I haven't seen her in over 2 years! My other cousin is coming down for a week to help her move...

My grandparents are coming down at the end of this month! I am excited to see them!

My friend might be moving in with us... we have to go through some legal precuders first tho... (this devlopement was made today!)

I have to get my school scheduale and I.D. on the 4th of next month... omg that just dawned on me that it is only a month away! School for me starts on the 17th of next month! I am kinda pumped cuz I miss everyone!

When I graduate I might be moving to LA and not NYC.. (also a resent devlopement). I don't know yet tho... but it will be closer to my mom and cousin and everything then NYC... I don't know I think I will make my final decison when I go to LA next summer. My friend doesn't care where we move she just wants to get out of Oklahoma lol. But she kinda wants to move to LA more now...

Okay I am sorry this blog is going on forever. I am now going to rant about my day today.

First, I had to do mad cleaning, because people where coming over.

Second. We had BBQ. It was just my family (including mine and my bro's friend who is like family now) and some family friends. We got in the pool... watched the adults drink... and jump off the ruff into the pool drunk (that was funny). Sat around and talked about nothing specific. I am pretty sure I got sunburned even tho I wore sunscreen SPF 45...

Third. My brother's other friend came over and we played karoke and guitar hero... and went swimming again.

Fourth, I tried to get on top of my roof... but since I am scared of heights (if I am not being held in... I am deadly scared) well lets just say it didn't work out that well.

Lastly. We sat out on my porch and watch the fireworks going off all around us... there is some still going off...

That was my day... I am tired!

well i haven't update in while so I thought I might...

Okay so first I got a tattoo... yes a real one... I got it for my 16th birthday from my mom... It is on my right wrist and it say 'Fearlessness' and there is a cross dangling off the l... it is in cursive btw... I know you ppl are thinking abt the JHF.. but that is one of the four reasons why I got it (to support her and the cause) and that is the smallest reason... the other reason are personal so I am not going to get into that.

Second, a lot of my friend have birthdays this month... it is stressful lol.

Third, I broke my finger on Mother's day... it is all fine now though and it only hurts it I bump it a certain way.

Fourth, I couldn't walk because my foot doctor doctor is treating a planters wart so that is not fun.. i have to go back next week get it done again... then two weeks after that get it done again... then it that didnt work i have to get it cut out.... let just say breaking my finger felt better then how my foot did... and will again next week (it has taken me a full week to walk normal again so i will be down most of the summer )

Fifth, school is out! it has been out for 10 days and it will be out till the middle of August! yay!

And finally six, Two days ago it was my 16th birthday! Well I guess now it is tech 3 but anyway it was on the 27th lol... this years was much better then last years, cuz this year no one decided to get a divorce! lol... i got the tat, and $140 dollars .... i got some cloths and three Jodi Picoult books.. At the moment I am reading Plain Truth... I am on pg 44 and there is already sooo much different!

Oh one last thing... I have read the twilight (well I am taking a break from breaking dawn to read plain truth.) so that is exciting...but I am deff not some crazed twilight fan just a fan lol

well that is it lol...

I was bored so i made a realistic picture of e/o and a anime like one here they are

You guys can't see it but she is wearing her badge and gun... and on the window of the door it says 1-6 Locker Room backwards)

and the realistic one (ellio's face is mess up)

well that is that! I hoope you guys like them ... these are not very good pictures of my drawing but they work ... tell me what you think

It doesn't fell like easter... But it is. I said I was going to add pictures of my activies for Begining Crafts so here are to more....

Here is centeral park (the people and animals are what was added on and it also pops up you just can't see that)

okay and here is my alice in wonerland box...

I have to other things done for this hour but they are still at the school waiting to be graded.

Right know I am working on a sculpter of an angel! it is going good so far!

I feel really bad about not coming on here that much anymore... Things are just uber crazy.. hopefully I can get on more once everything is on the road and going.

