You go to a movie...You love the lead actor-actress...You start to watch it and then you realise that they make decisions so easily. They don't do mistake at all and they're always right at anything!!! These circumstances are especially in the "Romantic Comedy" films... But after a while you understand that it's not that simple...

In life...For example...You got an opportunity...And you're not sure if that's best for you...But after a while you see that...You have no choice...You have to make a decision as fast as you can and then you hve to be loyal to that decision even it hurts you like hell.

And another example... You have to pass exams to finish your school...(Junior High-High or College). You got your exam and everything is in your hands again...You make a mistake...You can't pass exam maybe you can't go on your education life... And you get married and look after your kids...

You start high school...You soon have a really great friend(s)... You like spending some time with her(them). But after a while you know each other a lot. You can guess everything she's(they're) gonna say and she(they) guesses yours too...But then she doesn't think about your feelings "that important" moment...She keeps on "doing" that thing...You get annoyed but then you realise that you start to like that...But..."pufff" it's over... You love her(them) very much. You definitely never let her(them) go but it hurts a lot... You can't do anything after that...You just have to move on your life...

If this was a film,starring...hmm... "Hillary Duff" i'm sure she was gonna do the best...Talk to her friends or shut her eyes to everything... But sorry to say that, life is not a film... You have to make decisions by yourself and you have to see if that's the correct one...all alone...

~Dedicated to lovely "Derya" Fan Club

~Renk!!!