Wow, I guess it's been awhile since I've been on. The truth is that I got so caught up in the last few weeks of school that I had literally no time to come onto tv.com or anything. The college prep high school that I went to decided to give us one final test- meaning about five or six hours of homework a night for several weeks- before releasing us into the world. By the time I graduated I was so out of the habit of coming that I hadn't even thought to until now.

The truth is that I'm just kind of burnt out on tv.com... I'm kind of burnt out on everything... which is compounded by the fact that so many others are leaving tv.com *looks tearfully at Trendy's name on friend list*. I might not be coming on here as often, or at all from here on out. Thank you everyone so much for being there when I didn't have anyone else to talk to about Avatar (none of my friends watch it) and for all the good times.

I guess I better say what needs to be said in case I don't ever get the chance to come back so...

Iras: You were my very first tv.com friend, and I love you so much. Sorry I haven't been around to further discuss our plans to infiltrate the system and sabotage the Toph/Aang storyline.

iloveme (Ella): You were the first person on here to ever call me Leslie. It's probably weird that I think so much of that, but it really made me feel welcome here.

Eric: Being friended by you was such an honor. I'd been following your forum posts for some time and was taken by how much you contribute and how well respected you are.

Sly and Sonic: You guys are so cool. You always make me laugh and would say such nice things about my posts on the quotes board. Thanks.

Thumbsucker and Mellomuse: One day I hope to be just like you guys: an Avatar loving mother. I respect that so much.

Trendy: Well, I don't know if you'll get to see this or not, since you might already be gone, but thank you for being my friend too. You're so smart and funny and OMG you are so hot. *blushcrushsmoochie* I'll miss you.

And to everyone else who's been my friend, thank you. Hopefully I'll be back on soon, but with college looming, a new house to move into and fix up, and a job to find and hold down, I might not.

Glomps to all. My love for you all is pure...like Aang's love for Katara. Cheers.

For some reason I can't get on to anyone's profile but my own. WTF is with all the technical difficulties?!? Of course, it might not be tv.com's fault. It could be the crappy school computer I'm on.

Damn. I really wanted to read every one's blogs. Maybe later tonight I'll be able to.

Five more hours til Avatar...

I just got out of a two-hour rehearsal. At least it wasn't as long as yesterday's five hour one, but still, my legs are killing me, every one in my choir is at each other's throats, and I'm beginning to feel that familiar little knot forming inside me from knowing that a week from today I'll be singing a solo and a duet in front of about 500 people. *gulp* Too bad I can't back out of it.

How's everyone else? What have I missed in the past couple of days that I've been gone?

New episode of Avatar tonight!!! Yay! It's been looking forward to The Blind Bandit that's kept me sane this week. Well, that and the new episode of The Office that aired last night. Does anyone else here watch that show? I know a lot of people don't like it (understandable- it's really an acquired taste) but I think it's genius. It's my second fave after... well, you know. *points to user name, banner, and personal image*

Sorry for the rambly-ness. I just ate about ten caffeinated mints.

How is it that I just got a whole bunch of submissions accepted and I only moved up like 30%?*cries* The Amazing(ly Slow) Race is really putting the pressure on, since I'd really not like to come in last place by three levels. One or two I could live with, but not three.

Tomorrow I have a huge English project due, so I'll be up until 3 am tonight doing it, I'm sure. Grr.

I think I did ok on the Stats AP. I spent most of the break between sections one and two trying to calm down my friend, who just kept mumbling things like "Why the hell did I take this?" and "My parents are going to kill me." Poor thing. At least I didn't do THAT bad. In fact, I'm about 80% sure that I did well enough to get college credit for it. (I really, really, really don't want to have to take stats again in college.)

After the Stats AP (which I had to sit through for four hours) I had to go to a three hour long rehearsal. In less than a week and a half I'm going to be in my very last high school musical. I'm freaking out about it because I haven't learned any of the choreography for it yet, I haven't been fitted for any of my costumes, and my duet partner and I haven't even started to work on our number together. *makes fingers into a gun and shoots self in the face*

Hope every one else's day was better.

So it's now officially the day of my Statistics AP Exam, I haven't studied at all, and I'm sitting on the computer instead of sleeping like I should be so I can wake up and cram so as to have some small chance of not failing it miserably. Why do I do this kind of crap? I swear, it's like it's a force beyond my control when I sabotage myself. Anyone else have this problem?

*grumbles* Off to bed, I guess.