Oh this is really bothering me... on the SVU forums people keep bring up that Chris and Mariska might not be doing the next season... WE know! Stop bring it up! They MIGHT! just post it up if they have desided they aren't and only post it once! I mean there is like 10 just talking about that! Gah! It annoys me!

Oh and Happy Easter!

i don't get on as often as i would like to anymore. I have been studing and figuring out how to graduate early... and i did! i just take summer school, the this fall, online school, then next summer summer school again. but it is gonna be hard this summer and the first semster of school cuz i am also taking sign language classes.

he won't give me back my project! the thing is still hanging up! so no pic of that and i am working on my alice in wonderland box... all that is left is to put it in the oven and then paint it. but i have done another drawing i will try and get it up asap... but i have to get batterys for my moms camera first!

so what is up with everyone? sorry i haven't been on here lately my internet was completely shut down this week and i don't get a lot of time on here now so um yea.

Well the title comes from the fact that i am eating sweetened fried rice and it is goooodd!

well I found out that i am most likey going to take sign lanuage lesson at a community college. At my high school we have to take two years of a forgein lanuage, but if we go through the commuity college we only have to take one year. So me and one of my friends are going to do the college thing. But we have to pay for it and it is around $150 each semester! But we are suppose to start this spring and end in Dec. But here is something bad about it... it is on Tusedays and Thursdays from 5 pm to 8:50 pm. So that sucks because it is all the way down town and it would be uber hard to catch SVU... unless we get DVR.

Well I got the 2 way thing back (the chris and marish one) i got a B because it was late! That got me mad! But I finished the 3D collage thing. I don't know what my grade is because I am suppose to get it back tomorrow (monday). It is of Centeral Park. It is pretty cool looking . Next we are making a clay box... But we have to make the sides 3D. I am going mine over Alice in Wonderland... American McGee version (expect Alice she is Anime). But it would be awesome! .

Speaking of Alice in Wonderland did you guys know that Tim Burton is remaking it! I am so friggen pumped to see it! I am also pumped to see his new claymation 'Coraline'!

So hear is a funny story! My mom saw a popcorn commercial and she ended up saying "Man what I wouldn't do for some Cop Porn." I laughed so friggen hard my sides hurt! It was beyond funny!

well i have decided i am going to keep you guys update on my projects for begining crafts... not all of the will deal with svu, but i thought it would just be a fun thing to do so i am doing it .

So i haven't finished that one yet because i missed school for three days because i was sick. But i am all better now (well not completely but i am getting there). But i did finish drawing them here they are.

Sorry the eyes are sooooo messed up on both of them (that is what i get for rushing )

Marish

Chris

i think the cloths are good but i screwed up so bad on there faces.. phooy! well i have to cut them into 1 inch parts now... i really don't want to but i gotta my drawing have to be cut...

anyway moving on my next project is the weird 3D collage thing... idk we take five or more pic cut and paste them to a background... mine is just a day at the Centeral Park bridge... i think it should be pretty cool . but sadly not in color (we don't have color ink at school). but i will keep you updated ong that!

OH YEA! I am also working on my first fan vid! I just have to get internet back on my puter so I can get more clips I need... (I am on my moms puter). Does anyone know where I can get season 10 clips becasue right now those are the ones i am in need for! Besides that I am partically done with it I just need the virus off my puter!!!!! Grrrr!

Also sorry if any of you are reading any of my fan fics.. like I said I can't get on the internet with my puter and everything is on there... so sorry about that

Well that is it!

Who loves the hula hoops! i know i do!... Okay I am only writing this because I don't feel like doing my homework... ... even tho i have geometery, american history, biology, and enlgish to do...

oh it is so cool after drives ed i switched into crafts (more like sculture class) and right now we are this weird 3D alution thing idk how to explain... but bascally you take two drawing, draw them and idk the rest cuz we haven't gotting there.. but in all the project we have to do something that represents us as unquik person... so as you guess i am doing mine over svu one pic is of MH and the other is of Elliot.. I would have just done chris but do you know how incredably awkward it is to have a teacher looking over your shoulder while trying to find a pic of him on google... i mean the 3rd pic is of him in his birthday suit,,, so i just typed in Elliot Stabler... I will show it to you guys when I am done!

