long time no see ppl its been forever.... i've spent most my time on dA than here sorry about that i know some of you want some sigs *cough, keria-chan & mav cough cough* lol so if you really want something let me know and i'll try to get it done ok other than that you can check me out the most on my dA Page welol check you guys later

MEL ^__^

like the title says im kinda sorta back...dont expect much from me i've been very busy especially this week is very hectic for me just some updates:

*i'm working on my drawing skills
*turned 21 at the begining of the month
*drank and made cakes that same day/week
*pissed cause my bottles almost done and i barely got to drink it

other than that not much to say... you can check out some of my work at my dA page mel312.deviantart.com and i think thats about it ..like i said dont expect much activity from me ..i'm still not taking request and whatnot so dont ask cause your not getting it -_- see ya all laters

Matta ne,

Mel

Disappointment, a wordI know all to well
Anything I did, done or do upon my hands it fell
When will this feeling stop
At times I wish to be the one that's tops

Disappointment, the word rings in my head
This feeling that I will always dread
Why must I be the one that gets hurt
While others go off and start to flirt

My heart can't take it anymore
This word, this feeling has got to go
To open my eyes, my heart & take a glance
At a world begging for a second chance

But should I give in or give up
It's the obvious choice when you're stuck
To give up on things my heart longs to feel
A sweet long embrace thatI may steal

I see now that giving up is not the answer
So I will fight for what i feel
I will speak my mind without fear

Though this feeling will never subside
I must look at the brighter side

Disappointment how you hurt me so
Filling all my days with wohes
No more shall I fall victim to your bait
This path I take, from it I will not stray

(Mel)
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in other news Lvl. 20 now ...woohoo for me ....party if you must

today was so boring for me...god i hate that...lol but yesterday & the day before were interesting....REALLY interesting..cant go into details but just take me advice on this one..yesterday more than the other was interesting...lol well im out

matta ne

Mel ^_^