I figured this day would come i think is time for me to go.

I don't have enough time to be here and most of my friends are leaving. It's no fun being alone. It's something I might have to deal with my entire life,but don't worry about it. Besides maybe nobody will ever read this so i'll just keep going. It was fun for some time, but...i have to go. Sorry if i ever hurt somebody, including this blog, hurting people is not in my nature, cuz i get a lot of remorse XD.

This is good-bye, it may be for a while, or it may be forever. I wish you all good luck

I'm talking about my shyness, i thought i had already gotten rid of it, darn it why now?

I used to be shy but i overcame that two years ago, my parents say i have never been shy, but they said that in my first day of school i was talking with my brother's friends and doing thing a shy person wouldn't do but when i got home i was scared or something like that, i don't remember anything except that during three yearsthere were three kids that bullied me i don't know why, the worst part is that my mother said that one of those kids was my friend, i don't believe her, i'm usually unforgiving when it comes to being hurt by other people. Because of that i was shy, i usued to read a lot of books and stuff instead of going out with other people and i didn't have a lot of friends because i didn't speak, i usually think i become more mature than i should be at that age.

In middle school i changed a lot, it was like being a kid again , i talked with people, played basketball with my friends, etc. it's like i an (or was) a different person. Now that i'm in high school i think i'm becoming shy again, specially right now. I'm not blaming my school or my classmates, but i thought i had changed. Even now, i'm not sure if i should be writing this it's coming back, darn it.

So, it's been a long time since i wrote a blog here it's been 1 month and 24 days.

I've been trying to write my story but i feel like i might quit writing it, i posted 3 chapters in spanish in fictionpress but nobody reads it, darn it! so i came with another idea, i had already written the first chapter (sort of ), and i might start writing about this story rather than the other one, the bad thing about this is that i actually had a side story that takes place during chapter 10 (i think ) so i'm not sure yet.

Gaming news, something i don' usually write . I finally got FFIII DS, great game, but IMO it gets slightly harder by the end of the game. Also, i bought Mario Party DS last week, great game also, it seems diferent to me cause i've only played MP1 and MP2 the minigamesare fun to play, but the boards seem too small for a MP game.

My life gets more strange every passing day, on the last day of school we had to paint or classroom. Crazy day. The person who was supposed to bring the paint didn't come so we had to go buy some, then nobody had brought paintbrushes at least we managed to finish on time . Also my brother has salmonella, (that's what he gets for eating tacos ) and he just keeps complaining. The first day my mom freaked me out, i thougth he was going to die i was shaking.

Well that's everything, the longest blog post of my life, i think

"When your friends are far away, and you feel left behind, use that feeling to becoem a better person" Roddsword

I just noticedI gained 50% experience plus in two days i think (I remember iwas inlevel 15 with 89% exp), i haven't done anything in the last few days, mmmm, i wonder why? At least i leveled up

Changing to another topic, maybe (just maybe ) the few readers of "Darkness" are wondering why i haven't translated more chapters? That's because i've been busy with school, i have to do a lot of stupid things man what a drag, half ot the things i'm doing are supposed to be the teachers' work, those bastards

Sorry if i'm taking it out on you, i'm not trying to do so, also, sry if my english is getting worse, i haven't practiced much my english since i'm in high school, our English classes are crappy

So...I've been away for some time now, but I'm back!!!

Many things happened, i'm going crazy becuase of them specially today's rally:

We had a "math" rally today, that's probably the worst thing i had ever known. At first i joined becuase i wanted to run (i love to run, too bad i can't go running in the streets, they say i look suspicious) It was a six member team and there were 8 teams in the rally, i thought i'd be easy, i was so mistaken, it was supposed to start at 9:00...it started 30 minutes late, becuase we had to go get our number, but nobody told us. When it started we had to dodge people instead of them trying to dodge us it was crazy, we ran, we shouted, we ran, we ran, we fighted, we ran, we ran, we ran, we laughed, we ran, we ran, we ran, we ran, we tripped and fell, we ran, we ran, and we RAN.

Sigh, we would have won if the stations were messed up for most of the teams, what i mean: we finished in 3rd place and they were suposed to give us 16 points for doing so + the results of the questions, we had 38 points, but since the stations were messed up, four of the teams were given extra points. The teams that got extra points won, that was unfair, we ended up in the last place only for 3 points, i hate them.

When the rally finished we went to watch a concert of the bands formed by students of the school, it was cool, but i didn't see most of it because of the rally, but the crappy auditorium was full since the start of it.