Next thing! I am freaking out bescause I don't know why I did this but I am writing 3 svu fan fic... I noticed that I put some of the same concepts in all of them but in different surcumstances (spelling) any I have completely ran out of notebook paper and I need it for school and I used it all on my fan fics . I have also taken on reading to many fan fics... I am reading so many I don't know which one is which! I even get lost with mine! I just counted and I am reading 18 different ones!!!!!!! Am I crazy! I also picked up a book from the school libary today.. It is called Elsewhere... it is pretty good so far.

I still don't feel like doing my homework so I am going to steal the quiz off of Angels page . (Once again Amanda sorry I didn't read it!!!)

What is on your bed right now? Umm my text books, some cloths, a bowl, my stuffed anmails (yes I still have stuffed anmails), my pillow, and my 3 blankets (i get cold at night)

What's your favorite word or phrase? It is a three way tie "You Cheese Ball." ~ MH. "Love Generously, Liv Fully, Prase Loudy."~ MH (agian) and "Holy Meloni"~ Almost every hardcore svu fan.

What were you doing at 8 am this morning? Looking at books in my school libary

What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Avoiding homework

Have you ever been to another country? Yeppers, Canada! But I wasn't even a year old...

Have you bought any new clothing items this week? No, last week yes, and I am suppose to order a shirt off of Mariska.com today (does that count?)

Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace? Sabra... it was just saying I missed her

What is your guilty pleasure? I have to many...

What did your last text message say?Don't have a cell

Look to your left, what do you see? Make- up, Jewlery, my cat playing in my trash*hold on a sec* well he isn't anymore, more stuffed animals, my closet door, and my dresser that I painted

Ever ridden on a roller coaster? Yup,but I can only ride them if I take medicine... I have really bad motion sickness

Any plans today? New SVU ep 'Stranger' (there were no spoilers ), update my story (hopefully)

Last song listened to? Nemo- Nightwish

Last movie you saw? Pretty in Pink (I love Molly Ringwald!)

Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time? My converses with doodle on the top white part and hot pink star shoe laces

Are you jealous of anyone?I guess so..

Is anyone jealous of you? IDK... prolly not

Do you eat healthy?Haha no... I wished I did... I am going to try and start.

How old will you be turning on your next birthday? 16 BABY!

How well can you write your name with your non dominant hand? HE!! NO!

What is your earliest memory? When I was 3 I would tried to make my peanuts (yea no snoopy and all that) shirt on as a shirt and it got stuck..

What are you sitting on right now? My pink fluffy chair my grandma bought me,

Do you look at yourself when you pass by reflective surfaces? ... almost every time

Would you ever get plastic surgery? Proly only if I needed it... but hey who knows.. I mean they do have to make money

Have you ever seen a volcano? Not today or in real life

Can you snowboard? HAHA your funny!

How many icons do you have on your desktop? 23. But there a lot that should be but i put them in a folder so I could see my background.

Do you understand how telephones work? Yeah?

What is sitting next to you right now? Jetta (yep I've now named my comp). Stuff

Are you good at baking? Yeppers but I prefer to cook meals..

Are you a really fast text messager?Yeah, because always text on my friends cells

Do you prefer crushed ice or cubed? Crushed

Have you ever made a mixed cd for someone?I haven't

What is the longest you can wait patiently? I don't have any.. period.

Has anyone ever accused you of being gay Yes.. a lot. But I am straight all the way! I am just confident enough with it I can say that some girl is hot or mess around with my friends (that is why a lot of people think I am).

Do you tend to want things you cannot have? All the time...I have to much of an imagatio, so I creat stories in my head I know are not going to come true, even tho I want some of them to.

Who do you think should play you in a movie? A character they would aaign me?

What kind of super power do you wish you had? there is too many... but i guess to telaport!

Are you friends with anyone famous? No... I don't think I am.

Do you lack common sense sometimes? who doesn't I mean really!

Do you want to be bilingual? The basic Spanish.

Do you like to wear socks? WTF kind of question is that!? I... I guess so?

Okay I should get going... ohh I got an e-mail *looks* ohh an fan fiction update! well I will read it then do my homework... cuz I don't want to have to do it during SVU... HAHA like I would do that!

Happy New Year everyone!!!!! I hope it is fun for everyone ... i don't have anything planned but I would love to hear what ya'll have planned! also your new years resolutions

mine are

1) try and watch every svu ep

2) when i turn 16 get a job asap

3) save up to go to NYC!

4) see if I can do something in acting or singing

5) (the usual one) get good grades

well that list could go on forever !

so what are yours

well since svu is rarely on usa network anymore i have been watching NCIS a lot lately... it is actaully a very good show. I have never really sat down a watched it. But I really like it. USA has had a lot of marathons for this show.... Abby is my favorite charater . But I think I might start watching it more often now... But it would never surpass my SVU. If it does I have gone insane . I am also getting re-caught up on charmed... even tho I have seen ever dang episode I haven't watched it in a while and I forgot a lot....

does anyone else on my tracking list watch NCIS?

well that is all. Off to watch Nightmare Before Christmas (thanks you Angle ) and then some NCIS and SVU eps (I will prolly switch between the two..but there is a lot more svu eppy's to watch then NCIS and I haven't seen every SVU... oh that is my new years resoultion 'to watch every single svu ep... idk how tho... )

If you are a non-e/o shipper turn your head away! but i found this online and thought I would share it with you fellow e/o shippers! (actually i saw it in yt vid, and they sent me the pic). But here it is

photo taken: 12/15/08

by: unknown

okay no lets re-look at the picture

no what they were doing holding hand i have no idea.... either it is e/o are they are just holding hands... which would be weird considering they are both happily married. So I am rooting for some e/o in the near future!

It is FINALLY here. I have 16 days off of school . I don't know what I am going to do tho. I don't have any close friend down here so I am not going to hang out with them.... I guess I will be doing A LOT of writting. I am scared at how much I will write .

But I can't wait for christmas! Even tho I don't think I am getting anything because money is super uber tight and the only family I will be seeing is my mom and brother... but I see them everyday so that doesn't count. But hey hopefully it will be happy and cheerful.

Soooo what are everyone elses plans for Christmas, Honika, ect.?

Happy Holidays

Myspace copied. So all answer about top friends are off my myspace page .

Who was the last male you talked to? my brother

Who is someone that can always make you laugh? almost everyone

What were you doing at 10am this morning? school

What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months? idk

Where did your last hug take place? school.

What is the last movie you watched? i don't remember i think bring it on

What are your plans for this weekend? nothing...exciting huh?

What were you doing 30 minutes ago? reading svu fan fic

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you? my mom

Who is someone you wish you could fix things with? um no, nothing wrong with friends or anything right now.

Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again? no because if I hadn't I wouldn't be who I am today. Although there is something I said I would like to take back because I lied to them, but I am sure I will tell them the next time I see her. Which should be a while from now.

What's something that can always make you feel better? coffe and skittles

How's your heart lately? fine

Will this weekend be a good one? prolly not, I will prolly be bored the whole time.

When's the last time you wore an item of the opposite's sex clothing? don't remember

What is your relationship status? single

Who was the last person to come to your house? i don't know i don't watch the doors.

Look behind you, what do you see? a wall. a mirror, my bed, and my end table.

Who and where was the last concert you went to? my school. band and choir.

The last song you heard? What have you done now by Within Temptation

Do you still talk to any of your ex's? no, not really.

Have you dated anyone on your top 4? no! that would be lesbian insest

Has your number 2 on your friends ever made you cry? yea

How do you feel about abortions? it is their chose but I personally don't approve of it and could never do it no matter what!

What's the connection between you and the last person you texted? he lives with me

Do you like someone? i don't think so..

Are you happier single or in a relationship? prolly single.

What does your 8th text message say and who was it from? i don't have a cell phone

Is there one place you'd like to visit? New York City! Or to MI to see my family for the holidays

Have you held hands with anyone today? nope

Seven days from now will you be in a relationship? who knows these kinda things? really come on?

What do you notice first about a guy? his eyes.

Where is the person you like right now?....

What were you doing 30 minutes ago? wasn't this question already asked?

When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex? idk like 3 months ago i think

What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships? it is their chose. who are we to judge.

Who were the last people you ate with? my mom

What's your favorite color? purple and hot pink

Is there someone you wanna date right now? not really I am fine single

Is there a meaning behind your profile song? not really I just like it

Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? um alone, i think i would be a little scared to wake up to somone unless I spent the night at a friends house.

so i am ored waiting for svu to come on so i thought i would do this

Shuffle (Put your music player on shuffle and click 'Next Song' for every question and write it down.)

What does next year have in store for me? our great divide...

What does your love life look like? end of all hope... (that's nice!)

What do I say when life gets hard? Phantom of the Ooera... (not my exact words lol)

What song will I dance to at my wedding? leaving you for me...(haha what a wonderfull way to start off)

What do you want as a career?how i could just kill a man... (does that mean become a murder?!)

Your favorite saying?my way home is throughyou

What do you think of your parents? angles fall first...(um yea)

Where would you go on a first date?my little phoenic.. (that doesn't make sense)

Drug of choice? sweet dreams... (haha)

Describe yourself:

What is the thing I like doing most?

The song that best describes the president?

How will I die? tired of being alone... (actually i am quit fine singal)

The song that will be played at your funeral? f*ck the world....(hahaha omg!)

The song you'll put as the subject? love me dead

so um yea that was that! it was actually quit funny .

So I am extremly bored so I decided to make a blog . Iwas just sitting here reading monologes that are pointless to read...lol. I could work on my fan fiction but hardly anyone reads it, and I work on it during school. I could do my homework but I am lost and have to ask the teacehr about it. I am so sick of being online no one is ever on here anymore . Gah I don't know what to do!

Oh yeah I am sick again! WEEE! Not! lol.

I was thinking and man I want to guest star on SVU! I wouldn't be that bad or anything... I wish I had some weird conection to Dick Wolf... poohy. lol. I am just randomly saying things now.

Man I am really hungry but I can't eat anything otherwise I'll get sick again!

Well I guess thats it lol. This was really pointless .

_/\_Mariska Hargitay

Why do people watch or look up something they HATE!? It makes no sense at all! If you watch it your still gonna hate it! Then they leave a bad comment knowing fans are there and are going to attack that person for leaving the bad comment! I just don't see the point! I mean I can understand it just one vid. and then saying you opinion but some people watch almost everything about that something they hate! And if it's a person they will leave a comment saying "Omg I hate this person I wish they would die 'insert name here'=gay untalented peice of sh*t' its like well umm that was uncalled for! Also if its an award show they go and rase the person who won. People unless you have seen every show that was put up there don't harse another! That person deserved what they won. Okay take for insentse (and this just happened and that is why i am writing this' I was looking up when Mariska won her emmy. People kept saying that france should of won... i am sure she did but she didn't get over it! You don't see us this year beating down Glenn Close for winning! and ppl were saying thing like (directly off the page): "wtf??? frances deserved it, not this loser" and there are a whole bunch of comments like that. Gah ppl get me so mad sometimes!

anyway... Happy thanksfiving everyone